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When I was young, my parents were really ordinary to me, I had to pick up my brother's leftovers for food and clothing, never had new clothes to wear, never had anything to eat, and everything was for my brother to come first. Later, with my brother, my situation was even worse, I didn't even have the slightest snack, they were divided between the two brothers, and I had nothing to eat except for two meals a day, morning and evening.

I could only watch my brother and brother share snacks, and when I wanted to eat a little, my parents would scold me, saying that I was just a girl's family, and I didn't need to eat so much, but I couldn't eat enough for my main meal, and I didn't have snacks yet, so if I continued like this, wouldn't I be starved to death?

And my brother still has new clothes to wear, instead of picking up the leftovers from me, I went to ask my mother, and my mother said that my old clothes are too old to wear, but I look good! I could only pout aggrievedly and extravagantly want a new dress to wear, but my mother ruthlessly rejected me.

Children are like this, although they don't understand anything, but when they know that there are new clothes and snacks, they will blindly want it, in fact, in the end, they just want their parents to give me a little preference. But every time, my parents have never favored me, and some of them are just beaten and scolded and can't finish the work.

That's right, at a young age, I still have to collect firewood, light fires, feed chickens and ducks, and do some work within my ability, so that I, who was already not full of food, became even more yellow and thin.

Finally one day, I couldn't stand this kind of life, and I had a few words with my parents, and I was beaten and scolded by them, and my father waved the sickle in his hand and scolded: "You get out of here!" You money-loser! How did I raise such a useless thing from you! ”

It turns out that I am a money-losing goods, and it turns out that I am a useless thing! My heart was devastated, and for the first time I developed a hatred for them, and even though I endured so much bias, so much pain, I never hated them, because they were my parents.

But on this day, I felt my hatred for the first time, and it turned out that I could hate someone like this.

I left the house, I came to a market, I thought that the outside world was big, I should be able to eat more delicious food, I could wear new clothes every day, but I was wrong, it turned out that those things had to pay money, but I didn't, I could only continue to starve, and there was no change of clothes when my clothes were dirty, so I could only wear dirty clothes, and I mixed in the market for several days, and finally, I almost fainted on the street hungry.

Before I fainted, the last person I saw was the one I saw when I was younger.

At that time, the Blackwater Regiment was just a small organization where many killers got together, and even many of the rules were not perfect, and I was locked up with several children of the same age, and we would fight every day for food, and only the one who won could eat. I used to work every day, so I had more strength than them, so I won more often, and gradually my body became stronger. No return is to take a fancy to me, and will focus on cultivating me.

Later, although it was also a hellish life, I didn't have the people I hated so much, so I didn't feel much suffering, but I would still be happy because I didn't return the occasional reward, which could make me happy for days.

I sometimes wonder if I wouldn't have been with Wuhui if it wasn't for my amnesia? Because before I married King Ryan, my heart was a little more inclined to him! It's a pity that there is no if, and the current situation is indeed very regrettable.

When I woke up from my sleep, I found myself sleeping in a bed with King Ryan half-lying next to him, and he was reading a letter, and when he saw that I was awake, he put it down and asked, "How do you feel?" Is it another nightmare? ”

I shook my head and said, "It feels okay, it's a dream, but it's acceptable." How long did I sleep? Is it a delay? ”

"It's okay, we're going to rest anyway, are you still tired? Do you want to get up and eat? ”

Ryan Wang's series of questions came naturally, as he used to do, and he had already thought of everything for me before I was fully conscious.

"I don't want to eat yet, I want to stay a little longer."

Sensing that I wasn't feeling well, King Ryan took me in his arms, just like he had done before.

"Ying'er, are you feeling unwell? If you're not feeling well, just let me know and I'll get you a doctor! ”

I shook my head and said, "I just want to stay for a while, don't make a fuss, I'm fine." ”

There weren't any mood swings in my eyes, and I was a little too calm inside.

King Ryan looked at my eyes for a long time before he said, "Ying'er, you have said a lot of dream words, you are calling your father, calling your brother, and calling no return, but you are the only one who has no me." Ying'er, you dream of everyone, but you don't dream of me. ”

I was a little surprised, so I said in my sleep? I still shouted them unintentionally?

But what King Ryan said is also a problem that cannot be ignored, I actually dreamed of so many people, but I didn't dream of King Ryan?

I was habitually flustered, this was a problem I wasn't good at dealing with, and I didn't know how to deal with Ryan Wang. Do I want King Ryan to swear to me that he will never touch another woman again for the rest of his life, or do I compromise with him and tacit it to the palace if he can see the woman he likes?

But this problem must be solved, so I asked very seriously: "Lord Wang, what is a woman to you?" A tool for giving birth to a child, or a plaything for venting? Or even the capital to show off to those princes and wealthy people like you? Is it that women are just a dispensable thing for you? Just like the other women in the palace, after being sent in, they just like it, just like a group of pets, you don't have much joy when you come, and you don't feel it care when you leave. Like the Wang family and the Liu family, you don't think it's a big deal to waste time in the mansion, it's just two more mouths to eat? ”

King Ryan has been instilled with the idea since he was a child that he is a prince and a prince, and what kind of women are at his fingertips, and even they will throw them into his arms, so he doesn't have to bother with which woman to be good to, as long as the women in the world follow him, they will never give up. Those fine works sent by others, when they are gone, they are also a relief for him, and he doesn't have to guard against them every day.

As for me, the concubine, I am just a little more interesting than other women, and I have a great kindness to King Ryan, so King Ryan is particularly indulgent to me, but to say a deeper layer, King Ryan has not yet figured it out.

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