Chapter 1: Unease
We've all had that experience.
No matter how much you miss someone, no matter how much you miss this person, it's useless, because you can't see them.
She is like this, she will leave as soon as she says, and she will be resolute. She is heartless, but I don't hate her.
I know what she wants, and that's what she said.
"When I'm seventy years old, we're going to travel around the world, don't lie to me, make up reasons and say no, I won't lie to you anyway."
How could I lie to her? But she lied to me......
"1, 2, 3, 4, the 29th, 30th, and 1st day of the first lunar month, there are still 13 days to celebrate the New Year."
I was flipping through the calendar and counting the days, and somehow, something suddenly came to mind.
A few days ago, my mother asked me to accompany her to the mall. It was a simple request, but I was disturbed by the disturbing things, and I refused in an impatient tone.
I regretted it afterwards, and I thought about buying my mother a new coat to make up for my guilt.
As I thought about it, I shuddered. The heating was on to the fullest, but I was still shivering.
I don't know what's wrong, I'm irritable for no reason. I looked at my phone in annoyance, remembering the call I had with my mother in the morning.
"Wenwen, I haven't seen you for a few days, so I'll come to see you after lunch."
"Okay, I'll wait."
Mom's calls always make me happy, I am the only child in the family, and I have a deep relationship with my parents.
When I was born, my mom was thirty years old.
I was born late, and my sister died before I was born, so my birth made my mother extremely happy, and she has always loved me with her whole life.
We couldn't think about not seeing each other for a day, and this time I was on a business trip, and I didn't see each other for ten days in a row.
Before I got married, I lived with my parents and never separated; After getting married, I became a wife and a mother, and I had my own small family, so naturally I couldn't live with my parents like before.
Although I can't accompany the second elder every day like before, my work unit is close to my mother's home, so I can go home for dinner. With a two-hour break at noon, I insisted on eating with the two elders and chatting about their favorite topics.
This habit has become a definite law before you know it. If I don't come home for dinner one day, my mother will come over in the evening to see what happened.
Why? Because I miss me.
My small family and my mother's family are in the same city, and the distance between the two homes is less than two kilometers. By car, two stops away: walking, 10 minutes.
Because we live close, my mother comes over every other day; It's because she loves me that she doesn't feel tired.
However, she didn't tell me anything for fear of bothering me, such as the surgery ten days ago.
I happened to be on a business trip that day, and my mother repeatedly told me to pay attention to safety, and when I hung up the phone, a sentence came from the receiver, "This is your medicine." ”
Medicine?!
I felt something was wrong and asked her how to take the medicine? She said lightly: "Oh, it's cold, it's fine." ”
She said it lightly, and I listened to it uneasy.
When I called again, my mother had already turned off her phone. It wasn't until I came back that I found out that she had an eye problem, and that it was the day she had surgery.
The surgery was a success, my mom was very happy, but I was very angry.
Why is she hiding it from me? Why go to the hospital alone? Why don't you tell me the facts?
I asked her unhappily, "You say, am I your own daughter?" Are you my mother? ”