Text Chapter 584: The distressing bun
On this day, Xiao Baozi sat on the small bench and looked at the wall in a daze, this class is an extracurricular activity, other children are laughing and playing outside the classroom in groups, only Xiao Baozi is sitting alone in the classroom, it seems that the children have regarded her as a transparent person, and no one has taken the initiative to play with her.
"Little bun, why are you sitting here by yourself? The sun is so good outside, do you want to go out for a walk with the teacher? The teacher felt very uncomfortable when she saw such a little bun every day, and she wanted the little bun to spend every day happily like other children, even if she could talk to herself more.
"No, teacher, I don't feel very well, I want to sit here for a while." Xiao Baozi didn't look back, he still looked at the wall in a daze, and there was no expression on his face.
Xiao Baozi still refuses to say what she thinks to her, she would rather hold it in her stomach and bear it herself than say it, this is how she is at a young age, what has she experienced.
"Then go to the library with the teacher to read a book? I've heard that there are a lot of new books in the library. ”
Xiao Baozi blinked a few times, his eyes seemed to be a little hesitant, and he thought for a while: "Okay then." ”
The teacher took Xiao Baozi's little hand and walked towards the library, and I don't know why, Xiao Baozi's face always has a look that his peers shouldn't appear, and the maturity is distressing.
When I arrived at the library, the teacher took a few story books and put them in front of Xiao Baozi: "Xiao Baozi, come, read this book, and ask the teacher if you don't understand something." ”
Xiao Baozi looked at the books in front of him and pouted, pushed them back to the teacher, and walked to the chemistry area for the books, which were used in junior and senior high schools. began to read the title of the book seriously, and after a while, he picked up a thick book and walked back, sat back on the stool and began to read it seriously, from time to time the little brow would wrinkle, and then go to the library area to find another book and come back and look at it for a while, the little brow will be opened, and sometimes a light smile will be left.
The teacher wanted to speak and stopped, thinking, finally Xiao Baozi will be happy I still don't bother him, so he sat silently opposite and looked at her, what happened to Xiao Baozi, why can a child of this age understand such a book "Hey" or couldn't help but sigh.
"Teacher, why do you keep looking at me, don't you read?" The little bun didn't look up.
"Hmm...... The teacher likes you, so I want to see you more. ”
Xiao Baozi paused for a moment, put down the book in his hand, and looked up at the teacher: "Teacher, why are you so good to me, other children don't like me." ”
The teacher patted Xiao Baozi's head and pinched her face: "There's no reason to like it." ”
Xiao Baozi looked at the sunlight outside the window and then at the teacher, felt that the teacher was very beautiful, and lowered his head to look at the book.
Seeing Xiao Baozi looking at the chemistry book in fascination, the teacher suddenly felt a little distressed, so he called Xiao Baozi to his side: "Little Baozi, come here." ”
As if he was too obsessed with reading, Xiao Baozi was extremely obvious when he was suddenly reacting to the teacher's voice. His eyes were lifted from the book blankly, and he didn't have the look of reading at all. The teacher couldn't help but be frightened by Xiao Baozi's eyes. Hurriedly ran over, hugged her and patted her gently on the back. "Oh good, it's okay, it's okay."
Such an unexpected situation made the teacher even more distressed. I'm sure I'm bothering her. The teacher lowered his head to look at the little bun whose eyes were slowly focusing, and decided to take her out for a walk.
"Little bun, come, let's go out with the teacher to get some air." While talking, the teacher pulled the little bun up from the stool, carefully took the little bun's hand, and walked out of the library, along the way the little bun seemed to be a transparent person, except for the small hand held in the palm of the teacher's hand, she seemed to have no existence, the teacher stopped, slowly hugged the little bun into his arms, and then picked her up.
As if he hadn't been hugged like this by his parents for a long time, Xiao Baozi was suddenly stunned and slowly wrapped around the teacher's neck.
"Teacher, you are the best for me in this school, I won't play with them in the future, I just want to stay with you, okay?" Xiao Baozi's embarrassed eyes lit up, as if he saw hope.
"Okay, the teacher also likes to stay with Xiao Baozi." She doted on the nose of the little bun.
"But don't tell mom that I don't have friends to play with at school!"
She thought to herself that if Xiao Baozi develops like this, she will definitely get better and will definitely integrate into everyone, so she said to Xiao Baozi: "Then the teacher promised you not to tell your mother, but you also have to promise the teacher one thing!" ”
"What?!"
"In the future, you have to come out with the teacher during extracurricular activities, you can't stay in the classroom alone, let's come out to bask in the sun, can you do it?"
"Well, good, deal!" Xiao Baozi readily agreed, and hooked his fingers with the teacher.
The good day is over with the teacher, will the little buns make progress in the new day?
After returning home, Xiao Baozi read books in the study as always.
Song Ruyi took the fruit bowl and put it on the side of the desk: "How are you getting along with the children at school today?" After saying that, he picked up a piece of watermelon and put it in the mouth of the little bun.
Xiao Baozi didn't look up, but said to Song Ruyi while reading: "Hmm...... They are very nice to me, give me good food, give me fun, and I like them a lot. Xiao Baozi felt very weak about the lies he told, so he didn't dare to look up at Song Ruyi.
Song Ruyi was overjoyed: "Really? It's great that you've become good friends, mom doesn't have to worry about it anymore! She rubbed the bun on her face.
Xiao Baozi didn't say anything and had no expression on her face, she thought to herself, she must not let her mother worry about herself, she has grown up, and everything has to be solved by herself.
But she is obviously just a child, but she can think of so much, the little bun is really sensible and distressing.
Song Ruyi accompanied Xiao Baozi to read the book for a while and left, and before leaving, he also told Xiao Baozi to eat all the fruits, and Xiao Baozi responded.
After Song Ruyi left, Xiao Baozi held his cheeks and sighed, "It's not that I don't want to play with them, it's just that we don't have a common language at all, we live in two worlds at all, and we can't fit in if we force ourselves." ’
This morning, Song Ruyi sent Xiao Baozi to school early, because she believed what Xiao Baozi said, so she was very happy to want to send Xiao Baozi early.
The teacher also stood at the school gate early to pick up the students, and was a little surprised to see Xiao Baozi coming so early: "Xiao Baozi, is it so early today?" ”
Xiao Baozi looked at what the teacher wanted to say, but in the end he didn't say anything.
Song Ruyi took Xiao Baozi and walked in front of the teacher: "Yesterday, I heard Xiao Baozi tell me that she has a good relationship with the children in the school, so I want to send her early, and today Xiao Baozi also wants to come to school early." ”
Xiao Baozi didn't want to come early for this reason, she was afraid that she would run into other children if she came late and show her flaws, because he no longer talked to the children in the school. On the other hand, Xiao Baozi also likes the teacher very much and wants to come and stay with the teacher sooner.
The teacher knew that this was Xiao Baozi's lie, and did not debunk him, because they agreed: "Yes, Xiao Baozi is very well-behaved and obedient, and children like to play with him." He felt that Xiao Baozi would definitely integrate into the big collective day after day, so he agreed not to tell Song Ruyi the real situation for the time being.
After Xiao Baozi said goodbye to Song Ruyi, he was led back to the classroom by the teacher.
After lunch, Xiao Baozi took the apple that had been prepared and was about to give it to the teacher, but was hit by a child running behind him, and the apple fell to the ground and was broken, and the child not only did not apologize, but also said in a heartfelt voice: "Your apple spilled on my shoes, apologize to me!" ”
Xiao Baozi was stunned, he had never encountered this kind of thing, he felt that this group of people was too terrible, and he was about to open his heart, but he also let this person close it fiercely.
The kid pinched his waist and widened his eyes: "You're a bad boy!" With that, he ran away.
Xiao Baozi was stunned in place, he really didn't expect it, he didn't want to contact anyone anymore, he just wanted to be alone and not to disturb her, she walked to the corner of the classroom, slowly squatted down and hugged herself.
Because it was lunch break, there was no one in the classroom, and I could only hear Xiao Baozi's faint cry, crying so desolately.
The teacher who passed by the door of the class heard the sobbing, rushed to hear the sound, found the small buns in a ball, threw down the cup and rushed to the little buns.
"What's the matter, little bun?! What do you have to tell the teacher, why are you crying here? ”
Xiao Baozi still lowered his head, pointed to the broken apple on the ground, pointed at the teacher, and finally put down his hand.
The teacher seemed to understand what she meant and felt distressed and pity, he had never met such a well-behaved and sensible child after so many years of being a teacher, "Good, little bun, the teacher accepts your apple!" With that, she picked up the broken apple, wiped it and put it in her pocket.
Xiao Baozi's crying voice gradually decreased, raised her head, looked at the teacher with her crying eyes, and said, "It's bad, I can't eat it." ”
"You want the teachers you give, and you want the bad ones, because you give them." The teacher wiped Xiao Baozi's face and eyes with pity.
Every time Xiao Baozi was about to give up this school, it was the teacher who ignited her hope, and she once again made up her mind that she would never be disturbed by other people and other things in the future, she only needed the teacher, and the teacher was good to her, and she had to be good to the teacher.
Little Bun smiled, and she asked the teacher to take her to the library.
She thought about it, only the library can bring happiness to Xiao Baozi, and she will take Xiao Bao to the library more in the future.
She believes that the little bun will change slowly!