CH.32 Memories I Don't Want to Recall

"Don't look at my family is very rich now, in fact, when I was young, my family was very poor, and I always lived with my grandparents in the countryside of S Province before I went to elementary school......" Feng Yifei lowered his head with some inferiority, if his younger brothers and girlfriends knew that he was actually just a rural baby, if his family was still as poor as when he was a child, I'm afraid no one would want to stay by his side! No, there will be someone left, it must be Jin Yefeng, there is no contempt in her eyes, just full of encouragement and empathy, he mustered up the courage to continue, "When I was a child, I basically had no memory of my parents, since I was sensible, they have always been working in the city, and they rarely come back during the New Year's holidays. I was often bullied by my cousins and cousins at home, and they all said I was a child that no one wanted...... Although I was very envious of the children whose parents were by my side at that time, I did not feel empty and lonely, because my grandparents gave me wholehearted love and education: my grandfather was an old soldier and was very upright, but he was very stubborn, always unsmiling, and very strict with me. When I was a child, I used to steal corn and fish with my friends, and my grandfather would beat me up when he found out, but I knew that he loved me very much, and always secretly smedicated my bruised body after I fell asleep...... My grandmother is a very kind and gentle grandmother, very doting on me, to do her best to treat me, although the family was very poor at that time, she and grandpa would rather eat pickles and rice porridge and give me stewed meat to eat, until now, my favorite food, the most missed food is grandma's braised pork, but I can no longer eat ......"

Feng Yifei's eyes were a little red, and he whimpered a little even when he spoke, but Jin Yefeng didn't laugh at him, but held his hand tighter.

"Later, one day, my parents suddenly came back and said that they were going to take me to J City, and that their business was successful, and the family would never be poor again! At first, I was very happy, thinking that I could go to the city with my grandparents and parents to live a prosperous life, and finally become a child with parents. However, that day, my father and grandfather quarreled all night, and my grandmother cried all night, and my mother coaxed me to sleep very indifferently, and said that children should not participate, that was the first time I slept with my mother, but I felt that I was not close at all, and even the fragrance on her body was very choking, which was not as good as the smell of sunshine on my grandmother...... Later, I was brought to J City by my parents, they let me go to the best elementary school, wear the best clothes, eat the best food, at first, I felt very happy, but after wearing the cloth shoes made by my grandmother for a long time, I always felt that the brand-name shoes were very awkward, and there was no love in it at all. I looked around for my grandmother's shoes for me, but my mother said she threw them away, they were too dirty and too torn! That was the first time I lost my temper with them, I ran out of the house in one go, wanting to go back to my grandparents, but I ran for a long time and couldn't go back, and finally fainted on the side of the road with hunger, and finally my father found me and brought it back...... Since then, I have been estranged from my mother, and I have also developed a habit of extravagance, and no one cares about spending money, because my parents feel that it is right, even indebted to me, so the more money I spend, the more they will give me...... Until my family's business got better and better, and my dad came home less and less, my mother sat at the door every day and waited for my dad to come back, otherwise she would cry by herself, and it was useless for me to persuade her. Then I learned that my dad had another woman outside, and at first my mom was going to be at home, or else she would drink and go crazy, so I had to hide from the side, for fear that she would be angry with me...... Although my dad comes back less often, he will come back, and occasionally our family of three will eat together, but it won't take long for the two of them to quarrel, so I can only go back to my room and cry with the quilt, that's why I really miss my grandparents......"

Feng Yifei was already in tears as he spoke, and Jin Yefeng leaned his head on his shoulder in distress and gently stroked his hair.

"When I was in the third or fourth grade of elementary school, my mother suddenly stopped crying at home, but went out early and returned late every day, and her dress became more and more charming, until one time...... My dad came to school to pick me up for the first time, but it felt weird when he came home, and then he ...... Later, I actually found my mother in the bedroom with a young man...... My dad was furious, rushed to the kitchen and got a kitchen knife to cut my mother, the man had already run away in embarrassment, and just when my dad almost cut my mother, I used this arm to help my mother block the knife, it was really painful at the time, but no matter how painful it was, no matter how painful it was, all the people in this world, the last thing they want to see is their mother betraying their father......"

Feng Yifei couldn't cry anymore, Jin Yefeng hugged his head tightly and cried with him, she could actually see the scene at that time, as if she was there, it was so painful, her heart hurt so much that it was about to be torn apart! A boy who is less than 10 years old should bear such an injury......

"Since then, my house has been even more deserted, although my parents have not divorced because of financial interests, there is absolutely zero communication, and I don't remember how long it has been since the three of us sat down to eat together...... The reason why I have so many girlfriends is really because I am lonely and lack love, at first I thought they could really love me and give me warmth, but then I found out that they all love my face and money...... So whatever they do to me, I will do to them, and I will not refuse to come, anyway, in the end, they will leave me alone, and they will definitely not be able to enter my heart......" Feng Yifei came out of Jin Yefeng's arms and sat up straight, he didn't want to cry anymore.

"Although my family life has not been happy since I was a child, my father often taught me: to be a man is to always look forward, we all have our own future that we need to strive for, and we will not follow our parents all our lives, we can also create our own happy family, this is for sure!" Jin Yefeng looked at him encouragingly, wanting to give him the most beautiful and sincere smile flower, and then continued, "Moreover, don't worry, I will never leave you, we will be good friends for the rest of our lives, the kind that will never give up, you can put my status above your girlfriends, I have no opinion!" If you don't believe us, you can tick the box, you can also stamp it! ”

Jin Yefeng stretched out his little finger and encouraged him to pull the hook and stamp together: "In the future, I will hold your hand outside the school, so that you don't feel lonely anymore, I will always be with you!" Jin Yefeng looked at Feng Yifei as firm and serious as he made up his mind, as if it was a life and death appointment.

"Thank you, Maple girl!" Feng Yifei hooked Jin Yefeng's little finger and looked at her with great gratitude, it seems that God has not abandoned him yet, let him meet Jin Yefeng, the person in this world who is better than everyone to him, only she is willing to enter his heart, she has long surpassed his girlfriend in his heart, and is the most important person who is completely above this......

The two of them sat next to the peach blossom path for a long time, quietly watching the ups and downs of the peach blossom sea, and there was no need to say anything, because the two people who have been connected in their hearts can pass on warmth and encouragement to each other as long as they hold each other's hands tightly......

After a long time, until the sun was a little westward, it was Jin Yefeng's intestines that broke the state of "the years are quiet" first: "Uh...... I forgot, I haven't eaten at noon, I'm a little hungry! "The stomach is the most honest, and she sticks out her tongue in embarrassment.

Feng Yifei smiled dotingly: "What do you want to eat?" You seem to love ice cream! ”

"Aren't you hungry?" Jin Yefeng looked at him, he hadn't eaten either, why didn't his stomach scream, and his metabolism was slow?

"Hungry! It's a little dizzy! I can't stand up at all......" Feng Yifei pretended to be weak and leaned back in the chair, and had to cooperate with her.

"Huh? Then you must have low blood sugar! You're waiting for me! Jin Yefeng bounced up like a spring on his buttocks, and ran away like a rabbit, Feng Yifei didn't react, he could only look at her peerless back and smirk.

"Brother Fei, why are you here alone? What about sister-in-law? Zhou Can's round head didn't know when it came out, and appeared in front of Feng Yifei's eyes without warning.

"Where did you come from?" Feng Yifei was taken aback, Zhou Can appeared in this scene, and he felt a little disobedient.

"I ...... I heard that there are a lot of peach blossoms here, so take her to see ......" Zhou Can lowered his head a little embarrassed, Feng Yifei realized that he was holding Zhao Ran's hand, and Zhao Ran was also a little embarrassed when he saw Feng Yifei.

"You two? What's the situation? Feng Yifei suddenly understood, but felt incredible, "So fast? You kid! ”

"I didn't expect that when we met for the first time today, I thought Xiao Ran was very cute, fortunately, Xiao Ran was willing to team up with me......" Zhou Can's round face was really cute, Feng Yifei used to think that although he was sincere, he was a little stupid, and he was really too lazy to look at him.

"Be nice to people!" Feng Yifei patted him on the back of the head, which was regarded as a blessing, "Also, study hard in the future, don't fight and kill every day, be admitted to a good university, and have a good relationship with others!" This time, Feng Yifei seemed to be an adult and taught earnestly.

"Good ......" Zhou Can smiled honestly and scratched the back of his head embarrassedly.

At this moment, Jin Yefeng ran back in a hurry with a large pile of food, shouting as he ran: "Da Fei, eat marshmallows, and yogurt, these are all things that can raise blood sugar quickly, are you still dizzy?" ”

"I thought you'd buy me a big chicken leg to eat, why are they all sweets?"

"You are stupid, of course you have to eat carbohydrates to raise blood sugar quickly when your blood sugar is low, chicken thighs are mainly fat and protein, have you ever seen chicken thighs for fainting hypoglycemic patients? I don't listen well in class! Jin Yefeng complained about him, but he still hurriedly threw marshmallows and yogurt into his mouth.

"Oh! But fortunately, I didn't expect this marshmallow to be so sweet, it's so sweet to the heart, you can taste it too! Feng Yifei smiled and also tore a piece of marshmallow and stuffed it to Jin Yefeng.

"I think it's okay, it's not as exaggerated as you say." Jin Yefeng tasted it seriously, and felt that his description was too exaggerated.

"Well, that would only say you're sweeter than a marshmallow......"

"Okay, you're tricking me again!"

"Brother Fei......" Zhou Can and Zhao Ran watched the two of them show their affection as if they were no one, and they didn't know what to do, and they didn't stay or leave.

"Zhou Can? And Zhao Ran? You two ......" Jin Yefeng found out about the existence of the two of them, and the two of them were holding hands, she didn't get used to it for a while, opened her mouth wide, and glanced at Feng Yifei in a circle.

Feng Yifei nodded, indicating that he already understood: "It's what you think, isn't it good?" Zhou Can, this kid, although he is a little stupid, is still very honest. ”

"That's good, that's good, but it's too fast! Did you two know each other before? Jin Yefeng still said that he couldn't understand.

Both of them shook their heads, and Zhou Can immediately took over: "It's love at first sight, I felt like I wanted to be with her when I saw Xiao Ran, and I just had the opportunity to work in a group of two, and I could talk, so I was a fool and a fool......"

"I see, it's amazing, you have to work hard!" Although he is not too able to understand the logic, seeing Zhou Can's sincere smile and Zhao Ran's shy expression, Jin Yefeng is still willing to give his blessings.

"Do you think people all over the world are like you in the head?" This time it was Feng Yifei's turn to give Jin Yefeng a blank look.

"My brain axis? What do you mean by that? Jin Yefeng glared at Feng Yifei a little unhappily.

"Sister-in-law, I understand, why don't you agree to Brother Fei, we can all see what Brother Fei means to you......" Before he finished speaking, the back of Zhou Can's head was slapped hard by Feng Yifei again.

"If you're in love, stop talking nonsense all day long, get away, don't let Lao Tzu see it!" Feng Yifei returned to the appearance of the boss in an instant, and drove Zhou Can away in a hurry.

"Why are you so excited all of a sudden? He has a girlfriend, can he not be so faceless in front of other people's girlfriends? You big brother, you are too emotionally inintelligent! Seeing Zhou Can pull Zhao Ran away in a hurry, Jin Yefeng thought that Feng Yifei was a little too much.

"Let him talk nonsense, if he doesn't cover his mouth, he will blame me, the eldest brother, for not teaching well!" Feng Yifei was still angry, and stared at Zhou Can's departing back angrily.

"He didn't say anything wrong!" Jin Yefeng said seriously, "Outsiders think that the relationship between the two of us is boyfriend and girlfriend, because it seems that holding hands and hugging this kind of behavior is only between boyfriend and girlfriend." But I don't mind, I'm very open in my heart, we are: 'the most important friend, friendship beyond gender', this is what I believe in my heart, no matter how others understand it! It's a matter of three views, you can't force others! I don't mind, what do you mind? ”

"Yes, Her Majesty is right, you are taught! It's all up to you! Feng Yifei sighed in his heart, this guy is too shaft, forget it, let's do it now, anyway, the days are still long......