Chapter 189: Wake Up

"This ......"

Princess Pingyang never thought that she would be rejected so simply, especially looking at Qingyue's back as she turned around and didn't care to leave, she couldn't help but clench the brocade box in her hand, and a sense of dissatisfaction arose in her heart.

"Princess, let's go back."

The little maid said cautiously.

"Go back? Isn't the purpose of the princess's trip in vain? ”

Princess Pingyang will not give up so easily, this is the first time she has mustered up the courage to pursue what she wants, and if she goes back, she may be laughed at, she has been called cowardly and incompetent for more than ten years.

Now she must persevere, and slap those people in the face.

"But princess, we can't enter other people's houses at all."

The little maid sighed and said helplessly.

"We can't get in if we are above board, is there no other way?"

Princess Pingyang has already figured out a way, how could she give up.

No one knows what she's thinking, and they don't think what she's doing will be successful.

At this time, Xu Yan felt a chill all over her body, that feeling was different from the pain in the past, which made her feel very comfortable, she wanted to open her eyes to see what was going on, but she didn't know why she couldn't open them.

As for the voice in her ears, Xu Yan was slightly stunned, could it be that she was delusional?

But everything was so real, there was a trace of movement in her heart, but soon she sensed that something was wrong, and her heart was instantly spread by pain, and her child was gone?

How I wish it was all fake, but the voice in her ears was so clear that she couldn't ignore it at all.

"Mother, Xiaoxiu misses you so much, wake up quickly......"

This is Yuan Xiu's voice, could it be that she was rescued?

Or is it something else?

But as long as she tried to open her eyes, there was a tingling pain in her brain, and she knew that it might be that Huang Xinming injured her head when he tortured her before, leaving sequelae.

But fortunately, there will be a cool moisturizer from time to time, and it will slowly relieve the pain.

After slowly adapting, Xu Yan slowly opened her eyes, looking at the fact that it was not a dim secret room, the faint light still made her feel a little dazzling, and she squinted to see the things in front of her clearly.

This is......

Her room?

No wonder she thinks so, she is afraid that all this is just a phantom, just a temporary dream.

"Mother, you're awake, great, mother's wake up......"

Yuan Xiu saw Xu Yan open his eyes, and immediately shouted happily.

A group of people poured in from outside, and everyone looked at her with such concern.

"Girl, wake up, let me show you."

Yan Zhen stepped forward and called softly, and immediately stretched out his hand to check Xu Yan's pulse to see how Xu Yan's current condition was.

"You're the Tsing Yi steward."

Xu Yan asked with a puzzled expression.

When she came back from Bishan, she had already secretly contacted the people of the Yin Yan family, which is why her Shu Yan was able to be so unimpeded, and she was able to win so many private properties.

"The girl is really smart, the old man has already guessed who the old man is before he introduces himself, the girl is relieved that the family has made arrangements for Young Master Jie's affairs, and the girl has been bitter all these years, so the head of the family will send the old man over to take care of the girl."

Yan Zhen smiled gently, and he still had a lot of respect for Xu Yan.

A woman can do this, even within the family, there are few people who can do it, but Xu Yan is also used to this worldly life, and if she goes back casually, she will definitely not be adaptable.

This is also the reason why the head of the house did not take her back, but sent him out.

"That's a lot of work."

Xu Yan knew that he was sincere to himself, and it was not easy to refuse directly, and she was not easy to postpone the arrangement on the family's side, but in the end, it did not affect her, and she did not force her to do anything she didn't want to do.

"Don't call it anything in charge in the future, if the girl doesn't dislike the old man, the old man, I'll ask the eldest girl to call me Uncle Zhen."

The more Yan Zhen looks at Xu Yan, the more he loves Xu Yan, he has never been married in his life, and he has not found a lovely person, he is bent on doing things for the family, and now he has a lot of closeness to Xu Yan, and treats Xu Yan as his daughter from the bottom of his heart.

"Thank you, Uncle Zhen."

When Yan Zhen checked Xu Yan, he took the two children into his arms and chattered a lot, and Xu Yan never glanced at Yuan Junxian who was hesitant from beginning to end.

"Mother, we're fine."

Even Yuan Yun couldn't help but be moved at this time, Xu Yan was not estranged from them, she still loved them as much as ever, thinking of this, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she could see that she was in a very good mood.

Yuan Junxian was happy when he saw her wake up and knew that Xu Yan was fine, but when he saw her indifferent eyes and unfluctuating eyes, he felt a sigh in his heart, and he couldn't feel anything else except the bitterness in his heart.

"Xiaoxiu, Xiaoyun, go back first, my mother just woke up and needs a good rest."

Seeing that the two children were intimate with her, Yuan Junxian couldn't help but step forward and interrupt the intimacy of the three of them.

"Mother, you have a good rest, and we'll come back for dinner later."

Yuan Yun knows how to observe words and emotions very well, although he is dissatisfied with Yuan Junxian, but in the end he still hopes that the two can reconcile like this.

Xu Yan woke up and never looked at her father until now, it can be seen that she rejects her father very much, in order to alleviate the relationship between the two, Yuan Yun directly pulled Yuan Xiu away, leaving this small space to the two husband and wife who have a hard time.

"I'm tired and need to rest."

Xu Yan said lightly and turned his back not to look at Yuan Junxian, everything he heard in his mind before turned out to be true, her child was gone, stillborn, and a newborn baby left her before he had time to look at the world.

There were Yuan Xiu and Yuan Yun and Yan Zhen and others before, Xu Yan had been forcibly holding back the grief in her heart and not thinking about it, but at this time she couldn't forgive Yuan Junxian, if he hadn't instructed Huang Xinming to treat her like that, the child would have been fine.

Even if she was born a little weaker, she believed that she could give her child a piece of light with her wealth, but now the child left without even seeing this colorful world, how painful her heart was.

After holding on for so long, I finally lost it, and tears silently slipped down the pillow along the corners of my eyes, and before I knew it, I had soaked the pillow.

"I'm sorry, if you want to cry, cry out loud, I feel very bad to see you like this."

Yuan Junxian, who had never left, was so sensitive, even if Xu Yan didn't say a word, he still noticed Xu Yan's mood swings, his slightly shrugged shoulders, and the choking that was so weak that he could barely hear it from time to time.

"Do you feel bad? Don't you think it's the funniest joke in the world? One set in front of you and one behind the other, Yuan Junxian I never thought you would be such a person, I know that it was I who climbed up to you with my eyes in the first place, followed you, it doesn't matter what you want to me, but you shouldn't be indifferent, just shouldn't be indifferent to our children. ”

This is what Xu Yan can't let go, she thought that if the child was still there, she would be able to respect Yuan Junxian in front of the child, but now that the child is gone, the only bond between them is gone.

She loves him, she can endure all the pain he brings her, but Xu Yan has no way to forgive him for this matter alone.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were pregnant, if ......"

Yuan Junxian was uncomfortable to see by her, he knew that Xu Yan had a lot of opinions about him at this time, and he didn't even want to see him, but he also knew that if he left at this time, there would really be no relationship between them in the future.

"What if? Huang Xinming locked me in the secret room, I thought that it might be his wolf ambition, he wanted something from me, and I also thought that you didn't know all this, and I was kept in the dark, for you and the child, I insisted hard, just waiting for you to pick me up and the child and leave that hell as soon as possible, but no, what I waited for was just a threat of profit. ”

When she saw Yang Sheng, Xu Yan was full of hope, but Yang Sheng's words instantly knocked her to the bottom, if it weren't for the child in her belly struggling to support her, Xu Yan would have chosen to commit suicide a long time ago.

After all the support of faith was lost, Yuan Junxian appeared in front of him and said sorry, telling her that he didn't know, how ridiculous this was, how pale and weak the explanation.

"Madam, you have wronged the general, it has always been the subordinates who have taken their own initiative to conceal the situation of the lady, at that time, the emperor's army was pressing, the general was busy dealing with the emperor's army all day long, and he couldn't be distracted at all, the subordinates were worried that the affairs of the lady would affect the general, and they were afraid that Huang Xinming would find out, so he cooperated with Huang Xinming to act in that play, but he never thought that Mrs. You were pregnant, all this was the fault of the subordinates, if you want to blame the lady, you can blame me, it has nothing to do with the general."

Yang Sheng, who had been kneeling outside, heard Xu Yan's roar, and immediately ignored the pain in his knees, and shouted loudly into the room, all this is his fault, if it wasn't for his own opinion, there would be no today.

The little master will not be born yet.

"Get out!"

Hearing Yang Sheng's words and thinking of Yu Yuxuan's betrayal, Xu Yan couldn't help but highlight a mouthful of blood.

She hated herself for not knowing people clearly, hating herself for being nosy, and she was to blame for all of this.

"Lady ......"

Yuan Junxian stepped forward to stabilize Xu Yan's crumbling body, and his heart was distressed, if he could come, he would rather be like before, never think about revenge again, just live happily together as a family.

"Yuan Junxian, what Yang Sheng said is true, but all this is caused by your distrust, I said that Huang Xinming is unreliable, I never agreed to let him live in the villa at the beginning, but you have always insisted that he live in."