At first, he thought of setting up a website, but after so long, the farm didn't sell on the Internet, and he himself felt ashamed! He not only established several websites in China, but also established websites such as AliExpress that sell to Eastern Europe and Russia. He not only has to keep up with the times, he also has to be ahead of the times!

He set out to set up a small processing plant near the farm to make snacks and groceries, and he also went to supermarkets in Shenzhen and Guangzhou to see which snacks were the most popular.

He felt successful because he had finally stepped out of himself, and he had fulfilled his lifelong secret wish to step out of himself. Art didn't get him out of himself, but it was worse. But now, he did.

He didn't realize how much Hirota had helped him, and he didn't know how dependent he was on her. Although he didn't have this awareness, as soon as he was with her, his voice was noticeably lowered, becoming soft and intimate, almost a little cheesy.

Together with Huang Siyao, he inevitably stiffened a little, feeling that he owed her everything, so he showed the greatest respect and love for her, as long as she still respected him on the surface. But he knew that he was secretly afraid of her. A woman like Huang Siyao can completely give him a fatal blow. So he seemed to be low in his voice because of his fear of guilt, and he was very kind to her. He couldn't help but be a little nervous talking to Huang Siyao, and he was silent as soon as she appeared.

It was only when he was alone with Hirota that he truly felt like his master. He also chattered like her, and the two of them talked very speculatively. He also asked her to shave her face and occasionally wipe herself with a sponge, looking like a child, really like a child.

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Huang Siyao is very lonely now, because there are fewer and fewer people coming to the small western-style building. Zhang Haifei doesn't need them anymore. He didn't even pay attention to his "close friends", he became eccentric, and every day he was either on the website to read all kinds of materials, or he was watching the seventh program.

He spent a lot of money to hire someone to make the farm homepage, Taobao and Jingdong online stores, AliExpress online stores, he immersed himself in the online store every day, and he could laugh all day when he heard the sound of customers placing orders.

That made Huang Siyao surprised, and she was scared enough. But he still sat upright, with an empty and crazy expression, like a man who had lost his soul.

Huang Siyao didn't know what was going on. So she either fled back to her room or went out into the woods. At times she was filled with fear, of the early madness of the whole civilized world.

Now Zhang Haifei is wandering away in the direction of industry and websites. He was suddenly transformed, into a strong, efficient man on the outside but weak on the inside, a peculiar crab or lobster in modern industry and finance, an invertebrate crustacean, a steel shell like a machine, but a sparse mess inside. This is what Huang Siyao thinks about him, and she feels at a loss for him.

She still didn't have freedom, because Zhang Haifei had to ask her to stay by her side. He seemed nervous and afraid that she would leave him. His strange weak side, his affection and his human side, depended on her out of fear, like a child, even like an idiot. She must stay in the house and be his wife, or he will be confused, like a demented child lost in the wasteland.

He relied on her too much, and realizing this, Huang Siyao couldn't help but feel frightened. She listened to him speak to the managers, supervisors, and even workers of his farm, and was amazed at his shrewdness, at his power, at his incredible ability to grasp what was supposed to be practical. He's become a doer, and he's a shrewd man.

Huang Siyao believes that this is the result of being influenced by Botai, and it is precisely at the moment when his life is in crisis that he changes.

Such a shrewd and capable doer almost becomes a dementia when he faces his love life alone. He relied on Huang Siyao, who was his wife, a person higher than him, so he worshipped her, with the reverence of a weakling, like a barbarian looking at a civilized man. It is a kind of worship born of fear and even hatred, and it is both fear and hatred of the terrible power of idols. The only thing he needed was for Huang Siyao to swear and swear not to leave him or abandon him.

Later, she got a key to a cabin in the woods. One day she asked, "Haifei! Do you really want me to conceive a baby? ”

His eyes were dark, and he looked at her timidly, "I'm fine, as long as it doesn't affect the relationship between the two of us." ”

"What affects us?" She asked.

"You and me, the love between us! If it affects love, I'm against it. Maybe when I'll have my own children! ”

She looked at him in amazement.

"I mean, maybe I'll be okay someday."

She still stared at him in amazement, embarrassed to see him.

"So you don't like me having children?"

"I'll tell you," he replied eagerly, like an animal in a hurry, "I will, but only if it doesn't affect your love for me." If it will affect it, then I will not agree with it. ”

Huang Siyao could only be silent about this, both afraid of him and contemptuous of him. This is simply idiot nonsense. He's gone.

"Oh, that won't affect my feelings for you." She said with a slight mockery.

"That's right!" "That's the key!" he said. In that case, I don't care at all. I mean, how nice it would be to have kids running around in the house, to make the family feel hopeful. I'll have something to fight for, and if it's your child, right, dear? I'll treat it as if it were my own. That's all because of you. You get the idea, my dear? I don't care, it doesn't matter, from the perspective of life, you are great, you know, don't you? I mean, here's what I think, I'm just thinking about you, I'm insignificant. I live for you, for your future. I'm nothing to myself! ”

Huang Siyao was stunned and disgusted when she heard this. This is the most terrible lie, the poison of human existence. But how can a man who is still sane say such things to a woman? Unless it's a man who doesn't have a reason. But how can a man who has any shame put the whole burden of life on a woman and abandon her in nothingness?

What's even more annoying is that half an hour later, Huang Siyao heard Zhang Haifei chatting with Mrs. Bo enthusiastically. He shows unrelenting enthusiasm for Hirota, as if she were half his lover and half mother. While chatting, Hirota carefully dressed him in formal clothes, because the family was going to have an important guest on business.

In this case, Huang Siyao sometimes really wants to die. She felt like she was going to be crushed to death by inexplicable lies and astonishing stupidity and cruelty.

Far from gratifying her, Zhang Haifei's peculiar ability in business frightened her, and the admiration and dependence he showed to her in private made her panic. Nothing exists between them. Now she doesn't even touch him, and he doesn't touch her. He never even shook her hand lovingly. No! Because they had no contact at all, the confessions of adoration he had made to her became torture for her. It was a complete cliché that made her feel like she was either losing her mind or dying.