Chapter 234: What You Want
In the silence after Yun Feng answered Shanan, there was actually her dissatisfaction and confusion about her current life.
Her biggest dissatisfaction with living in No. 1 Middle School is that life here is becoming more and more like a stagnant water, which makes her feel suffocated.
Since I first came to register for the summer vacation, I went to Guangzhou ECNU to participate in a training on new course standards, and there has been no new and substantive training.
Even after the new curriculum reform training, the biggest change is that the teaching materials have been reformed. Textbooks are divided into two categories: elective and compulsory, and the general textbooks have become thematic arrangements.
For example, in the history subject she taught, general history became a special history, compulsory courses became the content of the subject's graduation examination, and elective courses became the compulsory content of the undergraduate program in the college entrance examination.
Other than that, nothing else has changed. The so-called credit system for the all-round development of students, because it has just been promulgated, is very immature, and has not been understood and implemented, students are still facing the arts and sciences after the first year of high school, but the previous entrance examination has changed its name to the graduation examination, and the specific graduation examination scores are no longer recorded, but the student files are recorded at the same level as representing the excellent and the poor.
As for the teaching objectives, it is still based on the scores of the college entrance examination for doing questions and lecturing, and there is no change.
Although Yun Feng is constantly exploring teaching, she is still a new teacher who has been teaching for less than a year, and she is also responsible for the work of a class teacher.
However, none of these are there, and for many veteran teachers who have been teaching for many years, these needs of her, if they are really implemented, will become a burden to their work and life.
This is the reason for her real distress.
She really doesn't want to live like this and be able to see life in 50 years in one day, and she doesn't like repetitive teaching, which makes her feel like a knowledge point transfer tool in the college entrance examination, with a sense of worthlessness.
She likes to explore, she likes to study, she likes challenges, her life has just begun, how can her enthusiasm be wasted like this?
It's just that she still keeps these things in her heart and hasn't told anyone.
is still because she is still just a new teacher, and she still has a certain freshness for education and teaching, and she still doesn't know the depth of the water.
As for Shanantong, she can't say it, saying it will only make him worry and increase his troubles, so why bother him?
She is enough to deal with it herself, and it is her own life, and she should do it herself. Although she always said that she didn't want to be his appendage, if she relied on him for everything, wouldn't she really become his appendage, which she would never want to see.
Shanan Nan only came to experience life with her for so two days, of course, he couldn't know her thoughts, but what he thought was to think about the education and teaching situation he had learned with Yun Feng in the past two days through a small town middle school like No. 1 Middle School from the perspective of the comparison of education and education at home and abroad, and the combination of education and technology.
Yun Feng went to her last class in the morning, while he stayed in Tian Weiwei's office on the second floor, using Tian Weiwei's computer to browse the Internet.
According to the feedback on the teaching effect of the video he sent to Yun Feng before, and the fact that he listened to Yun Feng's history class and his own personal experience today, he sorted out and recorded the class, and sent emails to his own mailbox and Yun Feng's mailbox, so as to continue to discuss with Yun Feng and his own thinking.
For lunch, Shannan asked Yun Feng to call Ueda Weiwei, Lin Xia and Ye Zi, three colleagues and friends who were close to each other on weekdays, to go to Huacheng to eat together.
First, he wants to thank the three teachers for taking care of his girlfriend on weekdays, and hopes to continue to get along amicably and take care of each other, so that he can feel more at ease when he is not by her side.
After he wanted to go back to Michigan, he began to try to make a small platform to see how to integrate some appropriate and matching education and teaching resources, which could be helpful for rural and urban education in China.
Both he and Yun Feng realized early on from their own growth that the waste of life is the greatest loss of national resources and individuals themselves.
In the final analysis, the development of people in the society, whether it is urban or rural, is human development, if we cannot mobilize the human resources of rural and urban areas as much as possible, it will inevitably bring about a bottleneck in China's social development in the future, and to break the emergence and constraints of this bottleneck, the most important thing is to find a good way of education.
In education, teaching resources, including high-quality teachers, determine the level of education and teaching in a place or school, and also determine the height of the learning ability of students in this region and school.
Therefore, no matter what, he has to be on the same front with his beloved Yun'er and do something for the education career she is engaged in and loves.
Among the few people who had lunch together, Lin Xia was the one who seemed to have the strongest personality.
She was being pursued by a male teacher who was three or four years older than her at this time, and her temper often made the male teacher unable to get off the stage, but she didn't care, in her heart, she was also bored with the boring life she had now, just like Yun Feng, but she was still different from Yun Feng.
Yun Feng is not full of words, but he acts according to the courage and ideas in his heart. Although Lin Xia is smart and has a pungent personality, she seems to dare to say and do, but she is actually not ignorant. There were so many extremely realistic considerations about reality in her heart that she couldn't make up her mind to get out of the walls of No. 1 Middle School.
For life, she, a Hunan girl, has a natural desire for stability.
As a new teacher, to reach a certain position of power, it is also necessary to have a number of years, this uncertainty of development, compared to the turbulent social risk after getting out of a middle school, she may feel that it is safer to still be in a middle school.
Thus, her anticipation of her ideal new life became impatience for her suitor.
What is rare is that her suitor is determined to win her, not only tolerating her everywhere, but also giving her a smile when she stares at her nose and face, without feeling embarrassed at all. This also made her fall into the gentle township in her heart that longed for stability, and her dissatisfaction with No. 1 Middle School became more dissatisfaction with a specific system, as if she was fighting against a system that was not conducive to herself.
As long as the system is adjusted, will she be satisfied? Yun Feng sometimes couldn't understand her.
Yun Feng would also express her dissatisfaction with the school's neglect of the life and work of the young new teacher, but the restlessness in her bones was essentially dissatisfaction with this whole overly quiet life and the work of similar tools. This is also the reason why she has insisted on going to graduate school before.
What she wants to work and live is to satisfy her curiosity to continue to explore, to enable her to gain a sense of accomplishment in personal and social value after coping with professional challenges, and to experience the rich connotation of life at different levels, and then understand the truth of life value, not just a change in a certain system that can subvert her mind.