Chapter 15: No hesitation
In terms of words, I really like the songs sung by the "Chopsticks Brothers", especially the popular "Father". The song is not only melodious, but also conveys touching emotions.
From this song, I learned a truth.
The so-called father is the one who is always ready to give his life to God, as long as his children are happy, he can really sacrifice himself without hesitation.
It's not complicated, and it's true. Even though it was so easy to understand, it wasn't until the morning before yesterday that I fully understood the meaning of "father".
That morning, my father was going to the hospital for a check-up, so he got up early. Actually, I knew when he got up, because I was just done with it. Another sleepless night, to be honest, such working hours have already exhausted me physically and mentally, but no matter how tired I am, I have to continue.
For a web novel writer, the silence of the night is far more practical than the noise of the day, in other words, when the whole world is immersed in sleep, I can only calm down and write.
If you want to write something that satisfies yourself and as many readers as possible, there is no and cannot do it other than to devote yourself to it.
The reason is simple, besides, life is very realistic. And this kind of reality, which is restored together with the cruelty of life, is the truth that no novel can present.
My life is not full of mixed tastes......
"Dangchang!"
was frowning and feeling that life was not easy, but was interrupted by a sudden voice. Listen to the sound, you don't have to guess that the mouthwash cup fell to the ground. It seems that his father said that he was old not complaining about the passing of time, but that his health was really not as good as before.
Thinking about it, my father is also an old man who is almost in his prime, his steps have long been staggered, his movements are becoming more and more slow, and his hearing has deteriorated even more. So that the phone was sitting next to him, but there was no response to the ringtone of the call, until I put the phone in his hand, he woke up like a dream, but his face was still distracted and anxious.
Every time I see my father like this, I can't help but get angry and muttered angrily in my heart.
"What do you think all day and think so devoted? I don't know when my phone rings, and I'm always depressed, and I nag endlessly. I'm surprised, what's upset about him? I've fought so hard, isn't he satisfied? I'm stressed enough, okay?! ”
Forget it, I still don't think about these unhappy things, let's help my father clean up his things, it's a big deal to be said a few more words by him. With a long sigh, I got up and walked out the door, and as soon as I reached the bedroom door, a familiar voice came to my ears.
"My daughter is tired all night, her health is not good, her sleep is poor, and I still make such a loud noise, it is really useless, useless......"
At that moment, when I heard my father's words of self-reproach and guilt, and when I saw him carefully put away the mouthwash cup with trembling hands, my tears instantly fell.
It turned out that my father was so depressed that he was worried about me, so worried that he forgot that he was the patient who had to go to the hospital for examination.
"Always do everything to give me the best, am I proud of you? Still worried about me? Your child, grow up......"
When the alarm clock rang, I wiped tears from my face and walked towards my father with a smile.