Chapter 18: I Love You
Perhaps it was the incessant pleading and pleading that was heard, Yao Jingning opened her eyes in her sleep and saw the haggard autumn clothes.
She sighed, wanting to reach out and touch his face, to say a few words of comfort, but the heat had taken away all her energy, and she couldn't even do this simple action.
After a while, she fell back into a coma.
Qiu Yuan was heartbroken, trembling to probe her snort.
He was terrified that she would leave, and he was terrified of losing her.
He didn't want to be alone, he didn't want to be alone with three children.
God complained, Yao Jingning was still angry.
He penitently pressed his face to hers and whispered, "I love you." ”
But in just a few days, Qiu Yuan lost a lot of weight, he threw away all his official duties, and concentrated on guarding his wife.
He always thought that he was taking care of his wife and children, until this moment, he found out that it was Yao Jingning who had been silently taking care of him and the children, and without Yao Jingning's Chengenhou Mansion, it was just a cold empty house.
Zhong Weiwei came to see Yao Jingning, left a bunch of medicines and a group of imperial doctors, and took the three children away.
Qiu Yuan has no distractions and concentrates.
His heart has never been so single, and his longing has never been so strong.
He whispered to Yao Jingning over and over again, "I love you." ”
As if she could hear it.
The rain and snow stopped, and the sky cleared.
One cold morning, Yao Jingning's fever finally subsided and began to improve, she opened her eyes and looked at the unshaven Qiu Qi without blinking.
Qiu Yuan's eyes were slightly red with joy: "You're awake." ”
Yao Jingning nodded solemnly: "Well, I'm awake." ”
Her expression was too serious, Qiu Yuan was a little bottomless, and he carefully thought about whether he didn't do something well, or did something wrong: "I'm very happy that you're awake." ”
"I'm happy too." Yao Jingning said.
Ha? Qiu Qian was stunned for a moment before he understood what she meant, he hesitated a little, and pointed to his face: "Then why are you like this...... Looking unhappy? ”
Yao Jingning said very calmly: "Because I don't have the strength to laugh." I'm hungry. ”
"Huh! I'll get you food right away, and it's always warm on the stove. Qiu Yuan happily let people send food: "Hurry up, Madame, I'm hungry!" ”
The people were also overjoyed: "Madame, wake up?" Getting better? Congratulations to the Lord and Mrs. ”
The hot porridge was delivered quickly, and the maid wanted to feed Yao Jingning, and Qiu Yuan took it: "I'll come." ”
He fed her like a child, attentive and gentle, with only her in his eyes.
Yao Jingning finished eating, closed her eyes and soon fell asleep again.
Although the doctor said that she was getting better, Qiu Yuan was still worried that she would relapse, and he fidgeted back and forth, touching her forehead after a while.
At noon, Yao Jingning woke up again, and she beckoned to him: "You come here." ”
Qiu Yuan actually felt flattered, and he ran over: "I'm here." ”
"Say what you said before." Yao Jingning looked at him with a good look, and her expression became more serious.
Qiu Qian was uneasy: "What words?" ”
Yao Jingning did not answer.
He suddenly understood, took her hand, and whispered, "I love you, I always love you." You said that I don't love you, it's just the responsibility and habit between husband and wife, no, I don't have such thoughtfulness and feelings for Lu Huanting......
I'm completely different from you and her, I've broken your heart, but I didn't mean to, I just don't know how to love someone. I will keep learning and get better and better, please give me another chance. ”
"Oh......" Yao Jingning turned her head and looked at the wall: "I know, you go sleep for a while." ”
Qiu Yuan didn't dare to disobey her: "Then I'll go and rest, you have something to call me." ”
Yao Jingning didn't look back, she heard the door knock, she shed two lines of tears, when she was in a high fever and coma, she kept hearing Qiu Yuan calling her in her ear, saying that he loved her, although she was confused, but she understood very clearly.
It can be said that the main reason why she was able to survive this time was Qiu Yuan's careful care and call, as well as her reluctance and attachment to the children.
He said he loved her.
Remembering that after Qiu Hao entered the palace that day, Zhong Weiwei sent someone to tell her the whole story, Yao Jingning hooked the corners of her lips and smiled.
She believed him.
But there is still a long way to go between him and her, she is not in a hurry, she moves forward step by step, and looks back in the future, all of which are charming.
Due to the fundamental injury, Yao Jingning has not recovered from confinement, she is very thin, and she can't blow a cool breeze, she stays in the house with peace of mind, and does not go out, but carefully takes a few children well.
However, although she was careful enough, on the day He Lingyi and his wife entered Beijing, she was still sick again.
The reason was that Qiu Xiaofang vomited milk at night, she couldn't rest assured, she didn't listen to Qiu Yuan's words and went to see it once, and she was uncomfortable in the second half of the night.
Xiaoyu is a good girl, Qiu Yuan said to take her into the palace to play, to meet Uncle He, but she refused to go.
In the previous six months, the little girl had formed an alliance with her mother, and she was reluctant to leave her sick mother to play.
She said to Qiu Yuan: "Daddy will entertain my uncle by himself, I will stay at home to take care of my mother and brother, you don't have to worry, just remember to take people home." ”
With his sister taking the lead, Zhong Yi didn't go, he said that when his younger brother was crying, he could sing children's songs to coax his younger brother and not let his mother worry about it.
Qiu Hao was extremely distressed and grateful, and said that his daughter was his father's intimate little padded jacket, and he really saw it clearly from his little fish.
He talked to Zhong Weiwei about this, and Zhong Weiwei understated: "It's all their mothers who teach them well." ”
easily erased his credit as a father.
Qiu Yuan was slightly dissatisfied: "Didn't I teach?" ”
Zhong Wei only glared: "Do you guard them every day and teach them hand in hand?" ”
That's not true, Qiu Yuan touched his nose: "I'm too busy." ”
Zhong Weiwei said domineeringly: "Then shut up." ”
He Lingyi and his wife arrived as scheduled, and then Zhong Weiwei gave birth to a daughter, Qiu Hao knew that the mother and daughter were safe, so she went home happily.
It seems that the emperor and queen plan to stay in the palace for a few more days, so he will go home to take care of his wife and children.
Xiaoyu told Yao Jingning a story, a milky little girl, with a serious expression, white and chubby, and a red mouth, which can make people's hearts melt.
Qiu Yu didn't go in until Xiaoyu finished telling the story: "It's very good." ”
Xiaoyu was very happy to get the compliment, and chased after him and asked, "Where are the uncles and seedlings?" ”
"They will have to stay in the palace for a few days before they come." Qiu Hao sighed: "Senior brother scolded me severely. ”
Yao Jingning was unhappy: "Why? ”
Qiu Yuan smiled: "Because he thinks I'm not good to you." ”
Yao Jingning said lightly: "It's okay, I will avenge you when I see him." ”
Qiu frowned: "I feel like you are very much like my boss." ”
Yao Jingning smiled: "Are you giving an opinion tactfully?" ”
Qiu Yuan waved his hand again and again: "What's the matter, I'm just telling the truth." ”
"I see." Yao Jingning was very calm.
Qiu Hao was not calm: "But I don't know!" ”
“?” Yao Jingning looked at him oppressively, he looked back oppressively, and made up his mind as huge as an elephant: "I want to move back!" ”
Yao Jingning frowned, and just when Qiu Yuan thought she would refuse, she said very happily, "Okay." ”
It took a moment for Qiu Yuan to figure out what she meant, and he couldn't help laughing: "You have the demeanor of a general, presumably my sister-in-law will like you very much." ”
Yao Jingning took a sip of medicinal soup and said calmly: "What is the general's demeanor?" I thought I should at least praise me for being quite handsome. ”
Qiu Hao's eyes were blazing: "A-Ning, you are the same as before again." ”
Yao Jingning glanced at him: "I have always been the same as before, what is different is you." ”