Chapter Thirty-Six: This Life Can Only Belong to Him

When he was full of complications, his roommate's phone called again, and his voice was a little angry, "Shen Yan!" Why haven't you come yet? ”

Shen Yan apologized a little weakly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I don't think the matter on my side will be over for a while, so let's make an appointment another day, right? ”

Hearing her say this, the decibel of her roommate instantly rose, "Shen Yan!" How can you do that? Do you know Xu Jin'an, he ......?"

"Shen Yan!"

Jian Xiu called her behind her, she was so frightened that she instantly covered the receiver of the phone, and she didn't hear the second half of the sentence as a matter of course, she turned her head to look at Jian Xiu, "What's wrong?" ”

Jian Xiu's gaze swept over her phone, and then said lightly, "Help me see how about this." ”

Shen Yan squeezed out a smile, "Okay, come right away!" ”

After speaking, he quickly picked up the phone again, "Hey? Sorry, I didn't hear it just now, what did you say? What happened to Xu Jin'an? ”

"Nothing." It was Xu Jin'an's voice that came from the phone, "If you don't come, you won't come, let's get together another day." ”

There was a thick sense of exhaustion and loss in his voice, but Shen Yan, who was focused on Jian Xiu, didn't notice it at all, and only hurriedly said, "Then I'll invite you to dinner another day!" Then he hung up.

Jian Xiu glanced at Shen Yan who came over, "Something else to do in a while?" ”

Shen Yan hurriedly shook his head, "It's okay." ”

"Hmm...... Then in return for the afternoon of shopping with me, I'll treat you to dinner. ”

Shen Yan naturally nodded happily, for her, being able to get along with Jian Xiu for a short time was like stealing, and she felt very happy.

In the end, Jian Xiu chose a silver bracelet, Shen Yan wore it on his hand, and his heart was happy and sour, happy because it was put on by Jian Xiu for her, and sour because it was destined not to belong to her......

It wasn't until a long, long time later that Shen Yan learned from her roommate that the second half of the sentence she hadn't heard at the beginning was, "Do you know that Xu Jin'an has been preparing to confess to you for a long time today!" ”

Shen Yan fell asleep in his memories, but Jian Xiu sat quietly in the living room alone for a long time, he also remembered the past, remembered that he heard Shen Yan's roommate talk to Xu Jin'an on the phone, and when he heard her say that Xu Jin'an planned to confess today, he looked at Shen Yan who was standing in the corner reading a book, and he couldn't move his steps.

Once he also thought that Shen Yan was just a passerby in his life, even if she was a little different to him, he could also let go of it until ...... Until this moment, a huge panic suddenly welled up in his heart, it was a panic that he was about to lose something important, and then before he could react, he was already standing in front of Shen Yan.

At that time, he used a clumsy excuse to keep her, and he also successfully disrupted Xu Jin'an's plan, but in fact, he just relied on Shen Yan's love, because she loved him, so she stayed for him, but what if she didn't love her? Can he still have any certainty of keeping her from Xu Jin'an?

A deep sense of powerlessness welled up in his heart, why was it her? If there wasn't that thing in the middle between them, if he wouldn't feel more guilty for every more thing he loved her, would they have a happy ending?

Maybe...... If he lets go, at least Shen Yan can be happy?

But as soon as this idea came out, it was snuffed out by Jian Xiu.

No, even if they torture each other, he doesn't want to let go, Shen Yan ...... This life can only belong to him.