Chapter 9: Name change
"I've decided!"
Xiao Chanhuan suddenly announced loudly, interrupting Niu Dali's contemplation.
Niu looked at Xiao Chanhuan vigorously, with doubts in her eyes, not knowing what she had suddenly decided.
"I'm going to change my name!" Xiao Chanhuan looked at Niu Dali and said.
Yes?
Niu Dali looked puzzled, stunned for a moment, and then asked hesitantly: "Why do you want to change your name?" Is Chanchan bad? ”
He knew Chanchan's name, but her grandmother spent several copper plates to specially invite the old boy in the village to get up, which was much more educated than the eldest girl in the village, Zhao Di, Cuihua or something.
Xiao Chanhuan shook her head and said seriously: "It was good before, but now it's not good." ”
Why?
Niu Dali was puzzled, why was it good before, but now it's not good?
He obviously couldn't keep up with Xiao Chanhuan's jumping thinking.
Fortunately, Xiao Chanhuan didn't let him doubt for long, she made up her mind to brainwash him, and it was imperative to change his name.
Xiao Chanhuan said eloquently: "Look, I kowtowed my head before, and I thought I wouldn't be able to live......"
"Live it out!"
Regarding the issue of Xiao Chanhuan's life and death, Niu Dali has his own insistence, even if Xiao Chanhuan jokes and jokes nonsense, he will not allow it, this is the bottom line that he can't touch.
Since Xiao Chanhuan decided to brainwash Niu Dali, she must follow his hair at this time.
"Good, good, good."
Three "good" words in a row appeased Niu Dali.
Xiao Chanhuan continued: "I am also blessed with a great life, God bless, let me pass this hurdle safely." ”
Niu Dali felt that it made sense, nodded and said, "God bless." If we are still in the village, we should go to the mountain temple to make a vow, and we should also pay tribute and thank you sincerely. ”
But now the conditions do not allow it, he and Chanchan are wandering outside, and they haven't seen the temple and Taoist temple along the way, and even if they do, they are shy and can't pay tribute.
Niu vigorously pursed his lips, his face a little ugly.
He was angry and blamed himself for his inability.
Xiao Chanhuan knew at a glance that he was wrong, this was not her original intention.
Xiao Chanhuan hurriedly reversed the misguided topic and said, "I want to thank God, but not now!" ”
"Why?"
Niu Dali was puzzled.
"Because we haven't finished God's instructions yet, and since we haven't finished it, how can we run to thank God now? If we run away now, God will not only not feel that we are grateful, but will also feel that we are unworthy of guidance and education, and perhaps we will take back the grace we have given. ”
Xiao Chanhuan pointed at herself, hinting that Niu Dali, who is still alive and alive, is the grace given by God.
As long as Xiao Chanhuan was involved, Niu Dali's attention was quickly caught.
But he still didn't understand what God's instructions were, and what did this have to do with Xiao Chanhuan's decision to change her name.
Xiao Chanhuan continued to flicker, and asked Niu Dali: "Do you think I have changed now?" ”
Niu Dali was stunned, and in Xiao Chanhuan's encouraging gaze, he hesitated and said, "That, that...... There's more talk than before, count? ”
Xiao Chanhuan was choked by Niu Dali's reply, and reflected on herself in her heart, is she really talking a bit too much nonsense?
But that's not the point, and the point has to continue to flicker.
"What else?" Xiao Chanhuan continued to encourage: "Except for words...... Well, a little bit more lively, has anything big or strange happened to me lately? ”
Xiao Chanhuan definitely doesn't admit that she talks a lot, but it's easier to accept it if she changes her words to be lively.
In fact, in addition to talking more, Niu Dali has some other feelings, but I don't know why, he subconsciously doesn't want to say those feelings, hidden deep in his heart, maybe one day he will see the light of day again, but definitely not now.
Event? Strange things?
Niu Dali suddenly woke up and said, "You forgot the past, you don't remember it." ”
"Yes!" Xiao Chanhuan said with a smile, the relief in her eyes made Niu Dali blush.
Will Chanchan dislike him for being too stupid?
Xiao Chanhuan replied vigorously with Niu, and continued to flicker around with his train of thought: "Yes, I knocked my head and lost my memory." That's what God tells us! ”
God instructed Chanchan to lose her memory? What is this indication?
Niu Dali felt that he seemed confused, could it really be that he was too stupid to guess God's instructions?
What Xiao Chanhuan was waiting for was when Niu Dali's thinking was knotted and he had doubts about himself.
Only this is the best time to fool, the best time to instill new ideas, the best time to define.
"This is already very clear!"
Xiao Chanhuan took the first step, made a final decision, knocked on Niu Dali's knotted head, and snatched people first, bluffing Niu Dali even more dare not show his "stupidity".
You can't destroy the tall image that you have built up in Chanchan's heart because of your temporary "stupidity"!
Xiao Chanhuan gave a conclusion, and then reversed the reason for selling.
"Since God let me live well, it means that his old man doesn't want to take me back at all. But you can't be too greedy, everyone has a price for everything they do, and the price of living well is to lose the memory of the past. You say, don't you? ”
Xiao Chanhuan said as she asked Niu Dali rhetorically to ensure that his thoughts were moved forward by himself and that he did not fall out of gear.
Niu nodded vigorously, he felt that what Xiao Chanhuan said made sense.
"God took away my memories as a price for me to continue to live well, this is God's will, and we cannot disobey it. Then do you think I can continue to call Chanchan? ”
Niu Dali is actually not stupid at all, following Xiao Chanhuan's train of thought, he quickly became clear.
"Do you mean to say that the name change is due to God's instructions, and God has taken away your memories, and you have to make a break with the past and start all over again?"
Xiao Chanhuan nodded approvingly and said, "That's right, that's it." ”
"But ......" Niu Dali said with some embarrassment: "What about my grandmother, what about my brother?" And me, let's ......" paused, and then continued to say vaguely: "Do you have to draw a line and never interact again?" ”
Get! How did you get into a dead end again.
Xiao Chanhuan explained cleanly: "No, changing the name does not mean that you have to draw a line with the past, this is just a formal change. ”
Niu Dali didn't understand very well, Xiao Chanhuan still explained in a rhetorical way, and said: "Then let me ask you, if I change my name, I won't be me?" ”
Niu shook his head vigorously and said, "Naturally, it's you." ”
"Yes, that's it, no matter what my name is, whether it's Chanchan, Dali, or a big tree or a small grass, I'm me, it's always me, it's just my name and code, it doesn't mean that I've changed."
But in fact, Xiao Chanhuan knew it very well in her heart.
She's changed.
It is precisely because people have changed that names have to change.