Chapter 12: The Covenant (Conclusion)
"Mom, you always say that I was poor when I was a child, and I had no one to take care of me. You were busy at work, but you should have time to spend with me when you retired, and you went to the university for the elderly, and you met many uncles and aunts. Your friends come to you every weekend, and I mean you're not too much of a hassle, but I don't mean anything else, I just think you're too tired. ”
Choked up and finished saying what was in my heart, I held my mother's hand and said solemnly: "Mom, my daughter loves you very much and admires you very much." You have struggled all your life and never bowed to difficulties, and this time, you can't give up and don't lie to me. ”
Mom is a good person, with good thoughts and a willingness to give.
No matter who is in trouble, she does her best to help. Even if it's uncomfortable at times, it's still busy. Mom's approach made me very angry, mainly because I felt sorry for her.
What I remember the most was the incident that happened in the winter of 2014.
I don't know what affected me that year, in short, it was very cold, such weather was very bad for my mother, she had an old problem of migraine, and she couldn't suffer from the cold. For this reason, I bought her a hat, which was big, warm and not piercing, and I told her to bring it to class so as not to get cold and headaches.
But the result? She actually gave away the hat. After knowing this, I was so angry that I almost smashed the window, and I asked my mother what she meant? If you don't like it, you can say it clearly, why do you carry my hat behind my back and give it away.
Seeing my annoyed look, my mother neither accused me nor explained, but said earnestly: "Daughter, you can't be selfish, who hasn't had a time when there is a shortage of clothes and less clothes?" It's not difficult to help if you see it. ”
Mom's words touched me, and since then I have started to help others, and in the process, I have gained a lot of happiness that I never had before.
At 14:45 p.m. on January 7, 2015, my mother finally drew an end to her life after persisting for three days and two nights.
Looking at my mother, who would never look at me again or say a word to me again, I was as stiff as petrified.
I want to step forward, but I can't push it; I want to say something, but I can't open my mouth.
Seeing my appearance, the doctor hurriedly said, "Tian Wenwen, it's not easy for your mother to hold on for so long. Generally, a critically ill patient like this lasts for half a day at most, but your mother has persisted for so long, and her willpower is very strong. Don't be too sad, mourn! ”
Yes, Mom is very strong, but it's a pity that this time......
Turning to look at the hospital bed, I couldn't stop crying.
Mom, I hope the first person you see when you open your eyes is me. You may be unconscious, but you can "see" me. For when I called in your ear, you wept.
You never gave up, you just got too tired.
I don't know how long it took for my legs to move. Moved to my mother's hospital bed, stroked my mother's face, and I spoke again.
"Mom, I've said more in the past two days than we've said in more than 30 years, and I even broke my mouth, but I don't care at all. The doctor asked me to prepare for the funeral, and I almost died of heartache, and I also experienced the feeling of heartbreak......"
The grief was so great that I couldn't stand, so I could only kneel in front of my mother's bed and speak my heart one last time.
"Mom, it's an honor to be your daughter. I will inherit your diligence, bravery, and kindness, and I will also care about my friends and help others as you do, and I will have a clear conscience in life and work. In the next life, you can't lie to me anymore, I love you! ”