Everyone present only knew that I had a past with King Ryan, but they didn't know that I had a relationship with Wuhui. There are people whose father and brother are in the court, and they know that Wuhui was posthumously named a loyal general, and a woman who has followed him for many years was named a loyal and brave lady, and she enjoys all the benefits brought by Wuhui's posthumous title. They only thought that Wuhui was one of my commanders, but they didn't associate me with Wuhui.

So when I said these words, they only thought that I was talking about the past with King Ryan, and for a while someone muttered in their hearts, just thinking that I, Lu Fengying, was a woman who didn't understand the amorous feelings, but I didn't expect that King Ryan was the man who was unsupplied, and I had been martyred for King Ryan.

Some people think that King Ryan disappeared a few years ago, and he was rescued by Mo Nian, before he disappeared, it was me and King Ryan who were together, and after King Ryan disappeared, I also disappeared, for a long time, there was no news from either of us, but then it appeared at the same time, and Mo Nian was gone.

So some people deduced from this that it was at that time that I was martyred for King Ryan.

This news followed the previous one, and it hurriedly spread out again. For a while, there were as many as five or six versions of the legend of the love history between me and King Ruian, which made me sincerely admire, and the ability of the people in the capital to spread gossip is really strong.

King Ryan was even more shocked when he heard my words, and his heart couldn't calm down for a long time, but because of the large number of people around him, he couldn't say a lot of words, so he didn't ask any more questions.

Listening to me tell some of my past, some of the powerful children represented by Zhao Changfeng's brothers and sisters have a great change in their attitude towards me, they all agree that I am a strange woman, originally took a fancy to me, and some people who wanted to marry me also dispelled their thoughts, they all felt that with their conditions, they were not worthy of me.

After this incident, I learned that in the eyes of some people, women can also be respected, and some people will have a sense of awe for a woman, willing to look at it from a distance, and dare not play profane, for fear of tarnishing the beautiful image of a woman in his heart.

In the later scenes, everyone felt bored when they watched it, only some heartless people paid attention to what the actors on the stage were singing, and I and Ryan Wang would never be able to watch it anymore, so we said goodbye, and as soon as we left, Qingluan also followed. Zhao Changfeng's brothers and sisters only hate that they are today's owners, and they are in their own home, so they can't leave early, so they can only stay as companions.

But not long after we left, after another play was watched, most of us took their leave. The remaining few people who were more familiar with Zhao Changfeng didn't need to be coy, so they continued to stay to listen to the drama and drink, and they were not affected by us at all. Zhao Changle had no intention of continuing to have fun and left the stage early, at this time, the ladies had already left because it was late.

On the way back, King Ryan sat in the carriage with me and asked with a solemn expression, "If you only do it once, when did you come up with it?" Was it before the death of the no-return, or after his death? What were you thinking when you died? Are you so desperate to kill people to avenge him, or are you deliberately looking for death and want to go with him? ”

"Does it matter?"

"For me, it's important."

I didn't look at him, but said lightly: "Seeing the dying appearance on the battlefield, I only think about killing all the people who hurt him in order to relieve the hatred in my heart." After knowing that Wuhui was dead, I thought that I had to kill all the Chu troops in order to give revenge to Wuhui and resist Wuhui's life. It's just that you all stopped me and didn't let me kill, I only hated myself for being just a weak woman, I couldn't kill one person in ten steps, and I didn't stay for a thousand miles. Otherwise, I will definitely set foot in the Chu State. ”

"What about yourself? You felt like you were going to die, didn't you think about going with him? ”

"I thought about it, I really didn't want to live at first, but then I figured it out, if I didn't know, he wouldn't want me to die, right? He must want me to live well, and even hope that I will find someone who truly loves me and entrust me with my life. But how is that possible? After Wuhui died, all my tenderness went with him, and the softness in my heart was finally sealed by Wuhui, I don't know if there is a chance to open it in this life? ”

King Ryan grabbed my hand, I felt a shock in my body, it was a feeling that I hadn't seen for a long time, but it made me subconsciously want to hide, but King Ryan grabbed it tightly, I didn't break free, I could only be held by him.

"Ying'er, the kind of sadness that makes you want to die, I will never let you feel it again in my life. Now the only people who can make you so sad are probably Lu Fengnian and his two children, right? Don't worry, I'll take care of it for you. King Ryan said very solemnly.

His hand loosened a little, so I withdrew my hand and said, "That's your own child, of course you have to take care of it." ”

"Ying'er, do you have to be so angry with me? Can't you treat me like you used to? Even if we can't go back to the past, we can at least 、、、"

"I can't treat you as a friend, you are the man I once loved, but you betrayed me, and if you want to regain my trust, I'm afraid you have to die once. Lord, it's easy to die, but it's hard to come back to life. If you die for me, you will really lose me. I said.

King Ryan, who originally wanted to say two beautiful words to please me, put away his unrealistic words and said, "I know what I say and do, you won't believe it, it's okay, I just want you to understand my heart." ”

The carriage stopped, but the people outside knew that I was talking to King Ryan and had no intention of coming down, so Wang Xi sent all the people around us away and told us to speak with confidence.

We were all sitting there, the atmosphere was a little dull, and I couldn't help but ask, "Lord Wang, don't you mind if I and Wuhui 、、、?" ”

I've been with Wuhui for so long, and if King Ryan still thinks that nothing happened to me and Wuhui, then he would be too naïve.

"Don't you mind me and the Wang family, the Liu family, and the women who left?"

"They're all in the past, except for Feng Ying and Dou Ruoqing, I haven't paid attention to any of them."

"Then so am I, except for Lu Xin, I haven't taken anyone to heart."

After speaking, King Ryan was silent for three seconds, and I didn't speak, so he got out of the car first.

Then I remembered that I was still in the carriage, so I got out of the carriage and went back to my room.

But King Ryan's words remained in my heart, and if he really didn't mind, then he would be the most tolerant and generous man in the world. It's just that I smiled bitterly, the person who missed it is missed, and there is no way to get it back, and if it is found, it is not the original person. If I know what kind of person he is and can fall in love with him again, then I am either crazy or stupid.