At dinnertime, Du Wancheng came back from Hong Kong, holding a bouquet of violets in his hand, still with a dejected and depressed look.

Huang Siyao sometimes asks herself: Is Du Wancheng's expression, this expression of loss, a kind of mask used to win sympathy, especially a mask used to win women's sympathy? Is he really a poor lost dog?

It is said that a man will fall in love with a weak woman because of his pity for her, and it is said that this is due to men's desire to protect.

But don't women have this desire to protect? A woman's greatness, innate motherhood, is the greatest love in the world. And this love, in many cases, can also be used by other people.

Du Wancheng insisted on using a somewhat condescending expression throughout the night, perhaps to hide his downfall?

Although Zhang Haifei has seen through the artificiality in this expression, as well as the despondency behind this expression. Huang Siyao couldn't see it, maybe because his pretentiousness was not aimed at women, because he didn't have this expression when he faced Siyao alone.

Du Wancheng's indestructible, inner artificiality is the reason why other men hate him. As soon as he appeared, no matter how decent he pretended, the other critics were extremely angry. Such a man is indeed very tired and hard.

Huang Siyao fell in love with him. As for Du Wancheng, he showed no flaws, exactly the same as a few days ago. He was melancholy, attentive, and aloof, like his master and his wife, separated from the North and South Poles. He only reciprocated with them with courtesy, and he did not offer himself anything to be courteous.

Huang Siyao felt that he must have forgotten what he said in the morning, but he didn't forget it.

He knew where he was, and he was still in the old place, in the same place where those who were born forsaken were.

Therefore, he didn't pay much attention to this love. Because he knows that this love will neither come to fruition nor bring him good changes.

In the depths of his soul he was indeed a cynic, but he also admitted in his heart that this society, though outwardly fashionable in appearance, and his penchant for seclusion from the crowd, seemed to him necessary. He is also an extremely contradictory person.

But it's not a bad thing to fall in love by chance, so as to mediate the nerves. And he's not a forgetful person. On the contrary, he was so grateful for all the natural, heartfelt love that he was grateful to the point of tears.

Behind his stiff face was his childlike soul. He was so grateful to the woman that he was anxious to get close to her.

At the same time, his forsaken soul knew that he really didn't want to entangle with her.

When it was time to go to bed, Du Wancheng got a chance to say to Huang Siyao: "Can I find you?" ”

Huang Siyao said: "No, I'm looking for you." ”

Du Wancheng waited for a long time, but she finally came......

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He was undoubtedly a man who was easily excited, and the joy came quickly, and it was over in a moment.

There was something childlike about his body, there was something unresistant, something strange, he was like an undisguised child. His resistance is all in his appearance, and deep down in his heart, he is more like a child.

He aroused Huang Siyao's love and warmth, and at the same time satisfied her desires.

He snuggled up to her, his protective colors and armor reappeared. At this time, Huang Siyao would feel that he was very strange, and she could only lie there in disappointment and numbness.

At such a time, whether it is a man or a woman, the kind of love that lets go of everything, is completely pure, and does not mix a trace of worldliness is really rare. Most of the time, human love is not pure. So it's often embarrassing and empty afterward.

After a while, she put her arms around him tightly and left him with her, and he was at her disposal. Until she gets her highest enjoyment.

"It feels so good!" Huang Siyao trembled a little, and she whispered. Now it was Huang Siyao clinging to him, and now she was completely calm, but he was lying there alone, with pride.

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He only stayed for three days this time, and his attitude towards Zhang Haifei was the same as the first night. It's the same for Huang Siyao, his appearance has not changed.

Subsequently, Du Wancheng used his usual uneven and melancholy tone to send WeChat messages to Huang Siyao, and the WeChat content he sometimes replied to was sweet and intoxicating.

He has got her, but he always plays up a platonic love, consciously or unconsciously.

Such a man is so weird, Huang Siyao really doesn't know him. But she now knows that she loves him. She felt his current loss in her heart all the time.

However, she did not dare to love deeply, because the hope was relatively slim. And he, because he has no hope in his heart, he can't love deeply.

In this way, they continued for a long time, keeping in touch with each other, occasionally meeting in nearby cities.

During this time, Huang Siyao was very happy in the countryside of Huidong. She used this happiness and satisfaction to motivate Zhang Haifei, so he wrote the best works at this time, and he also felt unusually happy.

However, when Huang Siyao's heart was as happy as blooming, and the days of Zhang Haifei's inspiration passed, she became depressed and irritable. Zhang Haifei is so unlucky! If he knew the cause and effect, maybe he would still like Huang Siyao and Du Wancheng to reunite.