Chapter 246: Drunk
After panting and putting the person on the bed, Xu Xiangjinping retired from the guards, and hurriedly made a basin of hot water to help Li Junqiu wipe his face.
Since knowing him for so long, when has Xu Xiangjin ever seen him so decadent, he even looks a little scumbag now, Xu Xiangjin was a little helpless and gently brushed his face with his fingers, it was really distressing, but he didn't know how to help him.
Because he was afraid that he would have a headache when he woke up the next day, Xu Xiangjin originally planned to go to the kitchen to make him some sobering soup to drink, but before he could stand up, he was suddenly grabbed by Li Junqiu's wrist and pulled it down again.
"Xu Xiangjin, don't leave me, the reason why I went to find Wu Yuran was to see if you would be jealous, but I found out that I was wrong, the person you love is not me, how can you eat my jealousy? Seeing me with other women, wouldn't you really be jealous? ”
Xu Xiangjin almost thought that he was really awake, but seeing that he spoke so upside down, he could probably guess that he was now in a semi-daze, so he spoke so unscrupulously.
Regarding whether to be jealous or not, because every time Xu Xiangjin wears a person who does a task, the original personality is a leader in jealousy, she has long been accustomed to that feeling, and it can even be said that she can actively ignore that feeling, souring every day, in order to prevent herself from really becoming a lemon, Xu Xiangjin feels that she has already practiced the incorruptible body of King Kong.
"You just had a drink with her, and you didn't do anything excessive, why should I be jealous? And I've never liked to eat other people's vinegar casually, and you don't need to ask me about this kind of meaningless thing. ”
Xu Xiangjin did tell the truth, but her truth poked at the sore spot of Zhan Qing, making him even more angry, and while he was drunk, he directly said everything he wanted to say.
"The reason why you don't care so much may be because you don't love me, Xu Xiangjin, do you know? What I hate the most is your appearance of not caring, it's like a knife, poking my heart bloody every day, but I'm willing to hold my heart every day and let you poke it, obviously I love you so much, can't you care about me? ”
Xu Xiangjin never thought that he hadn't done anything yet, which caused him so much pain, and for a while, the veteran of the love field was a little at a loss, although he knew that he might wake up the next day and not remember anything at all, but he thought about it and tried his best to explain.
"It's not that I never eat your jealousy, I just don't care about Wu Yuran, after all, your attitude towards her makes me feel that she can't be a threat to me, so naturally there is nothing to be jealous of."
Zhan Qing was already in an irrational state because of the influence of alcohol, and now listening to her explanation, not only did he not believe it, but he felt that she was just quibbling, purely because he didn't like herself, so there was nothing to be jealous of at all.
"Xu Xiangjin, when I got married, I asked you, and it was only after your consent that he carried you to the house in a sedan chair, I thought you would be able to recognize your identity and be my wife well, but now it seems to be just my wishful thinking, even if I treat you well, you will not fall in love with me, and always feel that it is just pain to stay by my side."
Xu Xiangjin said that she was particularly innocent, but there was no way to explain whether it was because of Li Junqiu's scum or because of the dissatisfaction of the original personality, which caused today's tragic situation, Xu Xiangjin became more and more unclear, and even felt that this task was about to be shelved.
Zhan Qing usually doesn't like to talk much, but this time he was drunk, and his mouth was like opening the floodgates, like a wronged little daughter-in-law, as if he wanted to tell all his grievances.
"I'm also the third young master of the Li family, women have been flocking to me since I was a child, what kind of young lady I haven't encountered, those women only need me to hook my fingers, why should I be humiliated by you here, why should you..."
Xu Xiangjin originally wanted to explain well, but he never thought that the more he said, the more unpleasant it became, and the more Xu Xiangjin listened, the more he felt aggrieved.
How long has she only been here, because she hasn't had time to do anything, why does he say this about himself, she admits that his third young master really wants what kind of woman he doesn't have, just marrying himself like this, he is indeed wronged by him, but before she came, the original personality didn't care about him at all, can't he still spend as much time drinking as he did before he got married?
Xu Xiangjin will have a couple for the rest of her life, and with her current means, it is not a problem to find a man who only loves herself wholeheartedly, if it is not for the task, how can she be willing to stay next to a strange flowery husband after being married, it is estimated that she has already run away, how can he have the opportunity to tell his grievances here.
"Li Junqiu, although I don't know where you have so many grievances, but I think that since I married you, I have never done anything out of the ordinary, why do you say that about me, I know that I am not a lady, so I can only bear what you do to me, obviously..."
If it weren't for the task, in fact, she really wanted to live a good life with Li Junqiu for a while, many things were not what she wanted, so many grievances, who would she talk to?
Thinking of the hardships in so many of his tasks, Xu Xiangjin couldn't help but feel a little sour in his eyes, and quickly lowered his head and wiped his tears.
Zhan Qing lost his temper, but he slowly sobered up, he rubbed his somewhat swollen temples, and inadvertently raised his head, just aiming at the tears in the corners of Xu Xiangjin's eyes, the whole person was stunned, and all the sad temper disappeared in that moment.
Only then did he realize how much he had just suffered, and he regretted how he could get out of control to this point?
"Jin'er, I'm sorry, I... I'm probably talking a little bit because of the effects of alcohol, I'm sorry, I'm really... Never again, don't be sad, I can't see you crying the most. ”
He didn't say that it was okay, so he said it, Xu Xiangjin was originally rolling in his eyes, but he couldn't hold back it directly, Zhan Qing panicked, he didn't even bother looking for a handkerchief, he directly wiped it with his sleeve, and then gently took her into his arms, patted her back and comforted.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said such a heavy thing to you, maybe I was crazy just a moment, how could I do that to you? I'm really sorry, you hit me and scold me, I bear it, as long as you can be happy. ”
Xu Xiangjin really wanted to hammer him a few times just now, but as soon as he said this, she couldn't do it herself.
Knowing that there are too many messy things that have happened recently, Li Junqiu may just want to find a time to vent, he just happened to hit the muzzle of the gun, for his pitiful sake, he will not be like him.
This quarrel came and went quickly, as if nothing had happened, Zhan Qing calmed down, and the wine was a little up, so Xu Xiangjin went out to make him a sobering soup as he thought before.
Zhan Qing always went out of the house to do things before, so he didn't notice it, but now that he was so idle, he suddenly realized that Wang Xiaoxue hadn't given up yet, it seemed that it was because he was too impulsive on the day of Adjutant Wang's funeral, but he made her think that it was for her, and suddenly he had expectations for his feelings, and in order to be able to see him every day, he actually let people guard in front of the door where he lived every day.
was arranged like this, and after being met twice, Zhan Qing finally couldn't stand it and was a little annoyed, and he was afraid that Xu Xiangjin would get angry and misunderstand when he met him, so he simply planned to find a good time to make it clear to him.
"Second sister-in-law, I think there are some things we need to say clearly, tomorrow afternoon at the gate of the courtyard where we used to play when we were children, I will be waiting for you there."
That place can be said to be their secret base when they were children, and it can even be said that they will hide there to share any good things, but when they grow up, they all go their separate ways, and the handsome body is not as tough as before, and it is gradually deserted.
She thought that when he suddenly mentioned those happy pasts, he finally saw himself and was finally willing to accept his feelings, so he happily passed and waited early.
Because she was afraid of ruining the atmosphere and surprises, Wang Xiaoxue arrived a long time early, but she didn't go in, she could only wait anxiously at the door, and it wasn't until mid-afternoon that Li Junqiu was late.
"Junqiu, you're finally here, I've been waiting for you for a long time, I..."
"You should have taken the key, why don't you go in and take a look..."
Wang Xiaoxue was stunned for a moment, her heart and feelings had not been expressed, she was interrupted like this, she didn't know what medicine Li Junqiu was selling in this gourd, so she had to take out the key to open the door in a daze, and took the lead in pushing the door and walking in.
Maybe it's because no one has come to this place for too long, and the big man didn't think to let people come to clean it, and when he saw it again, it looked more deserted than he imagined, if they didn't know about this place, they almost thought it was a haunted house.
"When I was a child, this place has been cleaned very clean, sometimes when it is hot, I will like to come here to live, before the flowers and plants here have always been beautiful, you can hide and seek, and even in the summer, you can also flutter butterflies, so even if you don't live here, the reason why this house has been kept is because some are reluctant to those simple happy times."
Zhan Qing said to himself, slowly walking inside, Wang Xiaoxue didn't know how to interject, so she had to follow him.
"yes, I'm reluctant to be here, the three of us used to play here a lot."