At noon on this day,

I was sitting in front of my desk thinking

It's been a long time since I've seen Bai Yan.

According to the attendants, Doctor Bai always likes to run outside the palace when he has nothing to do recently, as if he doesn't want to stay in the palace for a long time.

I know

It must have happened too much recently, about the untimely death, about the son, Bai Yan blamed himself in his heart, but the matter has come to this, and there is nothing to be done.

"Hey! What are you doing alone?" I was just thinking about things all the time, and suddenly I was completely stunned.

It's just that I subconsciously turned my head quickly, and when I saw Bai Yan already standing on the side of the desk in white, he was looking at me motionless with his pair of peach blossom eyes with a youthful spirit.

"White words! Did you know that people are scary, they can scare people to death! When my emotions had calmed down, I looked at him even more and said angrily at him.

"Shuli doesn't do anything wrong, how can she be scared to death by me, a 'ghost'?" Bai Yan smiled slightly, and said to me half-jokingly.

I saw that he had this rare "self-knowledge", so I also teased him and saluted, "Yes, yes, then I would like to ask you, a little ghost, what do you have to teach you when you came here today?"

"Recently, I saw that you and the vinegar jar are not in good spirits, but because the vinegar jar was unfortunately disfigured in the fire?" Bai Yan only looked elsewhere, and then inadvertently delayed before he completely spread out his words to me.

Such a direct straight to the point, such a hard turn, and the dodging glances everywhere make me feel very strange!

Having said that, in fact, Bai Yan sometimes seems to be quite out of tune, but whenever I encounter something big with my son, he is always the most reliable and transparent person.

Now, it doesn't look like him.

So, I just looked at him and asked, "Are you hiding something from me?" ”

Bai Yan looked at me cautiously for a long time, his eyes suddenly confused, suddenly sad, I was even more sure in my heart, so I asked him again, "Why don't you speak?" If you've encountered something difficult to solve, you might as well tell me about it! ”

Then, Bai Yan tentatively said something that shocked me when I listened, "Regarding the vinegar jar, if I have a way to help him treat his face, do you have to do it no matter what?"

"Of course." I didn't even think about it, but I said in affirmation.

I only grabbed his arm again and said suspiciously, "Bai Yan, do you really have a way?"

When I asked, the expression on Bai Yan's face became very complicated for a while, and he gloomily said, "Let me think about it again!" ”

And I, on the other hand, finally understood that his heart was full of things about Childe, but this was obviously a good thing, why did Bai Yan have a sad face and a miserable understanding?

Then there is only one possibility, that is, although this method can cure the child's face, but at the same time, something must be sacrificed, but in my heart, as long as the child's face can be cured, no matter what is sacrificed, I will definitely have no hesitation.

It is also said that after Bai Yan left the Feng Palace, he had been sitting alone in the water stream, without saying a word, without being sad or angry, without eating or drinking, until the end of the day.

Not only carefully considered the things that had not yet been considered during the day, but also recalled over and over again the categorical words that Empress Shang said to him in the Laifeng Palace.

Therefore, I can't help but think about it in my heart

Sparse ......

I have my own way to deal with it, but this method is too ruthless, how can I bear to let you face it?

Even if I can be ruthless, if one day in the future, the vinegar jar knows about this, and he will not kill me, and then it will not be a person who will be injured.

They care about each other, but I come and go as I please!

It's better to ......

However, I was also afraid......

But......

In order to dredge the glass, even if you only lose the words "willingly".

It's worth it too!

That's it, that's it......

People live for a lifetime, and they should always do something for the people they have in mind, so that when they are in chaos, they can say, "It's worth the trip." ”

Isn't it?