Tang Jingqing took the earliest plane on the third day and returned to Shenyang City in the afternoon.

After reading Yun Sheng's report on his illness at the end of the season, his heart sank to the bottom.

"You want to wash away Xiao Sue's memories?"

"If the time comes to do this...... this decision is too risky, but they are all worried that the fact that Ling Mobai's death will be turned into a ticking time bomb by the end of the season, and that her condition will continue to worsen beyond control.

If so, it's better to take precautions sooner. “…… Don't do that, Yunsheng. "Wash away the memories? In fact, it was what Tang Jingqing wanted to do the most, to wash away the things he had done so much to hurt her, and also to wash away Ling Mobai's existence, as if all the stains could be gently erased with an eraser, making them return to the original weight

New to the game.

"Don't let her forget Ling Mobai and forget ...... Ling Mobai who was so good to her! "Did he ruin her love, ruined her health, or ruined her heart, and did he continue to ruin her memory?

It's not that I don't want to do it, it's that I can't bear to do it.

"And what if her depression worsens?" This is where Yun Sheng is worried.

"Rest assured, I won't let this happen."

If this memory is so important to her, he will silently guard her, keep the good places, and downplay the pain.

……

When he hurried back to Mingpin Garden non-stop, it was already four o'clock in the afternoon, and Tang Jingqing knocked on the door of Fang Lin with a gift.

"Do you want to bring Jingle Bell back?" She fell asleep again after returning from the psychological counseling room in the morning, until she was woken up by the doorbell, and she was still a little confused.

"Just taking a nap? I don't seem to have come at the right time. Tang Jingqing said with a smile, it seems that he is very lucky.

After all, in the face of the end of the season when he is sober and always on guard, he has no advantage.

Over the years, he has changed batch after batch of private detectives ambushed by her side, so he has always been well aware of her situation.

Perverted? And even if it was, so what?

"Well, I slept for a while." This is the case with depressed patients, who are either very lethargic or suffer from frequent insomnia.

At the end of the season, he walked weakly to Dingdong's nest and packed up his things.

"Things are not in a hurry, since they are the same, let's have some snacks." Seeing her so sleepy, Tang Jingqing was very worried.

"No, after packing my things, I want to go back to sleep."

As he spoke, he touched Ding Dong's little head.

"Little one, you're Dady coming for you, go home!"

"Ding Dong, have you listened to Ma Ma these days?"

Tang Jingqing naturally took the sentence dady, and he couldn't say that he was wrong at the end of the season, because that's how they called Ding Dong in the first place.

"Xiao Mo, go wash your face and eat some snacks"

was pushed to the bathroom by Tang Jingqing inexplicably, and then returned to the dining table, and the whole person seemed to be a little sober.

"This is Dym's mille-feuille crisp, feel free to eat, not too sweet."

At the end of the season, she was a little overwhelmed, a few days ago when she passed by and saw a full queue of people and regretted that she wanted to find a chance to eat, and now the Internet celebrity mille-feuille cake appeared on her table? Heh, he's really attentive.

"Is it a thank you gift for taking care of Ding Dong for a few days? Then you're welcome. ”

At the end of the season, he found a suitable reason for him, and Tang Jingqing's slightly intimate atmosphere dissipated in an instant, as if two strange neighbors helped each other, and the gift was nothing more than human affection, and had no other meaning.

"Well, it's a thank you." It didn't matter if it was a thank you gift or an excuse that she had been finding for a long time, as long as she was willing to accept it, it would be enough for Tang Jingqing.

Look at! If you don't give up, you will definitely gain something.

After four years, he finally gave the dessert out.

At the end of the season, she chewed the cake slowly, and the good tutor reflected in her at a glance, even the troublesome mille-feuille would not stain the table.

I used to think that she was just a daughter with a better life, a vase that followed the rules, but who knew her crazy side? In the past, she studied ballet, and she was not favored and had no talent! But she has created one miracle after another in her ballet career that is not long-lasting, who said that people without talent can't dance ballet? She conquered the Royal Ballet with just one 32-lap whiplash move

But no one knew about her deformed toes and how many pairs of dancing shoes she had worn out. Now, she picked up the camera, in order to insist on an aurora, wrapped in 2 heavy down jackets in the snow, only a pair of eyes were exposed, and waited for four days when everyone gave up, she waited for the aurora, this time she appeared on "National Geographic", but what she didn't know was that she finished filming

Her hands were stiff at the time of the photo, not to mention the high fever that followed. She did not hesitate to muster up the courage to appear beside Tang Jingqing when she was forced to marry by the family, this time she was not shy or flinched, and she won a chance for herself to love, but no one knew how much blood was involved in walking that love road behind this

Lin's pain.

Tang Jingqing doesn't understand a lot of times, it's just an ordinary doll with no personality and no ideas, what makes her always burst out with such powerful energy?

When she loved, she gave up her dreams, endured her family's cynicism at her, snatched the French gun, and went to the battlefield in Syria for him; When you don't love? It's true...... I don't love it at all!

"Is mille-feuille delicious?"

"Well, it's delicious, do you want to eat it?"

Tang Jingqing shook his head, he just wanted to talk to her more, because the little woman in front of him seemed to throw herself aside when she started to eat, and she was really serious about eating, which made him a little lost.

Looking around at the small world at the end of the season, Tang Jingqing felt that even his breathing had become smoother, and this was the smell.

What Ji Mo didn't know was that when she wasn't in Shenyang City, she would send Canglan to Yunsheng, and this house naturally welcomed his male host.

Ming Pinyuan uses password fingerprint locks, a long time ago, Tang Jingqing secretly entered his fingerprints into the fingerprint lock at the end of the season, and occasionally when she was not in Shenyang City, the only thing that comforted him was this house without an owner.

Sleeping in the bed where she slept, on the chaise longue she used to read, using her favorite shampoo, as if they had never been separated, and that he was still his wife at the end of the season, except that his wife was on a business trip and he was left alone to guard the house.

It's a pity that it's all self-deception.

The place where he has been lying must be cleaned up, the things that have been used must be put back in their original places, and every trace of his existence must disappear cleanly, he can only be an invisible person.

At the end of the season, she knew that she was sick; didn't know that Tang Jingqing was also sick and had a disease that he couldn't help but love.

"I'm done, thank you for the refreshment." Her thanks are very formulaic, but they are not very sincere out of upbringing.

"Well, are you going to sleep again?"

"No, Canglan is coming back, I'm going to the supermarket to buy some fish he likes to eat."

"That ......"

"Take Clank Bell back."

I want to say, will I go with you? But in the end, she swallowed what she wanted to say in the cold alienation of her expression, and went home with Jingle Bell.

……

On the fourth day of returning to Shenyang City, Ji Mo looked at the weather outside the window and sighed, today is the day when she went to worship her mother, but she didn't expect to catch up with a rainy day, and she hesitated for two seconds and still drove to the cemetery with the prepared worship items.

She was dressed in solemn black and held a black umbrella, but she was holding a dazzling bouquet of red roses, which was her mother's favorite color.

When I came to the tombstone, I found that someone had already brought the same red rose, and I couldn't think of who had come.

At the end of the season, looking at the smiling woman in the photo, it was Yao Qinyin, who had been miserable all her life.

"I'm back, and I'll probably be able to rest longer this time, so I'll come and see you more when I have time."

"Are you okay over there? Isn't the rose you brought beautiful to be? ”

"Don't worry too much about me, I'm 29 years old and old enough to take good care of myself."

"And ...... That person, every time you get the news that I came back, I heard that I always wanted to see me, but I didn't agree, will you be angry? ”

"Over there, if you meet a good man, let's have a good relationship, I won't blame you for finding me a stepfather."

"I finally came to see you, should I tell you the truth?"

"Mom, alone, so lonely!"

She was silent for a while, she was not a very talkative person, and she didn't know what other people's mothers and daughters would say, quietly looking at her mother in the photo, she only felt very sad.

She regrets her mother's life, but she accidentally lives like her mother.

It would be nice to listen to you then.

……

Maybe it was the bad weather, maybe it was the oppressive atmosphere of the cemetery itself, and it didn't stay long at the end of the season before leaving here.

After that, a man holding a black umbrella walked to Yao Qinyin's grave.

Tang Jingqing knew that she came here today, which was something she would do every time she returned to Shenyang.

And usually, he would often come to see her mother.

In the photo, there are seven or eight similar faces to the end of the season, which is familiar and unfamiliar.

When he got married, he didn't go to the sanatorium to see Yao Qinyin once, and even when she died, Yu Xia was by the side to accompany Ji Mo.

No one knows how much he regretted missing every important moment at the end of the season.

"You must be glad she's back, right?"

"Mom, I've been letting her go for four years." The phrase "Mom" came out naturally, as if it had been practiced many times. "If you see my sincerity in the past four years, if you don't want to see her just close herself off for the rest of her life, what if...... You want her to be happy – can you please bless me and give me a chance? "He was never one to believe in blessing such a thing, but this moment was deep

Pray deeply.

"Let her no longer be alone."

"In the name of love, I swear to you." "I want to give her a home"