CH.44 Emptiness Dependence Patient
"Okay, I understand this time, it's very logical......" Jin Yefeng refused to raise her head, because the words had been spoken and she couldn't take them back, what kind of face did she use to face Li Jinghao? promised that Feng Yifei couldn't associate with Li Jinghao now, but judging from this situation, he was really a little nervous......
"Feng'er, I'm ......" Li Jinghao wanted to say, "Be my girlfriend", who knew that Jin Yefeng didn't wait for him to finish speaking, so he ran forward in a daze.
Jin Yefeng has to run and promise other people's things, and he can't break his promise no matter what, otherwise he is still human? So she can only choose to escape now, because she is the "Yue'er" identified by Li Jinghao - his lover in his previous life, according to this logical reasoning, Li Jinghao must be the "white horse boy" she has been waiting for for a long time, how can I tell Feng Yifei? It's better to run away first, calm down, and let Feng Yifei help analyze it at night, her mind is hot now, and she has no logical thinking ability at all.
"Feng'er, what are you running!" Li Jinghao was stunned for a second and still caught up, this time he reversed his previous gentle and considerate style, and grabbed Jin Yefeng's hand, she was frightened, struggling to get rid of it, but she couldn't get rid of it, "Be good, don't make trouble, you were almost hit by a car just now!" ”
Jin Yefeng came back to his senses and found that he was standing on the road, if he rushed over so mindlessly, he might have lost his wheels......
"Don't be afraid, it's me who is wrong, you shouldn't be too impulsive! Wait until you want, take your time, I'll be waiting for you! Li Jinghao was very glad that he didn't say that sentence just now, and he was also glad that he reacted quickly and grabbed Jin Yefeng in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.
Jin Yefeng, who was frightened in many ways, was still in shock, she couldn't stand the violent heartbeat in her chest, and she was about to suppress her breathing.
"Don't worry, I'll pull you over!" Li Jinghao held Jin Yefeng's hand again and pulled her across the criss-crossing road.
In Jin Yefeng's perception, it is natural to hold hands with Feng Yifei, Feng Yifei is like a part of Jin Yefeng's body, very casually, just want to stick, or it should be stuck together; If you have to describe it, it's like pulling yourself by yourself, maybe it's because it's too familiar, beyond friends, lovers, brothers and sisters, as if it's yourself, without any sense of disobedience; Holding hands with Feng Yifei is interlocking his fingers, as if he is holding his left hand and praying. But Li Jinghao is different, his hand seems to be bigger than Feng Yifei, his big hand completely holds her small hand in the palm of his hand, giving her the feeling that he wants to protect her wholeheartedly, it is really warm, and it makes her greedy, as if he doesn't have to think about anything by his side, just enjoy the feeling of being pampered by him...... However, if this is the case, won't she be ruined!
Finally crossed the road, Jin Yefeng also calmed down a little, and quickly pretended to raise his hand to look at his watch, taking advantage of the situation to break free of Li Jinghao's hand.
"Oh my God, it's almost open! Too much time wasted, let's get in there! Jin Yefeng still ran forward like a headless fly, "Senior brother, go to the seat and wait for me first, I'll go to the bathroom!" ”
When Jin Yefeng ran into the screening hall with water droplets on his face, the movie had already begun, and Li Jinghao had already bought drinks and popcorn and sat down in his seat.
"Where have you been? I almost went to you! Li Jinghao approached her and asked in a whisper, in the dark movie theater, he found that her face was covered with water, and quickly took out a tissue to dry her, "It's so cold, what should I do if I don't wipe it clean and get frostbite?" ”
"There are too many people in the bathroom, and I have to queue up, so I washed my face by the way!" Jin Yefeng, who had washed her face, calmed down a little, and she also whispered in Li Jinghao's ear, "Has it started?" Did I miss any episodes? ”
"No, at first, sit down!" Li Jinghao thoughtfully pressed the seat next to him, allowing Jin Yefeng to sit down conveniently.
Most of the people who watch horror movies are couples, and the reason should be needless to say. Whenever there is a horrific and bloody scene, under normal circumstances, the girl screams and gets into her boyfriend's arms, and the boyfriend of course shows a heroic spirit of "don't be afraid, baby, I'm here".
However, Jin Yefeng is not a normal situation, whenever there is a bloody scene, she is very excited, and she widens her eyes to evaluate whether the special effects are done well, and by the way, she can also discuss with Li Jinghao, why this skeleton is missing a rib, and why did this corpse run to the left...... What's even more bizarre is that when the zombie pounced with its bloody mouth open, even her boyfriend didn't dare to look at it, she actually laughed out loud, and said how can zombies have worm teeth! provoked not many people in the movie theater to look at her, and of course Li Jinghao was helpless......
Fortunately, a horror movie can make Jin Yefeng calmer and not resist him as much as he did just now, which can be considered a good thing! Of course, Li Jinghao has no intention of being in the movie, and he will definitely put his baby "Yue'er" in his eyes when he has the opportunity.
It wasn't until the end of the film that Li Jinghao had a feeling of "finally waiting", because the big boss of this movie seems to be a snake demon, and he also raises a lot of snakes, which really kills Jin Yefeng! She wanted to run out of the movie theater, but her legs were so weak that she couldn't stand up at all, and her whole body collapsed limply on the seat.
"Senior brother, senior brother, I'm so scared, I close my eyes, can you pull me? I'm scared that the snake inside will crawl out! She really couldn't help the fear in her heart, and she couldn't do anything to ask Li Jinghao next to her.
"Feng'er, what's wrong with you?" Li Jinghao also found out that something was wrong with her, she was excited just now, but now her face has become pale, and her whole person is like mud, Li Jinghao hurriedly held her hand distressedly.
"I'm scared, I'm so scared of snakes, I can't even look at pictures, I'm scared even if I take a rope and put it in the shape of a snake......"
Yes, Yue'er used to be very afraid of snakes, it seems that he was bitten by a snake when he was a child, damn it, how could he forget it!
"Don't be afraid, let's stop watching, just go out!" Li Jinghao looked at her pitiful appearance, and hugged her shoulders in distress, who knew that Jin Yefeng took advantage of the situation and got into his arms, trembling uncontrollably.
"I can't walk, my legs are weak, I have to slow down for a while, I'm really scared ......" This image must be completely ruined, why is it so unlucky every time, a few years ago I went to a haunted house with Feng Yifei and was also killed by a snake, this time it's a snake again, I can't watch horror movies and visit haunted houses in the future, I thought it was just a zombie ghost, it's too careless!
"Don't worry, you close your eyes and don't look at it, it's okay, the snakes on the screen won't crawl out, even if they do, I will run away with you on my back, I won't let them hurt you, ......" Li Jinghao held Jin Yefeng in his arms like a child and comforted her, stroking her hair to warm her up.
Li Jinghao's gentle embrace did make Jin Yefeng feel a lot more steady, but she always had a string in her heart, always reminding herself that she must not break, and she must do what she promised others, although she was really a little greedy for the feeling of being protected by Li Jinghao......
Finally walked out of the movie theater, Li Jinghao kept holding Jin Yefeng's hand, although her legs were not weak, she still had palpitations, but she had just figured it out, and she had to make it clear to Li Jinghao.
"Senior brother, thank you for making you laugh, I'm really ugly today......"
"Who hasn't been afraid of something, I have something to be afraid of, guess what?" In order to make Jin Yefeng happy, Li Jinghao actually wanted to expose his weaknesses!
"I don't know, senior brother, you don't want to trick me, why are you afraid that I will ignore you or something!" Jin Yefeng, who spoke like this, showed that he had gradually returned to his normal state.
"Hehe, how could it be! I'm telling you, I'm afraid of water, I can't swim! "Li Jinghao is not Feng Yifei, and he definitely won't say routines.
"It turns out that Senior Brother also has weaknesses, I thought you were a person who knew everything well!" Facing a boy who was completely different from Feng Yifei, Jin Yefeng was also a little uncomfortable with the normal way of speaking, "Senior brother is afraid of water and can't swim!" I'm worse than you, not only am I afraid of water, I can't swim, but I can't do all sports, I can't dance, I don't have much control over my limbs except my fingers! ”
"You can see, you're always clumsy!" Finding that Jin Yefeng could also open his heart to him, Li Jinghao was very pleased, it turned out that Yue'er's weaknesses were reflected in Feng'er, and she really hadn't changed at all.
"Senior brother, do you think I'm stupid?" Jin Yefeng squeezed his face with both hands, deliberately pretending to be a pig.
"Haha, what are you afraid of stupidly, I don't dislike you, I think you're stupid and cute!" Li Jinghao couldn't help but scratch her small nose, and her face was full of spoiling.
This is the highest level of flirting! made Jin Yefeng have no temper at all, and he was so blushing that he didn't know what to say, is this the feeling of heartbeat? It can be said that this is the first time that Jin Yefeng has really "fallen in love" and fallen in love with her "white horse boy...... Sincerely, it's a little embarrassing!
"Senior brother, don't you feel hard that you get up so early every day and come downstairs to wait for me? You are interning in the hospital, and you have to meet so many patients every day, I know that your grades are very good, won't it affect your studies? In order to avoid embarrassment, Jin Yefeng found a new topic.
"It's not hard, I will be very happy to see you every day, and I will naturally not feel hard when I am in a good mood...... I'm not a routine, I'm telling the truth......"
Jin Yefeng smiled at him, and found that the topic he was looking for was not very ideal, not only was it even more embarrassing, but he didn't know what to take next......
"Are you hungry? Let's go eat something! Do you want to eat roast duck again? Li Jinghao didn't seem to notice her embarrassment at all, and still waited for her to ask for warmth like a daughter.
"Don't eat roast duck, eat noodles, suddenly I want to eat that super long ramen ......" In front of Li Jinghao, she didn't need to hide what she liked, because he would never dislike her, and he would just do his best to follow her.
"Okay, it's good if you have something to eat...... Li Jinghao's big hand is still so warm that she doesn't feel cold......
During the video time in the evening, Jin Yefeng was lying listlessly on the table, wilting, and he also ignored Feng Yifei.
"What's wrong with you? Isn't it just watching a movie with Lee Kyung-ho? Did something happen? Feng Yifei was patient and persuaded little by little.
"No...... Whatever happens, I promised you that it will be done! Jin Yefeng didn't bother to explain to him, he always looked absent-minded.
"Your state is very bad, it will affect your studies and competitions, isn't everything Fengfeng baby usually does full of energy?"
Feng Yifei is not wrong at all, her state today is indeed not good, if she doesn't cheer up, it will definitely have an impact on her studies and life, but why can't she keep up?
"Yes...... I know, I'll start studying now......" Jin Yefeng sighed and took out the thick textbook.
"You are a symptom of 'emptiness dependence'......" The opposite screen squeezed out such a sentence, which made Jin Yefeng almost fall off the stool.
"What do you say?" She calmed down and looked at Feng Yifei complainingly.
"I gave you a diagnosis certificate, what's the matter with you, didn't you promise me?" Feng Yifei also looked at Jin Yefeng reproachfully.
"No, I didn't agree to have a relationship with him, but I saw the snake in the movie today and was taken care of by him......"
"He took care of ......" Feng Yifei made up a lot of situations in his brain, but he didn't have the courage to ask her what happened, he was very unhappy, "You have a big problem now, do you know?" I've got to get you sober! ”
"Is it a big problem? I think weird too! Jin Yefeng looked at the screen innocently.
"Okay, then you can listen quietly to my analysis with you: first of all, you are very willing to be with Li Jinghao now, because your heart is very empty, the biggest reason is that I am not by your side, for three years, the two of us have been stuck together like each other's shadows, I left suddenly, of course you will feel empty in your heart, Li Jinghao is good to you, and being with you every day just fills my vacancy, so you will have a feeling of being very dependent on him, which is normal, so as long as I come back, you will not have such strange symptoms!"
"Huh?" Although Jin Yefeng was a little confused, she felt that Feng Yifei's words seemed to be very reasonable, and she cheered up a little and prepared to continue listening.
"Secondly, the most fundamental reason why you have this kind of mental dependence on people is because of the harm caused to you by your family, you seriously lack fatherly love, so there are slightly older men who have protective behaviors against you, and you are particularly immune, in this case, it will be good to talk to your father more, or you will be cured without medicine when I go back!"
"Excuse me, who are you?" Jin Yefeng looked at Feng Yifei incredulously, he seemed to be a different person, with a serious expression, this was not the same person as Feng Yifei in her memory, I have to say that his analysis was really surprisingly poked at her heart.
"......" This time it was Feng Yifei's turn to roll his eyes, "You think seriously about what I said, your priority now is to pass the preliminary round first, and then study hard, don't think about boring things all day long, don't cheer up!" People must have their own clear goals, and they can't be so muddy every day! ”
"What are you stimulated by! Or is there something high about you? "Jin Yefeng still can't accept that the person talking to the other side is Feng Yifei, has this eldest young master changed his brain? And it makes too much sense, a bit of her father's "sense of déjà vu"...... He's right, you can't go on like this now, you have to be clear about your goals and continue to work hard towards them!