402. Destroy
There is still a glass display case in Ye Duchen's study, which contains all the gifts that Yu Xia made for Ye Duchen in the past. Yu Xia has seen it many times and doesn't feel much anymore, but on today's special day, I saw that the children's plasticine was still in the showcase
After making a tiger, she inexplicably collapsed
While Ye Duchen was taking a bath, she opened the glass case, swept all her works into it with a poke, and then walked to the garden outside the villa like a ghost.
She was silent for a long time, looking at every piece of her own work in the bucket, each of which was full of all her hard work.
In the past, it was all her pride and love, and today it is only a sad memory.
It's ruined, it's all ruined, and there's no point in seeing these other than reminding those unbearable scenes.
So even if she couldn't bear it, she still lit a fire and was ready to destroy it all with her own hands.
"Yu Xia, what are you doing!" However, when it was time to take a shower, when he turned around and couldn't see her, Ye Duchen felt flustered, and found that all the things in the glass cabinet were gone, and a bad idea popped up in his heart.
"Didn't do anything, just did something that was long overdue." Yu Xia looked at the raging fire in pain, burning the work and not her heart.
"Are you crazy?" Ye Duchen didn't care about the fire at all, and buried the wooden barrel upside down in the sand to extinguish the fire.
Simply, the fire was extinguished, his hands were burned, and the works ...... It was barely protected.
"What are you so worried about? It's just a random wood carving carved by a prisoner's daughter, and anything of no value should be destroyed. ”
"They are not only your work, but also my gift, ...... A gift from my wife. How much can I understand Yu Xia's mood, Ye Duchen will feel more painful. "What do you keep it for? Laugh at me? My hand, I can't hold a carving knife anymore, I can't do it anymore, do you know? I even helped the kids make plasticine...... It's so hard. "To accept one's own failures, to clearly recognize that you can no longer do what you love most, that is not allowed
Easy.
Yu Xia has paralyzed herself for so many years, not because she has no feeling, but because she deliberately forgets it.
"I swear I'll take care of your right hand, and I'll take care of your right hand as long as you're willing to spend as much as you want, before ...... I am your right hand. ”
He wanted to do that a long time ago, and when he injured his knee at the end of the season, Tang Jingqing found an old Chinese medicine doctor who was very experienced in this kind of injury and introduced it to him. It's just that at that time, he was afraid that his initiative to lift Yu Xia's right hand would be more like an injury, so he couldn't bear to say it until now.
"I can't see it anymore, I can't get better anymore, but I hurt so much, it really hurts!" Yu Xia broke down and roared desperately, this was the first time Ye Duchen saw his emotions out of control after the reunion.
How deep is the hurt of the past? It was so deep that he couldn't imagine it.
"It's going to be fine, trust me, it's going to be ...... It's going to be fine. "It hurts so much that I want to give her my right hand.
"Forget it, I'm fine, I'm fine." After venting, there is a greater emptiness, and no matter how hard you scream, you must face the fact that your right hand can no longer get better.
pushed Ye Duchen away, and Yu Xia walked into the meeting house dejectedly. And the man was not in a hurry to deal with his burns, but picked up the burned works one by one, and was distressed to see those lifelike little tigers being scorched into black pieces by the fire.
These are treasures that are more important than his life!
After an argument, Yu Xia took a shower and calmed down again, and then went to bed as if nothing had happened.
She is past the age of dreaming, and life has taught her how to face it far more than desperately running away.
Ye Duchen hugged her gently, Yu Xia didn't resist, or she didn't have the strength to resist, let him go.
"Xia Xia, I said I wanted to heal your hand, not joking, I really planned to do it."
“…… No more tossing. "At that time, the doctor had already sentenced her to death in Anseong, so she didn't want to believe it again and then fall into vain.
"Let's give it a try, if it doesn't work, we'll keep looking, no matter how much time we spend looking for people, we will definitely be cured."
Yu Xia heard it, even if he didn't take it too seriously, but Ye Duchen took it very seriously.
deceived and coaxed her to the Chinese medicine hall and began a long journey to seek medical treatment.
……
Since December, the belly at the end of the season has gradually become pregnant, and the realism of pregnancy has constantly reminded the arrival of the little life at the end of the season.
However, she always encouraged herself to keep a normal heart, eat what she should eat, and sleep well when she should sleep, but the foolish father seemed to be more anxious than he was.
"I'm really, really not as fragile as you think, okay?"
"There's always nothing wrong with being safe." In the latest pregnancy test, the baby's position was not very good, which scared Tang Jingqing half to death. At the end of the season, the uterine wall is already thin, and now the uterine horn pregnancy is more dangerous, which can easily cause uterine rupture and cause heavy bleeding, and the only way is to rest in bed and then observe, hoping that the baby will go by itself
The position of the uterus swims.
"With such a small probability, we can all have him, and he will definitely survive." At the end of the season, I believe it from the bottom of my heart.
"Xiao Sue, promise me if the position is not good...... Shall we just give up? "There's no way he can gamble an unborn life with the end of the season.
But his wife is a person who has always had bad luck.
"Well, if the baby doesn't want to swim back to the right place, then we give up."
"Xiao Mo, you want to be safe, my request for you is to be safe." The child is the icing on the cake, and the end of the season is the reality he has.
There is little consideration given to which is more important.
Fortunately, the luck at the end of the season was good this time, and the doctor announced that the baby's position was finally not in the corner of the palace and escaped a catastrophe, and Tang Jingqing breathed a sigh of relief.
"Can you let me go out for a walk today?" was locked in the room for half a month, and no matter how good his temper was, he would have opinions.
"Okay, I'll accompany you." Now for Mr. Tang, there is nothing more important than his wife's pregnancy.
Because he wanted to relax at the end of the season, he gave himself a day off and accompanied the end of the season to choose what the baby needed to prepare in Jiuguang Shopping Mall.
"I don't know if it's a boy or a girl, I don't know which color to buy." Looking at the dazzling array of goods, I am very much looking forward to the end of the season.
"If you like it, buy it all."
"No, where does it need to be so wasteful."
The two of them talked and laughed all the way around, but they didn't expect to meet an unexpected person here-Tong Li.
Speaking of which, they haven't seen each other for many years, but they didn't expect that she is now a salesperson of maternal and child products.
"Small, little end......" Tong Li didn't seem to expect to meet the end of the season, seeing her slightly bulging belly and the handsome and dashing Tang Jingqing on the side, she roughly guessed what the situation was.
"Ms. Tong." The tone is quite polite and detached.
"Are you pregnant?"
"Hmm."
"Congratulations."
"Thank you."
Tang Jingqing never left a trace in Ji Mo's arms, he did not forget how this woman forced Ji Mo to donate bone marrow to save her daughter's selfish face.
Seeing that he was loved by a man so hard at the end of the season, Tong Li's heart couldn't tell how sour.
She and Ji Shuyun have been broken up for many years, and even if they have been together for 20 years, they thought they would not break up, but ...... It's just that she thinks so.
Really when Ji Shuyun opened his mouth to mention breaking up, the points were also divided.
Inheritor, she and Ji Shuyun's relationship has always had problems, but they are unwilling to face it, even if there is no serious injury at the end of the season, they may not be able to stay together all the time.
The guilt they were carrying took their breath away.
Now seeing the happiness at the end of the season, Tong Li can't help but think of her girl's heart - because she is an illegitimate daughter, because her mother is a junior.
So she can only be the daughter of the junior, a girl who doesn't deserve to be taken seriously as long as she plays.
It's unfair, but it can't escape the eyes of the world.
Man, there are some wrong things that should never be done, because it is not only to yourself but also to your loved ones.
When Tong Li looked at Tang Jingqing's gentle back in his arms from beginning to end, he sighed secretly in his heart.
Although she didn't say it, Tong Li knew that Tong Xin was in love with someone, the kind she loved very much, and during that time her whole person changed as if she had a happy smile on her face every day.
But I don't know when it started, it seems that my daughter's smile has disappeared, and then my soul has been drained, no matter how I ask, I don't want to say who the other party is, I think that the end is a love, but I don't know that what is extinguished is the courage to accept a relationship.
Since then, Tong Li and Ji Shuyun have tried to introduce suitable partners to Tong Xin, but unfortunately Tong Xin has always resisted.
Until one drunken night, she couldn't help but cry bitterly with her childlike heart.
[Mom, why do you want to break up other people's families? Why do you want to be a junior? 】
[Just because my mother is a junior, can I only be a junior? 】
Tong Li didn't know what happened to her, but when she saw her daughter crying so hoarsely, she felt very ashamed, and it was all her own selfishness.
originally thought that Ji Shuyun's departure would make her discouraged and make her worse than death, but in fact, she didn't.
Their self-righteous "love" is just unwilling to accept the "selfishness" of others.
After the breakup, Ji Shuyun did not treat her badly in terms of money, and she could still live a relatively decent life.
Tong Li took all his money and existed, and planned to leave it to Tong Xin as a dowry in the future, and he was almost fifty years old, so he chose to regain his independence and return to society, even if he was an ordinary salesman.
With a meager salary, but she can live a little more openly, she is not a junior anymore, and she will not be a junior again. dreamed back at midnight, but she could only regret Yao Qinyin and the mother and daughter at the end of the season who had been deeply hurt by her.
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