CH.19 I Love You, But I Don't Dare to Say It

"Do you have to sleep together?" Jin Yefeng turned his head and looked at Feng Yifei who also got into the quilt with a little embarrassment.

"It's not like we haven't slept together, what's there to be shy about?" Feng Yifei looked like he took it for granted, "Didn't you say that you won't be separated for a minute?" And it's been more than half an hour to take a shower just now! ”

"Alright! But well, as before, if you dare to do anything, I'll break up with you! ”

"It's still possible when you're well, now? Oh, rest assured! I'm not interested in elementary school students! But I said you, why haven't you changed as much as you did when you were a freshman in high school......"

"Can you shut up? My ears are calloused when you hear this, is there anything fresh? Guessing that he would say this, Jin Yefeng didn't bother to argue with him, so he simply buried himself in the soft quilt, found a comfortable position, and turned his back to him.

"There's something fresh, you see, there's a figure on the other side of the window, it looks like a ghost, right? I'm scared to death, are you afraid, come and hug it! ”

"It's good to have a ghost, I just want to ask it, what kind of structure is it? Is it in the form of electric ions, or in the form of gases, and if it is a corpse, through what is it fed on? Can eating human flesh be converted into ATP? Jin Yefeng yawned and prepared to sleep.

"There's no way to talk to a medical tyrant like you, and even a ghost can't mess with you! Then I'm scared, woman, can you come and hug me? "It's useless to scare, is it okay to sell cuteness?

Jin Yefeng was indifferent at all, as if he had fallen asleep.

"I fell asleep so quickly, I really don't think of me as a man......" Feng Yifei suddenly felt very frustrated, but he could only move to Jin Yefeng's side and hug her from behind.

"Hug it, hug it, don't move your hands!" It turned out that she was not asleep, how could she be asleep? It's just that I don't know how to face him, such a relationship is really embarrassing - not boyfriend and girlfriend but can sleep together, can they sleep together, but can they only be used as pillows? If she has a boyfriend in the future, she won't be like this, right? Of course not, with a boyfriend, she can't be as close to her best friend of the opposite sex as she is now, and at that time, will she feel uncomfortable?

Feng Yifei couldn't sleep anymore, although he hadn't closed his eyes for a long time, he didn't feel sleepy at all, Jin Yefeng was his endogenous ** peptide, which inhibited the dopamine secretion in his brain, which is indeed the same nature as opium, so that he is not sleepy or tired, thinking about it day and night......

At the moment when he decided to buy a plane ticket overnight to rush back, he had already figured it out: Jin Yefeng was the only existence for him, just like the grouping in his penguin-u

Ique, from the day she saved his life, he had already determined, no, from the first time they met, he already had a painful feeling in his heart - that was the feeling of being in love! He had wondered countless times, could this be the fetters of his previous life? Maybe she was his baby a long time ago! The relationship between the two of them is like a predestined one, and when he looks at her composition through the glass window, he has a feeling that his heart is attracted, and the word "can't help it" seems to him to be tailor-made. Although he had a lot of beautiful girlfriends at that time, Jin Yefeng was also a unique existence, with her, everything and people and things became less important! And she was the only one who could save him, and when he felt like his blood was going to run dry and he was about to die, all he thought was to see her - she did appear, with a sad expression. When he was just let go by death and returned to the world, when he opened his eyes, the first thing he saw was the face of the Fengfeng Angel with tears...... At that time, he already understood that he always loved Jin Yefeng alone, the way she played the piano, the way she teased the cat, the stupid way she couldn't dance, the way she got angry with him when she scolded him, the way she always had a runny nose when she cried, the way she fought with other girls for him, the way she was scared when she saw the snake, the way she tried to force herself to calm down in order to save him, and the way she smiled when she saw him come to life...... It's too much, I can't think about it, by the way, I still love her worm fangs, and I've been in love with her for a long time......

"Feng Feng, have you slept?" He asked cautiously.

"Nope! What are you doing? Her voice sounded luke.

"Can I kiss you?"

......She didn't say anything, not knowing whether she was acquiescing or being angry, which made him look forward and scared, but he didn't dare to act rashly. After a long time, when he thought she was asleep, she suddenly said, "If you want to die, kiss it!" ”

This really made him laugh and cry, waiting for so long, actually waiting for such a sentence! Okay, Queen, I can't afford to mess with you, if you don't let you kiss, you won't kiss, it's always okay to hug, right? He couldn't help but hug the softness in his arms tightly, so that this warm and fragrant guy could get closer to him, and he was in the nearest place, lying on her ear and whispering: "Feng Feng, I miss you so much!" In fact, hidden behind this sentence is: I love you, but I dare not say it......

Jin Yefeng actually turned around suddenly, stared at his eyes gently, and kissed him deeply on the forehead: "Reward you!" Thank you for coming back for me, you always show up when I need you! After saying this, she quickly turned around, and in this fleeting movement, Feng Yifei actually caught the suspicious flush on her face...... This sudden kiss was supposed to make him happy, but there was only a moment of happiness, followed by boundless pain, embarrassment and torture, he was a normal man, and he didn't let the kiss come back to tease! I don't let you touch it, so I can only endure it myself......

Time flows unhappily between two people who know each other pretending to be asleep, even if they don't speak, hugging quietly like this is very satisfying for two people, just knowing that each other is around, which is more important than anything: "Yiyan drinks, grow old with children." Qin Se is in the palace, and it is good to be quiet. "I don't know if I can grow old with my son, but this time is quiet......

He was reluctant to let go of the fragrant fragrance in his arms, but he couldn't get too close to her, otherwise he would be aware of his abnormality, it was really a dilemma, reason and emotion were fighting, but fortunately, reason could allow him to rely on deep breathing to maintain his life.

It was a long time before he was relieved when he heard the sound of breathing in his arms become even...... Just as she was about to change her position, she actually turned around, hugged his neck, and clung to him! Just right, is this another way to make trouble?

By the way, forget that this guy is in a bad sleeping position......

The moonlight is so beautiful tonight, and it's so bright, uh, I forgot to close the curtains...... However, the bright moonlight reflected Jin Yefeng's innocent sleeping face, she was still smiling, what kind of sweet dream did she have? Who are you laughing at in your dreams?

"It's beautiful, my maple maple baby!" He muttered to himself, "Please don't hit me!" ”

At this time, emotion prevailed slightly, but he was still suppressed by reason, he just swallowed his saliva and kissed her lips gently, although it was not the first time, but it was the sweetest time: "Baby Fengfeng, I love you, but I dare not say it!" I can only tell you secretly when you're asleep, because I'm afraid you'll reject me! But it doesn't matter, when I'm strong enough to give you happiness, I'll definitely tell you in person, so you wait for me! ”

Feng Yifei suddenly panicked, because Jin Yefeng actually shed tears when he said this, was she pretending to be asleep?

No, she was dreaming, and in her dream appeared again the boy on the white horse she loved: he rode on a horse and said to her, "You wait for me!" ”

Zhou Qingqing helped Li Jinghao to the audience in the playground, he couldn't let him lie on the concrete floor, right? Zhou Qingqing sighed, helped him lie down, and gently put his head on his knee, it would be better! Li Jinghao still frowned painfully, but he was not as trembling as he was just now. Zhou Qingqing wanted to smooth his brows, and unconsciously reached out to touch his forehead, but as soon as he smoothed it, he wrinkled again.

"Does it still hurt that much? Does it hurt for so long? She muttered to herself.

"Much better, thank you, Qingqing!" Li Jinghao actually spoke.

Zhou Qingqing was obviously taken aback: "If it's better, I'll go buy you water!" She was very embarrassed and lifted Li Jinghao up from her knees.

"No thanks! It's really much better! Li Jinghao sat up and looked at the moon in the sky in a daze.

Zhou Qingqing sighed again: "Don't be obsessed, maybe the two of them are destined to be together, although they don't have any memories of their previous lives, they can still attract each other, this is fate......"

Listening to her words, Li Jinghao looked at Zhou Qingqing incredulously: "Qingqing, you ......"

"Seeing that your head hurts so much, I understand, and I often hurt so much - in fact, you don't need to call me Qingqing, I know what's going on if you call me Yuqing, Lord Xihao!" Zhou Qingqing stuck out his tongue and smiled mischievously.

"When are you ......" Li Jinghao still can't fully accept it, after all, so far, he only knows that he and his mother have memories of their past lives.

"After being rejected by you last year, I was heartbroken and accidentally contracted pneumonia, and when I felt like I was about to die, suddenly a golden dragon appeared next to me, and it told me that it could save my life and restore my memories of my past life, but I had to complete a mission in this life......"

Li Jinghao was surprised to find that Zhou Qingqing's situation was exactly the same as his own, but this was not the focus of his greatest attention: "Then did the golden dragon tell you, what is the task in this life?" ”

Zhou Qingqing shook his head: "It didn't say any more, no matter how I asked, I won't say it...... However, at first, I thought that Jin Long was letting me be with you in this life, but I didn't expect Yue'er to appear, and at first I was a little resentful of her, thinking that she would also steal your heart in this life, and I had a very bad attitude towards her...... However, I am discovering more and more that even if she becomes Jin Yefeng in this life, I can't leave my favorite sister behind, and I still like her very much......"

"We're not going to go down the same path as in our previous lives! So why let us meet again? To hurt each other? It's really unfair to continue the suffering of your past life! After listening to Zhou Qingqing's words, Li Jinghao buried his head in his hands even more painfully, how could this be! I'm so unwilling!

"Don't worry, I believe that God has his arrangement, and you don't give up on yourself so much, at least didn't God let me accompany you again? Just like in my previous life, I will always be with you, just do what you think is right, I support you! "Qingqing is still the same as before, so understanding.

"Yuqing...... You're making me feel even more uncomfortable...... I'm so sorry for you, in fact, until now, I can only tolerate Yue'er alone......"

"It's okay!" Zhou Qingqing bit his lip and smiled wryly, "This is a fact that I have always known, I love Yue'er as much as you do, and I want you all to be happy......"

"Yuqing...... I'm sorry, I also failed you in this life, if I don't have a memory, or if I don't meet Yue'er, maybe we can be happy together......"

"No ifs! Do you know? In my previous life, after you died, I never believed that you were really dead because I didn't see your body with my own eyes! Although I was married elsewhere, I always hoped that you could come to see me, but I waited for many years, and I couldn't wait for you, so I slowly accepted the fact that you were gone, but at that time I felt that there was no point in living......" Zhou Qingqing lowered her head, and when she talked about her thoughts in her previous life, she unconsciously shed tears, "Fortunately, I can still meet you in this life, even if we can't be together, as long as I know that you are still there, I can see you again, at least I think I should still live......"

"Yuqing...... I ...... "For the debt of Zhou Qingqing and his two lives, Li Jinghao didn't know what to do, and his heart hurt like he had been poked in a big hole." I really don't understand, why does the golden dragon want us to be reincarnated again? Why give us painful memories? Why torture us again?

"Xihao, I think if you still love Yue'er so much, then you should do your best to chase her back in this life! She doesn't have any memories of her past life, and she and Ted are only friends at the moment, and she has always refused to admit that Ted is her boyfriend, and there is nothing rude about the two of them...... While she is not really with Yide, you try hard, and don't let you have regrets in this life! I'll definitely help you! Zhou Qingqing patted Li Jinghao on the back and said to him very seriously.

"Yuqing, you are so good to me, how can I repay you? I really can't get over it...... I'm sorry......" After listening to Zhou Qingqing's comfort, Li Jinghao's heart became even more uncomfortable, he really couldn't afford such a good Yuqing's love for him, if he could accept Yuqing, what a good thing it would be!

"You don't have to repay me, I don't want to be with you in this life, because you will always have someone else in your heart! I don't want to see you miserable, I want you to be happy, and if Yue'er's heart is towards you in this life, I will also bless the two of you! "Yuqing in the previous life, Zhou Qingqing in this life, in fact, are all people, she will always have him in her heart, whether he was called Xihao in his previous life or Li Jinghao in this life, as long as he sees him happy, everything is worth it! She sadly discovered that maybe this was the task given to her by Jin Long, to help Li Jinghao and Jin Yefeng be together in this life......