Chapter 152: Qiao Nuanyang, where is your heart
When she entered the house, Rui Rui ran over with her plush doll in her arms, hugged her legs and said, "Mom, where have you been today?" You've been so busy lately, you don't tell me stories anymore, and your father is with me. ”
The little girl started complaining this time.
"We used to play together on weekends, and you haven't danced with me for a long time, and I wanted to talk to you, but you didn't come back when I slept." Rui Rui pitifully accused her.
Qiao Nuanyang recalled this time, but he hadn't taken care of Rui Rui for a long time.
In the past, she was busy working to pay for her surgery, but now?
She was busy with work, busy dealing with other things everywhere, and she didn't have time to accompany Rui Rui, she rubbed Rui Rui's face with some guilt, "I'm sorry, Rui Rui, my mother will try to find time to accompany you in the future, okay?" You know, mom can be very busy sometimes......"
Before Qiao Nuanyang finished speaking, Li Jiazhen had already taken steps over, "How busy are you?" Can he be busier than Qin Shijin? Is it your daughter and husband that are important, or is your work important? ”
In the afternoon, she was playing with Rui Rui, but the little girl was absent-minded and unhappy.
Even if she is good to Ruirui, the child is more dependent on his mother, which is due to nature.
Work is important, but children are also their own responsibility, Li Jiazhen may not understand herself, she doesn't argue with Li Jiazhen about anything, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I'll pay attention to it in the future." ”
After Qin Shijin came in, he kept sitting on the sofa with his legs crossed, with a cold face, and the heating in the room was turned on, but it also made people feel a little cold.
"I'm sorry, what's the use of being sorry? The most important thing is how to do it, the child is your own and you don't care about your own child? In the future, when the child is not close to you, complains about you and blames you, what do I think you will do? Li Jiazhen complained a few words, and Qiao Nuanyang was very uncomfortable when she heard it.
The people in the kitchen over there came over and said that it was time to have dinner, and Qiao Nuanyang hurriedly took Rui Rui to wash his hands.
During the meal, Rui Rui kept talking, Qiao Nuanyang coaxed in a low voice, Qin Shijin sat on the side and occasionally helped her pick up vegetables, but she was obviously silent, and it was useless to even look at Qiao Nuanyang.
The meal was very depressing.
After eating, Qin Shijin took Rui Rui to the back garden for a walk, and brought some fish feed to feed the fish by the way.
Qiao Nuanyang came out of the kitchen with fruit, and Li Jiazhen saw that there was no one around, so he pulled Qiao Nuanyang to the sofa and sat down.
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Li Jiazhen leaned her back against the sofa and sat steadily, turning her head to look at the woman sitting next to her.
Qiao Nuanyang, she is indeed not very satisfied.
However, her prejudice gradually decreased.
Now that she has Ruirui, the couple will come back to eat with her on the weekend, everything is fine, what is she not satisfied with?
It's just that some things still make her feel uncomfortable in the bottom of her heart, and she vaguely feels uneasy, this day seems to be very peaceful, but she thought of the newspaper she saw that day, and the news of Wen Taichu and Jia Qianyu written on it.
When those things happened in the past, Li Jiazhen felt that his life was worse than death, and he also felt that those things definitely didn't happen to him.
She has never done anything bad in her life, and God will not be so cruel to her.
God, she can.
She will be even more cruel.
Li Jiazhen used to want to go over to take revenge, and she couldn't wait for Wen Taichu to die, but now she doesn't have that kind of thought, she only hopes that Qin Shijin can be well, the Qin family can be well, no longer experience any wind and rain, and everything will return to calm.
People live for a lifetime, all they want is the peace and joy of the people around them, and such a simple wish is actually the most difficult thing to achieve.
Li Jiazhen asked: "You quarreled with Shijin?" ”
"No, we didn't fight." She shook her head.
Qin Shijin's temper is inexplicable, and he hasn't spoken just now, and they have been busy with each other during this time, and there seems to be no change.
The relationship will be stronger for a while, but it will gradually become dull.
"He called you in the afternoon and drove out shortly after waiting for you." Li Jiazhen recalled that Qin Shijin's face was as usual at that time, she complained a few words to Qiao Nuanyang, and Qin Shijin also helped her speak, saying that it was good for women to be ambitious. "When I went out, I was fine, and when I came back, I had a stinky face, nothing happened between the two of you, I don't believe it."
"......" she nodded, thinking about what she should say to Qin Shijin.
It was an accident in itself.
"If there is anything between husband and wife, you must talk about it, don't always keep it in your heart." Li Jiazhen said in the tone of a person who came over, "Shijin has a bad temper, but he is a cold-faced person who is not cold-hearted, and he is actually very attentive to the people around him." I also saw it before, he is good to you mother and daughter, otherwise, why do you think I would accept you? If Qin Shijin didn't like it, even if Rui Rui was her own granddaughter, she wouldn't agree, "Since you are already married to Shijin, then be a good wife, you can work if you want, but don't make yourself so busy, work and life are inseparable, and adjust it appropriately." You know? Between career and marriage, marriage is the most important. ”
Qiao Nuanyang thought that Li Jiazhen would be like everyone else, so she was not allowed to work.
Li Jiazhen is really nice.
Her mother died early.
I don't know what it feels like to have a mother.
However, Li Jiazhen has been very good to her from the beginning, and her biological mother is nothing more than that.
"You don't think it's bad or troublesome when I say this, and it's good to do what you say. In this life, the most important thing is oneself, and then one's husband, parents, and then children. Li Jiazhen said, "Only by handling yourself well can you make the people around you good." And the husband is the one who spends the most time with you, the children and parents will only be with you for a while, but he is the one who accompanies you to old age, you have to get along with him well. What kind of marriage you want, you have to run it yourself, and you have to experience marriage as your own career. Whether you want an indifferent marriage or a marriage that makes you feel happy, it's up to you. ”
Li Jiazhen gently patted Qiao Nuanyang's shoulder.
Marriage is not possible with only one person.
It depends on two people working together.
"Understood?"
"I ...... Got it. She nodded, she understood what Li Jiazhen said, but she was also very confused.
Marriage depends on their hard work, but she is very unconfident in herself and very conflicted, while she wants to yearn for the warmth of marriage, but she is in a very flustered state, and she always feels that the future is full of instability for her.
That's why she constantly wants to do something to give herself peace of mind.
And those peace of mind are given to themselves.
It was raining outside, Qin Shijin didn't wear a coat when she went out, when she went out, she folded his coat and put it between her arms, Qin Shijin was pinching the feed while holding Rui Rui, and the goldfish raised in the pool were scrambling to grab the food again. Rui Rui pointed to the fish below and talked to him, "Dad, there are so many fish." ”
Rui Rui was wearing a very thick coat, but Qin Shijin was still wearing a shirt, and she felt cold when the wind blew.
She walked over and put his clothes on his shoulders and said, "Ruirui, it's cold outside, you can go back." ”
Qin Shijin put Rui Rui down, and then put on his clothes, and he was slightly cold by the cold wind, and his face was a little pale, but he didn't talk to her.
She noticed that when Qin Shijin was talking to Rui Rui, his voice was a little hoarse, and he seemed to have a little cough yesterday, and after returning to the kitchen, he made him pear soup, and Qin Shijin coaxed Rui Rui and then went back to the room.
She put the pear soup in front of the table, and saw that he was reading documents on the computer, afraid of disturbing him, so after thinking about it, she said, "It's autumn, Sydney soup moistens the lungs, I made some, you drink it while it's hot?" ”
Qin Shijin thought of the scene he saw in the car in the afternoon.
Qiao Nuanyang got out of the car, and before getting down, the two of them had been together?
What did we do together?
I just read the document but I kept thinking about it in my heart, and I glanced coldly at the pear soup she was holding in her hand, the pear soup she had boiled for a long time, put rock sugar, and a sweet taste came out of the bowl.
Qin Shijin had been thinking about that matter all the time, but he didn't ask, he just said coldly, "Put it aside." ”
"......" noticed the coldness in his tone, but the soup would soon be cold, and she hurriedly said, "You drink it first, it won't waste much of your time." ”
Qin Shijin felt displeasure in his heart.
In front of Gu Peilin, what does she look like?
"I said, don't bother me!"
His tone was full of anger, Qiao Nuanyang himself was thinking about explaining to him what happened next afternoon, but he was also blocked by his angry tone and all the words were blocked in his throat. She pouted her lips and couldn't say anything for a long time.
It's just that there is some mist in her eyes, she wants to come and talk to him, is it necessary for Qin Shijin to be so angry with herself?
She still had something in her hand, she felt that what she was doing was a bit ironic, she felt sour when she sucked her nose, and she still spoke after half a sound, "Qin Shijin, it's not what you see, I went to the office in the afternoon, and I happened to meet Gu Peilin, and he accompanied me to see the place and sent me home by the way......"
She just wanted to tell him everything as it was.
Be authentic.
The people around him suddenly snorted coldly and laughed.
"So it looks like you're having a great time together today, huh?"
She knew that she shouldn't meet Gu Peilin, but those things had passed, and Gu Peilin had made up for it, and she didn't want to spend it with hatred.
Those sins were caused by Wei Rong, and Gu Peilin was actually a victim.
"Qin Shijin, I didn't." She shook her head.
"You can ask me for help with these things, you can tell Gu Peilin, but you can't tell me? It's always been clear to me, what the hell are you thinking? He was immediately annoyed, and Jun's face was filled with anger.
Is he so unreliable?
Feelings are very sensitive.
For a while, you may feel that someone is suitable, but in an instant, something new will grow.
Gu Peilin has done so much, and he has been eyeing him all the time.
He has a very stiff quarrel with the Gu family, and has been investing in galleries and other things recently, and even if he breaks away from Tuyou, he has to confront the Gu family and not marry Zhen Jinwei.
Isn't it just that the thief's heart is not dead?
Qiao Nuanyang's eyelids jumped slightly, and he stood up and wanted to get closer to him, "I just don't want to covet your things......"
"Don't want to covet my stuff?" Qin Shijin pursed his lips and slowly stood up, staring at Qiao Nuanyang with red eyes, and his tone was not good, "Qiao Nuanyang, in fact, your heart has never been on me, and you have never really wanted this marriage?" Right? Is it that Gu Peilin beckons to you, and you will turn back? ”
"Do you really want to leave me?"