King Ryan didn't admit that I just said that he would cancel the marriage contract, obviously he didn't even want to be perfunctory, even if it was too difficult to say in the future, after trying a few times, it didn't work, and then he came to confess to me, I didn't accept it, I knew that canceling the marriage contract was basically a joke, and it was impossible.

But I'm afraid that King Ryan thinks so too, so he doesn't even want to lie to me? For a while, I didn't know what to do.

If it weren't for my amnesia and the fact that I am so unfamiliar with the environment here, I'm afraid I wouldn't want to be so cranky, suffer from gains and losses, and I would have been able to find a way out for myself by myself. Or drag it until I can survive on my own, stay away from everything here, whether he is royal wealth or family bonds, I don't care as much as outsiders think.

It's just that now I don't have the slightest ability to survive in this world, and the courage to live alone in another strange place. In Lufu, at least I still have my father and mother who value me very much, but when I go outside, I have no money in my hand and no ability, so I can only starve to death when I go out. At the very least, it should give me time to figure out a way to make money and make ends meet.

That's why I'm willing to be manipulated by that strange daddy.

King Ryan sent me to the door, and I got out of the car to say hello to him out of politeness, and he left in his carriage without going in.

But this can't be hidden from my parents, the little guy who guards the door saw it, and he has already gone in to report to his mother. When I entered the door, the first person who came out to greet me was my younger brother, Lu Fengnian.

As soon as he saw me, he said, "My father has gone to the Yamen, and he said that he will settle accounts with you when he comes back. Mother is also waiting for you in the main hall, saying that she wants to teach you a lesson, a girl to be married, it is too unruly to go out and show her face. ”

Lu Fengnian came to report to me, and at the same time escorted me to the main hall, afraid that I would hide and not see anyone.

I knew he was helpless, so I followed very meekly. I'm only fifteen years old this year, and Lu Fengnian is only twelve years old, and he still can't compete with his father and mother. But a boy of such a big age, he didn't even dare to rebel against his parents, I was also a little speechless about this younger brother's temperament, and now he is as well-behaved as a little sheep, how can he go out and make contributions in the future? My father was counting on him to prosper the lintel, and I was afraid that he would be disappointed.

As soon as I entered the main hall, I saw my mother poking her head out and waiting for someone, and when she saw me, she didn't show great joy, but asked, "Where is the prince?" Didn't come in with you? ”

I am afraid that the little maid didn't see King Ryan leave, so he came in to report, I was relieved, and said: "The prince sent me to the door and went back, after all, we haven't married yet, and it's not good for him to come in with him." If the mother wants to see the prince, she can go to the Ruian Mansion to find him, or when will he come to the house next time, wouldn't it be justified? ”

"Then you go out with the prince, and you are justified? You are already married, and you are not allowed to meet before you get married, why are you still going to see him? "My mother's tone was a little bad, and she was going to attack me.

"I didn't go to see him, I just ran into him in the teahouse, at first I also said it for a long time, I want to come back quickly, but the prince must keep me for a cup of tea, I don't want to offend him, so I had to agree, no, just drank a cup of tea, said a few words, I came back, and didn't stay out for too long, and didn't have any behavior with the prince, if my mother is not even satisfied with this, then I won't see him in the future."

It's just that I don't see him, and I don't care anyway, so I don't want to go out, wouldn't that suffocate me?

My mother slapped the table as expected, but I was still startled and shivered subconsciously.

The mother said angrily: "You still want to go out? Tell you, before you get married, you don't want to go out again! What does it look like for a girl to run around outside all day! ”

I looked at the sky speechlessly, I was forced to come when I went out today, if it wasn't for seeing King Ryan, I'm afraid my mother wouldn't have lost such a big temper, I will be obedient when I come back, and I will be coquettish with my mother, and it will be nothing to say a few good words. But it's 、、、

"You have to have a reason to lock me up, right? Is it because I saw King Ryan that I can't go out in the future? I asked.

My mother said as if I had the final say, "This is not only what I meant, but also what your father meant. A girl's family, or at home to be a female celebrity, it is better to study piano, chess, calligraphy and painting. Before, because you were recovering from a serious illness, we didn't force you, but now that your body is better, it's time for you to pick up the old things, and when you're fine, practice the piano more, draw a picture or something. Your wedding dress is still a little unfinished, do you want to take it back and embroider it yourself? ”

"No, mother will do it for you. If there is nothing else, I will go back first, I am afraid that I will not be able to practice the piano, but calligraphy and painting are okay, but my mother wants to go and see how much I have recovered? I said with a cold face.

"I still have something to do, so I'll go over, Cai'er, send your young lady back!" Mother said.

I left expressionlessly, and before I had gone far, I heard my mother say to Lu Fengnian angrily: "It's really lawless!" Why is it that you are sick, your sister is so much worse than before! Now that you dare to talk back to me, won't you have to turn the world upside down in the future! It's really unbelievable! I always want to run out every day, where is there a beautiful girl! She is not like the daughter of a scholar, but like the daughter of a rough warrior! ”

I walked far and didn't hear the latter words, but just a few words could make me angry. Is this my mother? Why do you look at me like that? I'm already like this just when I go out, and if I make more outrageous actions in the future, will they disown me as a daughter? Or even think I'm a shame on them?

As soon as such a thought came to me, I could no longer take it back, and I closed my eyes and forced back the tears that were already shaking in my eyes. Thinking back to everything that happened since I woke up, and my parents' attitude towards me, my heart felt cold for a while.

Although they are good to me, they are not spoiled enough to be unconditionally good to me, in contrast, they are more spoiled by Lu Fengnian. Or they think that the son is the one who inherits the lineage, the one who is his own family, and I am just the daughter who will marry soon, and it is the water that has been spilled, and sooner or later it will belong to the in-laws' family.

Maybe I'm thinking too much, but judging from my mother's attitude today, I don't need to be too sentimental, I'm too kind to them. After all, I'm leaving them soon, aren't I?