Chapter 79: Circumstances Made Me Made
But for themselves at that time, how could they have the opportunity to come to such a place to eat those things, those are high consumption, and for their orphans, it is impossible to afford to consume them.
Even if you have money, you can't waste it like this, and you have to think about your future life. After all, I clearly know that unlike other people, I can't have a drunk life today, because they have something to rely on, but they can only rely on themselves.
"So what to do?" He Yuhe was naturally able to understand that no matter how they cried, it was impossible for them to come to such a place to eat those.
Take this money to eat hamburgers and fries, for them to come, enough for them to eat, so how can it be wasted, no matter how to say that the orphanage is not such a rich place, there are so many orphans.
"Later, the dean took us to do it ourselves, and then everyone imagined that this was the hamburger and fries that everyone was eating outside." Just do it yourself and fantasize that this is a hamburger and fries.
What's more, the children at that time had only heard of these terms, and they had never eaten them at all, and they didn't know what they looked like. So when the dean said it was burgers and fries, everyone naturally believed it.
"It seems that you guys are still quite easy to satisfy, and it's easy to deceive." The children are still relatively simple, and their thoughts are not so complicated.
It's better to think about it when you're young.,It's not too complicated to think about it.,This kind of life should be happier.,When you grow up.,I always feel that there are too many things to worry about.,It's not this thing or that.,The mind is not simple at all.,It seems to be a lot more complicated.。
Therefore, sometimes I still yearn to go back to the past, to the time when I was young, because that time was really carefree, and that kind of life, for me at present, is what I yearn for.
"It's not that children are easy to deceive, it's just that I haven't been exposed to it at that time, so I naturally don't know what it's like." After all, I have always lived in that circle and rarely went out.
Can't be like other children, have parents to accompany them to the playground, go out to travel and play around, the children in the orphanage, they can't do it at all, the place of their activities is in the orphanage, and the outside world is not very well understood.
Because I was treated differently from other children since I was a child, it was impossible to have the opportunity to learn about the outside world, and I was naïve at that time. I feel that when I grow up, I will have a chance, and I can go wherever I want at that time.
I think about it at that time, it was really simple, and life was very monotonous, but I had a very happy life every day, after all, I had so many friends in the orphanage, and I never felt lonely.
Although it is impossible to be like other friends, with their parents with them, they can go out and play all day long, but they stay in the orphanage all day long, play games together, and play together, in fact, they have a very happy life.
After listening to her explanation, He Yuhe also felt that it was indeed quite reasonable, the environment was different, and the mood was naturally different, although they lived in an orphanage and their lives were a bit monotonous, but they didn't feel lonely at all, because they were accompanied by a lot of friends.
In fact, I also longed to have such a large group of friends around me, but I was not as happy as she was when I was a child, but I didn't have any intimate friends around me, and there were few good friends who could have fun.
"Maybe I can't fully understand what you're saying, but I think you're optimistic, even though you grew up in an orphanage, it gives me the impression that you don't look like you at all, you grew up there." I've always felt that children who grew up in that environment have a somewhat prejudiced personality.
After all, their growth lacks the company of their families, so it will cause personality distortion or something like that, but the girl in front of them can't feel it at all, and even she is more sensible than the average eldest lady, knows her way better, and will be more exciting if she comes out by herself, and at the same time knows that no one can help herself all the time, only herself.
Maybe she is a girl who likes to be independent, so in the face of her in front of me, I feel that she is very different.
Although she grew up in an orphanage, her personality will not deviate at all, nor will she be any different from normal people, on the contrary, she lives a very optimistic life and sees things very thoroughly.
There are some things that I have to bow to the wind, and I don't see it as thoroughly as she can, probably because I haven't experienced it, so I don't think about it as thoroughly as her.
Shu Yixin looked at him, smiled, and said softly, "Your answer always surprises me." "He doesn't have any prejudice against himself, he is very different from himself from the beginning to the end.
Is it your own delusion, is it that you have different ideas about him, or something else? I can't even say it myself.
"What's so surprising about my answer, why would I say something different?" He Yuhe's sharp eyes looked at Shu Yixin, and he didn't feel anything different, it was normal.
"Quite simply, you don't seem to have any prejudice against me." He has no prejudice against himself, he truly regards himself as an ordinary person, he will not look at himself with colored eyes, nor will he feel that he is an orphan and alienated himself.
He Yuhe was surprised, and said softly, "It turns out that you are talking about this, this is nothing, although you are an orphan, but you are more sensible than people of the same age, maybe this is what I appreciate!" On the contrary, those delicate eldest ladies don't like it even more, and they like independent, strong and individualized people.
Maybe it's a similar factor.,I've always been more independent.,So naturally I also want the people around me to be independent.,And shouldn't rely on others for everything.。
Seeing her is precisely because of her independence, don't look at her young age, a lot of things have happened to her, she has experienced a lot of setbacks, and she has achieved such an independent personality today, but this is exactly what I appreciate.
Shu Yixin took a sip of tea and said lightly, "This is the environment that made me, because the environment in which I grew up is different from other people, I have to be strong, I knew at a very young age that only I can rely on myself." "It's not that I want to be so strong, I also want to have a backer to rely on, at least I don't have to be so tired, but this kind of life can only be thought about for myself.
It's not that it's unreasonable to think about it, in addition to yourself, you can give yourself such a support, and who else can give yourself a lifetime of support.
Since I know this truth, I often get up, and I don't think that I am different from other people, and I begin to be compassionate, on the contrary, I am working harder and harder to live, and I want to make my life more exciting.
"It's because of your personality that I admire, so I think you're different from other girls, in fact, I don't like that kind of girl with the character of Miss Didi." Li Yiyou is one of them, her family background is very good, and her upbringing is also very good in all aspects, but she is not the type she admires.
On the contrary, I appreciate the fact that a girl like her in front of me lives independently and breaks out of the sky by her own ability, but in fact, I really want to know what kind of ability they have. Living by one's own ability, I know that life is not easy, and I know that everything is not as simple as I think.
"It's because the type you usually come into contact with is completely different from me, so you feel special, in fact, from another point of view, there is nothing very special, just working hard for life." If it's not for life, why do you have to live so hard, and why do you have to struggle to move forward all day long.
Sometimes when I am tired, I want to go back to my parents like other girls, be their good girl, and then tell them that I am tired and want to rest.
After that, my parents will comfort me that when I am tired, don't go out and stay by my parents' side obediently. Sometimes I want to do it, but the reality is cruel.
Even in a dream, I don't dare to dream like this, I don't dare to think like this.
It's not that I don't have such thoughts, but I don't dare to think about it at all, because the reality is too cruel, and I can't change anything if I think too much, and I can only be forced to grow up and bear my own pressure.
When Shu Yixin said these words, he was thinking about himself in his heart, and he also longed to have the love of his parents and family like those eldest ladies, but can he have it if he desires? This is simply impossible to achieve, and you can only rely on yourself, because no one can really help you except yourself, so in such an environment, you can only be forced to grow up and be forced to accept all the reality.
The ideal is very good, but the reality is really skinny, not living in the ideal, but living in the reality, so for their own life tomorrow, for a better life in the future, they can only continue to work hard, even if it is blood and sweat, they feel that it is worth it.
After all, there is no such environment, so I don't dare to have such an idea, I can only let myself continue to grow and face reality.
He Yuhe listened to her words, in fact, she still felt quite deeply in her heart, after all, a girl of her age has gone through a lot of things to get to where she is today, although she is very strong, but she can still see that she also longs for the love of her parents and family like other normal girls.
At this moment, I suddenly remembered that Uncle Sun's missing daughter, if she hadn't disappeared, would be as old as her. If you are like the girl in front of you, she grew up in an orphanage, I don't know what her personality will be like, whether she will be sad, whether she will complain that her parents have abandoned her, or whether she will live an optimistic and positive life like her. Reading a book and finding the latest chapters by yourself? You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!