Chonghua said: "When you are very tired of walking, I will fall asleep, and I long to dream of you every day." But I haven't dreamed of you once, I have hated you, I have hated He Lingyi, but I hate myself the most. ”

"I hate myself for not being good enough to make you hate me, and I want to leave me desperately. I know you don't like the palace, you don't like who I am, you don't like you, and I think I'm hiding a lot from you and not being honest enough. ”

"But I want to tell you that I was born as Dongfang Chonghua, and I can't choose who I am, and I can't change my identity.

I can't tell you about it, you know, the people of Kunlun Hall are haunted, everywhere, the walls have ears, I can't say it, I can never say it.

I can only assure you that if I have done anything sorry for you, you will make me rot in my stomach, and I will not die well, and my country will be ruined......"

Zhong Weiwei couldn't hear him say this, and hurriedly said, "Don't tell me this." ”

Chonghua smiled: "Also, if you really don't believe me, you won't be with me, and then that's it, but you're just finding fault...... Only a fool like me would be fooled. ”

He went to hug her: "Ah Wei...... In my life, I have had enough things that I can't help myself, and many things are decided by others for me, and then push me up.

I don't even have a choice, I can only keep moving forward, because if I stop, I will die, and many, many people will die. ”

"You don't want to be like those who force me to make decisions for me, I want you to make decisions with me, and we discuss and make decisions together about the two of us. Is that possible? ”

Chonghua pinched Zhong Weiwei's thin shoulders and whispered in her ear:

"Ah Wei, such thin and thin shoulders should not bear so much suffering and toil, too heavy, you are not as strong as you think, please let me bear it with you."

Zhong Weiwei covered his eyes: "Then what can I do?" I'm ugly now, am I? I'll be uglier in the future.

Have you seen the first emperor? Before he died, there was a time when he couldn't even go to the toilet on his own...... I ......"

She knew she wasn't strong enough, she knew she couldn't bear so much suffering and toil, but what would she do if she didn't?

No one could help her.

Do you want her to lie in bed and be a living dead?

Let Chonghua watch her become more and more haggard day by day, and uglier day by day.

Seeing her incontinent, tempered, and dying of weakness little by little?

She doesn't want it!

Chonghua hugged her tightly, leaned his head on her shoulder socket, and whispered: "

It's just your thoughts, and my thoughts are, I'm going to be with you no matter what. Whether we live or die, we must be together, share difficulties and blessings. ”

"If you don't want me to see it, I won't look at it, sit beside you blindfolded, touch your hands, listen to your voice, let me know that you are with me, and I will be satisfied."

Chonghua looked at Zhong Weiwei's eyes word by word, "Ah Wei, you look at my eyes, every word I say comes from the bottom of my heart." ”

Zhong Weiwei's eyes were blurred with tears, she walked thousands of miles and endured many illnesses and sufferings.

Several times, she felt that she couldn't survive it, but at this moment, she felt that the previous grievances and sadness had been relieved.

Chonghua carefully wiped her tears and kissed her eyes gently: "Let's stop being awkward, okay?"

I will do my best to cure you. You see, although you are sick now, it is not as serious as you thought, is it? ”

Zhong Weiwei choked up and said, "My illness can't be cured anymore...... It's getting worse and worse, and while all of you are telling me that everything is going to be okay, I know it's not going to be okay, I ......"

She cried so much that she couldn't stop crying, although she hadn't mentioned it all these days, but she knew very well that she wanted to live very much, she didn't want to die, she was still young, and there were so many things to do.

Chonghua hugged her tightly, only to feel that every tear of her burned him to death.

He hated himself for being incompetent like never before, as an emperor, but he couldn't even protect the woman he loved, what else is he called an emperor?

Zhong Weiwei's body was weak, and he was tired of crying after a while, and leaned softly on Chonghua's shoulder: "Carry me to bed." ”

Chonghua hurriedly carried her to bed and was busy dressing: "I'll ask someone to bring you medicine." ”

Zhong Weiwei didn't have the strength to let it go.

Less leaning, Zhong Hao sent the medicine in, watched Zhong Weiwei take the medicine, and politely asked Chonghua to go out: "There is one thing, ask the second senior brother for help." ”

Chonghua covered Zhong Weiwei with a quilt, got up and went out: "What's the matter?" ”

Zhong Hao said worriedly: "Brother didn't come back after he went out." It was late at night and I was a little worried.

Can you ask the second senior brother to send someone to find it? There has been an unidentified person lately, and I'm afraid something will happen to him. ”

Chonghua is like a bully with many people, He Lingyi is a poor scholar with weak strength, and it is too easy for a bully to make a poor scholar disappear.

"I'll send someone to find it." Chonghua is calm and authentic.

So He Lingyi, a scheming villain, because he clearly can't fight him, plays pretending to be missing to provoke new incidents?

Zhong Hao saluted and turned to leave.

Chonghua stopped him: "Ah Hao, you did a good job just now, just tell me if you have something, you don't need to let your sister know, she is not in good health and must recuperate." ”

"I know." Zhong Hao hesitated again and again, and asked in a low voice, "Second Senior Brother, do you really want to take Sister Ah away?" ”

When he mentioned this, Chonghua was in a bad mood: "Let's talk about it." ”

Zhong Hao was very disappointed: "Sister A's disease, is it really not good for even the imperial doctor in the palace?" ”

Chonghua frowned even more, and was stupid: "I'll find a way." ”

Because he felt that if he continued to talk to Zhong Yuan, he would feel more uncomfortable, so he simply ended the topic: "I'll go see your sister." ”

Zhong Weiwei was already asleep, he lay down next to her, hugged her gently, and had no charming thoughts at all.

If Zhong Weiwei saw his appearance at this moment, he would probably be surprised, the person who took off his clothes without saying a word just now would not look like this with a pure heart and few desires.

Chonghua has been on the road for a few days in a row, and he is very tired to say it, holding the person who is thinking about it in his arms, smelling the familiar fragrance, and sleepiness is overwhelming.

Not long after falling asleep, he suddenly heard the faint sound of choking bamboo flute, floating from the window, haunting his ears like a ghost, making people upset.

He was busy sitting up, for fear of disturbing Zhong Weiwei, but he saw that Zhong Weiwei couldn't sleep anymore, and he was not affected by the sound of the flute at all. (To be continued.) )