“……”

"Shall I ask you again? Why not answer? Unable to speak, he lowered his voice and asked again.

Qiao Nuanyang raised his head to see his face clearly, his pupils were very calm, and the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked with a sneer, "What do you want me to answer you?" I've told you everything you want to know, but you don't believe it, so what can I do? ”

She's just a casual attitude of believing it or not, I've already said it anyway.

I didn't realize what I was angry about.

"Qiao Nuanyang, do you think I'm just angry because of this matter?" His voice was deep.

She frowned, still straightening her back, "Qin Shijin, it's clear that you are making a big fuss yourself, you are angry yourself, I don't think there is anything wrong, why do you think there is something?" ”

He makes a fuss?

Is he stingy?

It's all his Qin Shijin's problem?

Qin Shijin angrily stretched out his finger and nodded at her nose, and he almost didn't mention it in one breath, he had maintained his demeanor for many years, because this woman seemed to be able to completely break her skills with a single word.

"Qiao Nuanyang, do you think this is a big fuss?"

“……”

Qin Shijin quickly cut off her words again, "Have you forgotten your identity now?" You're my wife now, you're my wife, isn't there anything you should tell me in the first place? You can call me when something happens! The person you turn to for help, the person you confide in should be me, not a person who silently bears everything, you can solve everything. But! Was that before? 1+1=2, you are not alone now, I am trying to be a husband, what about you? Have you opened your heart? ”

He tapped his index finger hard, pointing in the direction of her atrium.

"Two people are together to accompany each other and warm each other, if there is no difference from before marriage, then what kind of marriage?" It's not as good as living alone.

Qiao Nuanyang's face was slightly pale, and he just felt as if he had countless reasons.

Aren't all women more independent now?

However, men and women think differently, and too much independence seems to hurt people.

She seemed to suddenly understand something......

She is also the first time to be someone's wife, where do you know so much, a person with Rui Rui is used to it, she thought it was just a simple three meals a day, and sent Rui Rui to school together was so plain, no wonder, people say that marriage is actually a science.

Not everyone can run a good marriage.

"Qin Shijin ......"

"Think about it for yourself until you figure it out."

Her big truths that she had justified and explained for herself were all blocked in her throat at this moment, and Qin Shijin had already walked into the bedroom and closed the door.

Qiao Nuanyang looked at the door fixedly, not daring to move any more steps.

…… Are they arguing again?

Qin Shijin is also right.

He was trying to be a good husband, but she didn't, and when I was a child, I remember that my father and mother were like this, and they would share happiness.

At that time, she didn't understand, she just thought that it was happiness and sweetness.

Dad would bring back Mom's favorite hot and sour noodles or other snacks on the way home from work in the evening, and it would be sweet for them to sit in the dim light and eat a simple late-night snack.

When it snows, my mother goes to the intersection to pick up my father and go home, and he will wrap his wife in his coat to share the warmth with her.

When my mother was seriously ill and died, the relatives at home showed sinister faces and kept persuading, "Why are you saving her, breast cancer, there is no money to smash into it, sooner or later she will die, and when she dies, she will only leave a butt of debt, which woman is willing to follow you?" ”

Before her mother was seriously ill and died, she held her tightly in her arms and cried all the time, holding her hand, she felt her hand gradually cold.

Dad kept looking at her, and he kept crying, and didn't say anything.

After his mother's body was cremated, he found a beautiful place to bury her and planted flowers around the cemetery.

When he was past seven or seven, he had to go to the grave every day to burn paper, and if he encountered any troubles, he would drink alone, Qiao Nuanyang had seen it many times, and in the middle of the night, he patted a handful of peanuts and put a bottle of wine in front of him to talk to the place where his mother was sitting before her death.

said that he had encountered something happy and unhappy recently, and then said that Nuan Yang had grown taller again, and he did well in this exam......

He was just an ordinary worker, he hadn't read much of a book, and he wasn't very good at expressing his feelings, every time Qiao Nuanyang secretly watched that scene, he knew that he was thinking about his mother.

He wanted to too.

Now I think Dad wants to think about it even more.

The love between husband and wife is deep, and after losing another partner, they lose half of their souls, and couples who really love each other will not last long after the other half is gone......

So, a few years later, my father also went, drank, and the drunk driver got into a car accident and killed someone, and he himself died.

……

She went back to the room and changed her clothes, and changed into a white cotton and linen skirt, which was breathable and good for wounds, and the skirt on the lower body was pale blue, and there were a few red camellias on the shoulders.

After Cheng's sister-in-law finished the meal, she asked her to come down to eat.

Qin Shijin didn't come down, Rui Rui got down from the chair and climbed upstairs to knock on the door, and when he came back again, Qiao Nuanyang didn't see the person behind him, so he knew that Qin Shijin was still angry.

Sister-in-law Cheng cautiously asked, "Are you quarreling again?" ”

“……”

She went to the kitchen and took out the dishes and chopsticks, took out some of each dish, and asked Sister-in-law Cheng to bring it to him.

It didn't take long for Sister-in-law Cheng to take things out when she went up, and the contents were all eaten.

Fortunately, he was angry with himself, not angry, and didn't eat.

She went to the study alone to read, and Qin Shijin would usually accompany her, but he didn't come over tonight.

When she was just alone, she also thought about it repeatedly, and this matter does have its own problems.

The marriage with Qin Shijin came very suddenly.

She got her marriage certificate before she was ready for marriage.

Normal marriages are all about being in love, getting engaged, remarrying, and having children. But they are married directly, and everything is her slowly re-learning, not understanding, two people need to share with each other when they are together.

She thought that she could handle it, so she didn't need to say to Qin Shijin, she had checked this aspect just now, and such actions would make men think that they were not important, and at the same time, they were also squeezing men out of their world.

In other words, that is, she actually subconsciously protects herself too much, and still does not regard him as someone she wants to rely on for the rest of her life.

She propped her chin in the study, sighed, and couldn't read the book at all.

Suddenly, it rained heavily at night, thunder shook, and a huge sound roared accompanied by white lightning, and Qiao Nuanyang's heart was full of hair.

Suddenly, the lights in the room went out, and darkness was everywhere.

Blackout?

Qiao Nuanyang hugged his head nervously.

The thunder roared and I heard a faint cry from next door, yes...... Rui Rui's room, she stood up in a hurry and forgot that she had an injury, and slammed into the table in front of her, she gasped in pain, and took her mobile phone to touch Rui Rui's room according to the road ahead.

Rui Rui sat on the bed and rubbed her eyes and cried, "Mom-"

Qiao Nuanyang sat beside Rui Rui around the head of the bed, and pressed her small body in her arms, "What's wrong?" Ruirui, don't cry, don't cry! ”

"I'm afraid!" She grabbed Qiao Nuanyang's clothes and drilled into her arms vigorously, "I'm so afraid of a ghost over there!" ”

She looked at the window, and was frightened by the wind and lightning that swayed the shadows of the trees outside.

She hurriedly pressed Rui Rui's head and hugged her little body hard in her arms.

Rui Rui's room has books, but her room is away from trees, so she probably doesn't want to sleep well at night.

"Baby, don't cry, Mommy is by your side."

She has an injury on her arm, Rui Rui has a good appetite during this time, the flesh on her body is as long as the wind, much heavier than before, Qiao Nuanyang is now holding her a little hard, and the injury on her arm hurts when she touches it, but Rui Rui is relieved when she lies on her shoulder.

She struggled to pull the door and walked in the direction of her bedroom, and just walked out when she bumped into something.

Qiao Nuanyang was startled.

"Ahh

"It's me."

The familiar calm voice suddenly came from the top of his head, Qin Shijin took a photo of the mother and daughter with his mobile phone, Rui Rui deflated her mouth and called sadly, "Dad, I'm so scared, there are ghosts outside......"

"Don't be afraid, Dad is here, Dad is with you."

He saw Qiao Nuanyang's face a little pale through the dim light, remembering that she was injured, wouldn't she feel uncomfortable holding Rui Rui?

There was a quarrel at night, and he didn't know what to say when he saw Qiao Nuanyang now.

The strong face also made him unable to pull his face to make amends to her, and said sorry, I shouldn't have murdered you.

This time it was Qiao Nuanyang who made a mistake in consciousness, she didn't admit her mistake, he couldn't retreat.

Directly went over and hugged Rui Rui, and the little girl who had taken a bath also had a faint fragrance of gardenias.

The man's big hand held the little girl's calf, pressed her head into his arms, and turned to carry Rui Rui into his room.

Qiao Nuanyang only saw his back in the dim light and shadow, pushed the door open and went in, she saw a jumping fire in his room, and several candles were lit in the room.

Qin Shijin had already gently put the little girl on his bed, bent down and stuffed Rui Rui into the quilt, "Okay, it's okay, don't be afraid, Dad is with you, Dad will defeat those monsters, okay?" ”

Rui Rui was really frightened, holding his arm and reluctant to let go, Qiao Nuanyang was also afraid of such a thunderstorm.

Standing on the edge of the bed with her arms in her arms, she would subconsciously close her eyes when a burst of thunder slashed.

Qin Shijin hugged Rui Rui and coaxed patiently, and when he looked up and saw her biting her lip and not saying a word, he immediately understood, and cleared his throat, "Because of the thunder, there is a problem with the nearby circuit, there will be a power outage tonight, and the call will come at dawn, the time is not early, go take a bath and rest." ”

“……”

She's afraid of the dark.

Stand there and don't move.

The face is full of embarrassment, and the face is full of rejection.

"Still not going?"

Rui Rui leaned her head up and leaned into Qin Shijin's ear, "Dad, Mom is afraid of the dark and thunder." ”

“……”

Oh.

It turns out that both mother and daughter are a virtue, no wonder she was scared like that just now, like a ghost.

Qin Shijin's heart was relieved, then let go of Rui Rui and stood up, and then went to the next room to get her pajamas.

Qiao Nuanyang took a candle into the bathroom to take a bath, although Qin Shijin was outside, he was still very scared in his heart.

She took a shower in a hurry, and there was her own shadow in the mirror in a trance, and when she came out, she tragically dropped her underwear on the ground and was all wet.

It is not a way to stay in the bathroom all the time, so she opened the bathroom door and called Qin Shijin.

"My underwear is wet, can you do me a favor......"