Chapter 679: The heart is like a knife

Song Ruyi only now understands what it means to have a heart like a knife, in the past, she put too much energy on research, she cared about work, and she felt that she also loved Xiao Baozi.

can recall that Xiao Baozi has lived all these years, staying alone every day, hoping that she can come back early, and every time she returns late, she is an excuse to work.

It's like work is more important than a bun.

"No, it's not like that......"

Her tears fell down like beads with broken threads, and her whole body was muddy, like a refugee who had fallen into a swamp, and her thoughts pulled her body down.

At this moment, Song Ruyi really understood what she had done over the years, she thought that she had a clearer mind than anyone else, but as a result, she was the most confused person!

"Ruyi, don't cry......"

Pei Aoting looked at her like this, and she didn't feel good in her heart.

"I know, you're sad that the little bun is gone, but you also have to think about the good place, haven't you always hoped that the little bun can mature faster, he is growing."

She was so stupid that she really didn't know what to say to comfort her at this time.

Song Ruyi shook his head, biting the corner of his lip tightly, his mouth whimpered, and he couldn't cry.

"No, it's not like that......"

With tears still on her face, she looked up, her eyes full of self-reproach, and her heart was painful and tangled.

"Xiao Baozi is still so young, she is only thirteen years old, I didn't give her a childhood, it was my incompetence, I made her wait, I was her mother, but I couldn't protect her well, I have been ignoring her, so she chose to leave me, this is the retribution I deserve, but she is still so ......young"

When she thought of Xiao Baozi going to school outside alone, and that immature little face hung with maturity that did not belong to this age, her heart was like pressing a stone, and the pain was terrible.

What has she done all these years, she doesn't deserve to be a mother!

Song Ruyi couldn't wait to slap herself twice, she wanted to confess, but the little bun had already left, and I didn't know when it would be time to meet again.

When Pei Aoting saw her like this, she didn't feel good in her heart, her eyes were red, and she sniffed.

"Okay, Ruyi, Xiao Baozi's going abroad this time is not necessarily a bad thing, think about it, Mrs. Fei didn't like her in the first place, and now that she is gone, maybe who is a relief."

She can only guide everything to the good side, but Song Ruyi seems to have fallen into her own nightmare.

The lonely look on Xiao Baozi's face flashed in front of her eyes over the years, her grievances, she tried hard to pretend that she was very well-behaved, believing every word she said, but she had been living up to Xiao Baozi's trust.

"No, it's my fault, my fault ......"

Thinking about it, Song Ruyi cried even more, she lay on the table, tears fell down the tip of her nose, and the table was like someone who had knocked over a water glass.

There was no way, Pei Aoting could only call Fei Yinan.

"Come over and take a look, I really can't persuade you, if you don't come again, I'm afraid this office will be flooded!"

Her tone was very anxious, standing in the bathroom and closing the door, she could still hear Song Ruyi's miserable cry.

It was the first time she saw Song Ruyi crying like this.

"What?"

Fei Yinan was having an important meeting, and his voice was lowered a lot.

He looked at the faces of the seated directors, and could only be more cautious.

"Ruyi, the little bun is gone, she is crying now as a tearful person, I have known her for so many years, this is the first time I have seen her so gaffe, if you don't want to watch her depressed when your daughter is gone, it's best to let go of everything in your hands and come over quickly!"

Pei Aoting also knew that he probably had something, but the current situation could not be delayed.

"Okay."

After saying that, he hung up the phone with a 'snap'.

The directors in the conference room looked at him with bewildered expressions.

"Mr. Fei, you ......"

"I'm in a hurry, and that's the end of today's meeting."

Fei Yinan took his coat, dropped such a sentence, and trotted out of the office.

The directors talked a lot, because because of his halftime departure, the company has experienced a lot of turmoil.

Song Ruyi has been crying, saying that women are made of water, but Pei Aoting feels that she may be made of buckets, no matter what you say to her, she is like a fool, sinking into her own world and unable to extricate herself.

If this continues, it is estimated that she is only one step away from depression.

The moment Fei Yinan arrived, he was distressed when he saw such a scene.

He went over and hugged Song Ruyi in his arms, and whispered in her ear: "Okay, it's okay, I'm here, don't cry anymore." ”

Fei Yinan had never seen Song Ruyi like this, so he understood what a blow Xiao Baozi's departure had given her this time, and he blamed himself deeply.

"Ahem......"

Song Ruyi cried for too long, coughed loudly because of lack of oxygen, and fell into Fei Yinan's arms, her face was flushed, and it was strange to look at it.

"You talk first, I'll get busy first."

Pei Aoting poured a glass of water for Fei Yinan and gave him a look, if Song Ruyi was crying, I am afraid he would be dehydrated.

It's really embarrassing for her to stay here, and it's better to leave a little private space for the two of them.

As soon as Pei Aoting went out, Song Ruyi's crying became more and more poignant.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

She apologized repeatedly in her mouth, kept saying sorry, and her whole heart was crumpled into a ball.

"Okay, Ruyi, you have to be strong, Xiao Baozi just went abroad to study, this is the best result for her, do you want to keep her at home and suffer all the time?"

Fei Yinan also knew about the suffering of Xiao Baozi at Mrs. Fei, but that was his mother, no matter what, he had raised him, he could disagree with her point of view, but he must not disobey her.

"Studying?"

When Song Ruyi heard this, he collapsed directly.

"She can obviously study by my side, I'm a mother, I didn't protect her, and let her go so far alone, I'm busy with work, I didn't take care of her feelings, all of this is my fault!"

Now it's okay, she left herself and went abroad, and she can't follow her, what if you want her to be a mother?

"Nope!"

Fei Yinan grabbed her shoulders and desperately wanted her to face the reality, but he didn't dare to speak too hard, so he could only coax her patiently.

"You haven't been sorry for anyone, Xiao Baozi is so sensible, she won't blame you, you don't just have Xiao Baozi, there is a dumpling at home, you need to take care of him and wait for Xiao Baozi to come back!"

He really couldn't bear to see Song Ruyi like this, not to mention, Xiao Tuanzi still needed to be taken care of by others.

"I ......"

As soon as Song Ruyi heard Xiao Tuanzi's name, tears were wrapped in her eyes again, and her expression began to become confused, as if there was a puddle of water in her mind, and a stone smashed into it, causing ripples again.

"Dango ......"

Song Ruyi is like a drowning person, suddenly grasping a life-saving straw, and the dumpling seems to have become a spiritual pillar, supporting all her beliefs.

Fei Yinan saw that it was useful, and guided all the topics to Tuanzi.

"Think about it, Xiao Baozi has suffered so much misfortune, Tuanzi is still young, you can't let him suffer so much misfortune, right?"

If you think about it carefully, it's true, Xiao Tuanzi is so big now, he can't let what Xiao Baozi experienced repeat in him.

Fei Yinan knew that Song Ruyi was blaming himself in his heart now, when would he be better again.

"Okay, wipe away your tears, let's go back first, the little group in the house is still waiting, let's go back first."

He took out a tissue to help her wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and went back with her.

Fei's mother sat on the sofa with a small group, today she was exceptionally quiet, there was no noise or ridicule, just holding the group and not saying a word.

Probably, she probably knew in her heart that she had made some wrong decisions.

Or, just because Fei Yinan had a preventive shot in advance, so she didn't continue to mess around.

"See, Tuanzi was also looking at you just now, he was also very sad, he didn't think that Xiao Baozi was bad to him, and the relationship between the two sisters and brothers was not affected by anything."

After going upstairs, Fei Yinan continued to comfort Song Ruyi.

Song Ruyi's whole person curled up on the bed and became a ball, and she didn't know what to do in her heart.

"I know."

She replied weakly.

"Now that you know that you still have a dumpling to take care of, cheer up as soon as possible, and we will wait for the little bun to come back together, so that the dumpling can grow up happily."

There is no way to undo what has been done, they can only make up for the little leopard and not let the group live like a little bun.

"I'll adjust my work as much as possible, you don't have to give up what you like for anyone, your work has to continue, I don't want to see you have an accident, understand?"

Fei Yinan pointed out that if Song Ruyi really liked this job and put something for the sake of the family, how could she be happy.

"I ......"

Song Ruyi has been wanting to completely resign from that responsibility for a while, but when she thinks about it, she is a little unwilling, this unwillingness is like thousands of ants, eroding and gnawing her heart all the time.

Fei Yinan said these things, she couldn't refute them, and she didn't know how to refute them.

"Let's go downstairs and eat."

While the two were talking, Fei's mother suddenly knocked on the door and asked the two to go downstairs for dinner with a smile.

This is the first time that Fei's mother has spoken to Song Ruyi with such a gentle attitude.

"Let's go."

Fei Yinan smiled, pinched Song Ruyi's face, and pulled her hand downstairs to eat.

Xiao Baozi's departure seemed to be a wake-up call for Song Ruyi, reminding the two of them all the time.