Chapter 35: But You're Not Around, I'm Better Than Dead

The room was silent. It was so quiet that you could hear the subtle rustle of the air conditioner.

He stood there, his expression faint, his tone light, calm to the point of oppression.

Xia pouted: "What are you going to do?" If I don't want to be with you, are you going to lock me up on the outlying islands? ”

"Tilt, don't tempt me." He walked slowly, a layer of cold air shrouded between his eyebrows, "Now I have no bottom line." ”

As long as he can keep her, he will do whatever it takes.

He had tasted the loss of her, it was bitter, it seemed to be crazy, day was like night, his heart was dark, and there was no light in it. He used to be very gentle, gently caring for the love between them, but failed, and now he doesn't need to be gentle.

Forcible seizure, iron wrists, those methods he has tried and have not tried, as long as he can tie her to his side, he doesn't care.

This world is too boring for him, and his heart seems to be floating in another world, never where it belongs. Only when she is by his side, he will have a sense of belonging, like the land that has been in drought for a long time looking forward to rain and dew, like the endless abyss looking forward to sunshine.

She is the only one.

Xia tilted his head.

"You're wrong." She turned her head to look at the scenery outside the balcony, "No matter what method you use to keep me, we have broken up, it's a fact." Ah Chen, I hope you understand that I stayed with you, not to get back together with you, but to make it clear to you thoroughly. ”

Mu Jinchen squinted his eyes and said in a cold tone: "I don't want to hear it!" ”

"If you don't want to hear it, you have to listen to it!"

The more stubborn he is, the tougher she becomes, forcing him to face reality.

"Do you think that forcing me to be with you will really lead to a good outcome? Your love is crazy, repressive, deformed, you don't love the world more because of me, but you want to give up the whole world because of me, your love has no room to grow, no room for breathing, you understand? ”

Mu Jinchen's body shook, and his eyes began to go wild.

"But the love I want is free, it can make us feel beautiful together, it can have independent space for each other but rely on each other to hold hands and walk through this life. You could have done it, but you are sick, you can't control your desire to control, you can't suppress your greed, you want to bind my whole life, how do you let this love continue? ”

"I don't care!"

Every word she said was like a sharp knife slashing at her heart, blurring his flesh and blood, and his emotions were above reason, which was deeper paranoia.

With a 'bang', he raised his hand and swept the hot porridge to the ground.

The porridge water splashed, and Xia Tian took two steps back, still burning his toes.

"You don't care, but I do." Her expression became colder, "Maybe like you said, I may not love you as much as I once said." So, I can't accept you like this. ”

"You must accept me!"

Mu Jinchen rushed over, grabbed her wrist, and pressed her against the wall, "I gave you a chance to leave, and I gave you five years, but you came back." Dump, you're back, you know what, you've lost the chance to choose. ”

Xia tilted his head and looked at him, "If you force me to stay by your side like this, will you really feel happy?" ”

"No, it won't. But if you're not around, I'm better off dead. ”

These black eyes have endured too much obsession and pain, and they are so heavy that people dare not look at them directly.