Chapter 63: I Am an Orphan
He Yuhe's unintentional words, which spoke deep into her heart.
After all, for her, she also wanted to know the answer to this question, but after so many years, no one gave her an accurate answer, and no one told her what the answer was.
If it weren't for his alternative explanation of his name today, maybe he didn't like it as much as he imagined, but after he explained, he felt that this name had other meanings.
It's just that he has no answer to the question he asked, and in fact, he also wants to ask her who can tell him who took his name.
Shu Yixin looked at him for a long time and hesitated for a while before he said lightly, "I am an orphan and grew up in an orphanage, so I don't know who gave me my name, whether it was my help, or later in the orphanage. Shu Yixin didn't know why she called this name, and no one told her.
At this time, I also mustered up a lot of courage to tell him that in fact, he didn't have a family, just an orphan who grew up in an orphanage.
In fact, many times, she is reluctant to mention to the people around her that she is an orphan, but when facing him, I don't know why, she will say it inexplicably, and she says it so calmly.
After He Yuhe listened, he felt that his whole person was petrified, because he never thought that she would be an orphan, and thought that she would have a happy family, so he would live so optimistic and cheerful.
I don't know how long it took before I found my voice and said apologetically, "I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I thought you would have a happy family, but I never thought that you were an orphan who grew up in an orphanage. No matter how smart He Yuhe was, he couldn't have imagined that the girl who looked so optimistic and cheerful in front of him would actually grow up in an orphanage.
Shu Yixin looked at him, pulled out a faint smile, and said, "Actually, there is nothing to be sorry for, after all, this is the truth." "I grew up in an orphanage, so I don't have anything to hide.
In fact, he also wants to be like a normal child, have a family, have parents, and grow up in a happy family, just as he thinks. It's a pity that this is not the case, I didn't grow up in an ordinary family at all, but an orphan who grew up in an orphanage, and I don't know who my family is or where I grew up.
It's just a mystery about his life experience, because he doesn't know what happened to him, who his parents are, and why he abandoned himself.
Growing up, I wanted to know why they didn't want to be because they did something wrong. But no one ever told me the answer, and I didn't know what the answer was.
There are too many questions and doubts in my heart, but all along, no one can give me a satisfactory answer.
When I was a child, I also asked Dean Han, but the dean said that she didn't know either, she picked herself up at the door of the orphanage, so she didn't know who put her there.
Later, I slowly became more sensible, and I didn't ask about this matter again, after all, even if I had a question, I didn't necessarily have any answers.
How could Dean Han know so many things, she said that she picked herself up at the door of the orphanage, she just picked herself up and raised her, and she should be very grateful to her.
When you are sensible, you rarely ask this question, after all, you realize that even if you ask, you may not have an answer, it will only increase your own troubles, and it will only bring troubles to the people around you.
In this case, why bother to ask, although I am an orphan, I also have a place like home to grow up. The environment is not so good, and I imagine that I grew up in a poor family.
Overall, it's still good, but when I grew up, I devoted myself to my work, because I realized that only I could change my life, and if I wanted to make myself a better life, and if I wanted to change the orphanage, I could only make a lot of money.
I don't even know who my family is, maybe they don't want themselves, and they don't have to worry about finding them, the most important thing is to live their own lives first, so that they can live their lives well, after all, they can't live in an orphanage all the time, and live on the support of others all the time.
When I was young, I didn't have the ability, and I could only do so, but when I grew up, I had to leave the orphanage and live by my own efforts, and then no one would be able to help me, only myself.
Since then, I have been angry and strong, and I feel that I should rely on my own ability. Because other people can't let themselves rely on for a long time, for themselves, they have nothing to do with themselves, and they have no obligation to treat themselves like this all the time.
So except for myself, other people are unreliable, especially when I grow up, I have experienced a lot of things and faced a lot of setbacks. Let yourself understand that in fact, this society is still very realistic.
"Honestly, I was surprised, because I never thought about it before." I didn't dare to think that she would be an orphan in front of her, and she was also a person who grew up in an orphanage.
I don't know why at this moment, I let myself be impressed by him, and I still think more about it, I know about the two missing girls. Where would they go if they were all the way to the end? Is it possible to be abandoned in an orphanage, or to be adopted in an orphanage?
I didn't think I had any sense of direction before, but now I feel that she has shown her a clear path.
What will be the end of those two little girls who were held by others, one is that they were abandoned in an orphanage, and they can't be said to be adopted by themselves. If the other party is deliberate, then it is impossible to adopt it by itself, and in the end, after using it, it will be discarded, so the child will be carried into the orphanage in the end, one is to survive, and be carried into the orphanage, after all, the child's parents and family can not be found, and they can only be sent to those welfare institutions to raise, or it may be more unfortunate.
In short, anyway, today's conversation with her made my heart suddenly have a direction, and I know where to start.
I have been talking about the land use rights of the orphanage before, but I didn't think that the orphanage may also be a place where those lost children grew up.
"In fact, what's so surprising about these, not everyone's life is so smooth, and there are many people's lives that you can't imagine." Shu Yixin may have experienced too much of the hot and cold state of the world, and he has also figured out many things.
In the past, I used to complain about why my life was like this, why it was different from other children, but when I figured it out, I wouldn't ask such boring questions.
"Yes, what you said is not wrong at all, it is true that everyone's life is not so smooth, and there may be other accidents." The only thing that surprised He Yuhe was that when she said this, her mind would be so calm.
I thought that a person like her, who grew up in an orphanage, would definitely have a certain personality, and it would definitely be a withdrawn character. But the girl in front of her is very optimistic, her life is also very positive, and she is not as bad as she thinks.
"After seeing through some things, I don't feel anything, so you don't have to feel that there is anything to be sorry for, don't I live a good life now? Self-reliance, rely on your own efforts, and give yourself a better life. "Since I was a child, I have known that I can only rely on myself, and other people are simply unreliable, and it is impossible for me to be a good support.
"So you're still living in an orphanage? Do you need my help? He Yuhe didn't know why, if she needed help, she could help.
Shu Yixin looked at him and smiled sweetly, feeling that the person in front of him was still very good to him. Although he was only one of his customers, and he had only met him a few times, when he knew that he was an orphan, he did not alienate himself, but asked himself if there was anything he needed help with.
He really surprised himself when he asked such a question, after all, no one had ever said such things to him, and at the same time he felt very warm.
Shu Yixin looked at him, and after thinking for a while, he said lightly.
"I'm doing well now, and I don't live in an orphanage, I've been moving out for a long time, after all, I can't always occupy the space there and leave it for other children in need." Shu Yixin thinks more about other homeless children, who are still young and need help, but if they are themselves, they have grown up and can take care of themselves.
He Yuhe looked at the girl in front of him, and always felt that his feelings for her were a little complicated, and he didn't seem to be able to see through her, but when he knew that she was an orphan, he didn't think about it, and he didn't need his own help.
Although in the end, she still refused her help, but she was a person, and she always felt that she didn't want to be alienated from her.
Maybe it's because of what happened to her, I feel sympathetic, or maybe for other reasons, I always feel that she is quite similar to herself. In short, facing the girl in front of me, my thoughts are particularly complicated.
I've never done these things before, it's impossible to do these things, and I always feel that it's stupid to do these things.
Although there are many people in need of help in this world, I only thought like this before, so what does those people have to do with me? The girl in front of me has nothing to do with herself, but she will not hesitate to ask if she needs help, which makes me feel surprised. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!