Chapter 226: The Sadness of Memory
She believed so much that Lin Zexiao would take her away, and would want to live alone with her for the rest of her life, but she never thought that she had waited under the tree for a long time, and when she was completely unable to stand, the person she was looking forward to never appeared again, and in the end, there was only a deeper despair than the previous one with her.
Xu Xiangjin stuffing in sad memories, like accompanying the original personality back to that painful time again, unable to withdraw from it, and in reality, she was still putting the bath water, and the water had already overflowed from it, flowing into a full room, and it had slowly seeped outside.
Zhan Qing knew that Xu Xiangjin's current possession liked Lin Zexiao, and knew that she was a little excited to finally see her first love, for fear that she would have an accident when she was excited, so she wanted to come and see her, but she also knew that it was estimated that she didn't want to see herself now, so she could only wander outside the door, walking but finding that there was more and more water under her feet, thinking that Xu Xiangjin couldn't think of it inside, so she hurriedly knocked on the door.
"Xu Xiangjin, what's wrong with you, hurry up and open the door, do you hear it, Xu Xiangjin, if you don't open the door again, I'll bang on the door and go in, Xu Xiangjin, did you hear it!"
Xu Xiangjin was still immersed in memories, but was suddenly interrupted by a knock on the door, and suddenly, as if he had been pulled out of the abyss, he barely regained consciousness, and he noticed what he was doing in a daze, and he was so frightened that he hurriedly turned off the water pipe.
She really lost consciousness completely just now, and it seems that she was taken away by her original personality, what is the situation? Although the original personality did not appear directly, her appearance was even more terrifying than appearing directly, after all, she didn't realize that she seemed to have become another person at that moment.
The knocking on the door outside continued, Li Junqiu was even ready to start banging on the door, if this door was broken, he would have to change places to live at night, maybe Li Junqiu would have an idea and take her to live with him, and he couldn't stop it.
Because she was going to take a shower just now, she didn't have much clothes on her, but she couldn't just let Li Junqiu break in, so she hurriedly put on her clothes and opened the door that was already a little precarious.
"I don't know what's going on nearby, I'm just taking a bath in it, but it's affecting my husband!"
It's just that after a while of hard work, Zhan Qing felt that he was about to go crazy, he didn't expect Xu Xiangjin to look indifferent now, looking so indifferent, then he thought that she was still obsessed with her first love, and she didn't even want to please him, so he was even more angry.
"Don't you want to live? If you want to die, there are guns outside, why, just saw your first love once, are you so excited, I never thought you were so infatuated, for such a man who abandoned you at the beginning, made yourself into what you are now, are you really an infatuated species? ”
His words were full of irony, Xu Xiangjin listened to him coldly, and didn't roll his eyes, not thinking about his first love, could it be that he still wanted you, the person who robbed the marriage?
"Are you done scolding? I'm still very busy, I may not be able to entertain you, please leave quickly! ”
After saying this, he didn't ask Li Junqiu's consent at all, and slammed the door shut.
According to the setting of the plot, this Li Junqiu is just a scumbag, if you stay with him for a long time, you will die sooner or later, anyway, he is a cuckold object that he needs, it is a waste to treat him well, who let him still run over and hit the muzzle of the gun when he is in a bad mood, and it is no wonder that she has a bad attitude.
Xu Xiangjin lay on the table in the room, the more she thought about the scene just now, the more she felt that something was wrong, how many times had she been affected by the original personality this day, and if she continued like this, she would simply recall the original personality directly and let her deal with the next matters by herself.
"System Jun, what's going on with my body, is it reliable or not, do you know that I feel that my soul is particularly dangerous now, and I can't control my body at every turn, and I have to feel their bloody love to death, I haven't been so diligent before, what is the situation? Check it out for me. ”
The system was silent for a while, and then the sound couldn't help but add a little worry.
[This situation is indeed rare, it may be mainly because the consciousness of the original personality is strong enough, or when it is overstimulated, it will hit your soul uncontrollably, so that the host's soul is likely to be unable to withstand being knocked out of the body, in this case, the host is very dangerous, you must be careful in the future, don't let the original personality be stimulated again.] 】
Xu Xiangjin was simply crying without tears, and finally there were not so many people who wanted to kill her in every possible way during this period, but as a result, this original personality who was supposed to come to beg her was endlessly causing trouble, what is this, is it possible that he can't do a good job?
Because her mind was too confused, Xu Xiangjin had no way to rest at all, so she took a combat bath casually, put on a piece of clothing and went to the moonlight outside leisurely, and unconsciously, she actually walked to Li Junqiu's study, it was already so late, and his study was still lit at this time.
"Yo he, on the surface, he insists that he is a gentleman, but at night he studies so hard, tsk, he is really a duplicitous man."
Xu Xiangjin was suddenly a little curious about what he was studying, so he quietly leaned over, put his ear close to the door, and listened to the movement inside.
Zhan Qing didn't know what he thought, maybe he felt that he had to hide himself for the first time, he was afraid that he would not do it well, and he was afraid that he would hurt Xu Xiangjin at that time, so he did not immediately fuse with Li Junqiu's soul, but deliberately pulled out a trace of his spiritual sense, in fact, in the final analysis, it was his own thoughts, but it was just like Naruto's shadow clone technique in the Hokage, but he was able to talk to him with multiple people.
At the beginning, everyone thought it was a little strange that the third young master was always talking to himself. Later, they slowly got used to it, and the third young master didn't like people to get close to the study, so they thought that the third young master had something wrong with his brain, for fear that he would implicate himself when he went crazy, so once it was night, there was not even a guard outside the study.
"Why do you say she doesn't want to pay attention to me today, or am I acting too obviously, so that it scares her, I know that I should be obscure, and I shouldn't expose myself so impulsively, but once I meet her, I can't help it, it's rare that this time I just want to live a good life, find the person I love, and don't want to be involved in these disputes, but why is the world always unwilling to let me go!"
Zhan Qing's words were full of helplessness, and Xu Xiangjin outside the window heard it clearly, and probably understood why he hid himself so much.
People in the world say that those who can work harder, maybe Li Junqiu just wants to live a good life like an ordinary family, but he was born in a warlord family, so he can only be involved in these disputes, and he is not willing to become the target of public criticism because of his too strong ability, but he is said to be a gentleman, who can understand the hardships involved?
Xu Xiangjin didn't want to listen to his self-talk anymore, and sat on the wall of the study, looking at the moon outside a little distracted, I wonder if the moon in the real world will be as bright as here?
In fact, she can probably understand Li Junqiu's helplessness, doesn't she just want to live well, obviously she just wants to complete the task, but in the end she has become a stumbling block for others, and everyone wants to take her life, it is really not easy for her to live until now.
"It's always a single-plank bridge to the dark, I can't stop, Li Junqiu, are you the same, I didn't expect to meet a sympathetic person at this time, it's a pity that we are not on the same side, after all, you can only lose me, I lose you, we will only end up with you living and dying, cherish the calm time now."
Xu Xiangjin sat here until the middle of the night, until Zhan Qing turned off the lights and left, she slowly stood up and returned to her room slowly, and she had no sleep all night.
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When Li Junqiu said that he was going to hunt that day, Xu Xiangjin thought that this was just an excuse for him, but he didn't think that a few days later, he ordered someone to send a few sets of hunting clothes, and Xu Xiangjin realized that he was not talking about fun at all.
No, early in the morning, Xu Xiangjin was pulled up and tossed by Qingzhu, and dressed up well to accompany Li Junqiu to hunt in the mountains.
Taking advantage of the moment when Li Junqiu went out to observe the terrain, Qingzhu bumped into Xu Xiangjin with some gossip.
"Young lady, you seem to be very different from before, if it was before, according to your character, you saw the first love you have been missing for a long time, you will definitely not think about it, and even try your best to see him regardless of the occasion, I was quite worried, but I never thought that this time you were like no one, and you didn't lose your mind as I imagined."
Xu Xiangjin chuckled in her head, isn't this nonsense, she is not the real original personality, does she have feelings for that person, in the case that the original personality does not control her body, she will not be stupid to send her to death.
Although I didn't really meet with the original personality, but from the previous things, I can see that this original personality is 108,000 miles different from my own personality, and Qingzhu is her personal little maid, so it is naturally easy to see her difference, but the little maid is relatively simple and doesn't think about strange places.
"After all, people will grow up, how can I stay in the past forever, feelings can be suppressed in the bottom of my heart, after all, I have become someone else's wife now, I can't hurt him!"