Chapter 1 Don't Burn Me!
Picking up a handful of water and patting it on his face, Zhou Ze slowly raised his head and looked at himself in the mirror, slightly haggard, as an emergency doctor, this haggard seems to be a standard.
"Doctor Zhou, a new patient will arrive soon, it seems that he fell from the upper floor, I don't know if it is suicide!" Nurse Wang Ya shouted as she stood at the door of the men's bathroom.
"Got it, I'll be right away." Zhou Ze responded, then took out a paper towel to wipe the water droplets clean and began to walk out.
The ambulance soon drove into the hospital, and on the stretcher was an old man in a gray Tang suit, who was coughing incessantly, and from time to time blood foam and fragments of spleen organs were coughed up, and his whole body was covered with blood.
Zhou Ze immediately ran over and observed the situation of the injured while pushing the stretcher cart, and at the same time shouted to the person in front: "Prepare surgical instruments, quickly!" ”
The condition of the injured is very bad.
"I............ I............ Don't want to die. ”
The old man opened his eyes and looked at Zhou Ze, who was closest to him.
"Don't worry, you'll be fine, we'll help you, you can't die."
Most of the dying patients will say this kind of thing at this time, and the people who can really face death calmly are a minority, after all, and as a doctor, at this time, of course, it is not the time to analyze the condition with the injured and tell you how sure you are sure that you can survive, what the injured need at this time is psychological comfort.
"No............ No............ Below............ Below............ It's really horrible down there............"
The old man suddenly grabbed Zhou Ze's wrist and looked at Zhou Ze with a serious face.
"You stabilize your emotions, relax, and there will be no problems with your life." Although there was some pain in his wrist, Zhou Ze still didn't try to break free.
"I don't want to...... Don't want to go any further...... They...... They found me...... I...... They found out about me......"
"Hiss......" Zhou Ze suddenly felt a tingling pain in his wrist.
"Doctor Zhou, your hand!" The little nurse next to him immediately shouted.
The old man's nails were long, and for some unknown reason, his nails were black, the kind of black that was as transparent as amber, and it did not look like there was dirt gathering in them;
At this time, the old man's nails had been embedded in the flesh of Zhou Ze's wrist.
"I'm not going down...... I can't go down...... No, go down...... Ha ha...... cough cough cough ............"
The old man suddenly stood up and coughed violently, and then, his body trembled, and the hand that was originally holding Zhou Ze fell off, and the whole person lost movement.
"Prepare to rescue!" Zhou Ze shouted.
The old man was pushed into the emergency room, and some doctors and nurses began to rescue him, and the electric shock device was prepared.
"Doctor Zhou, I'll help you take care of the wound." Wang Ya came over at this time.
As doctors, they are not actually worried about this flesh injury, what they are most worried about is that if the old man has other diseases, it is likely to put the doctor into a dangerous situation of occupational exposure, after all, the old man has just had a lot of blood on his hands, and no one knows whether he has any infectious diseases on his body.
Some diseases, if they are infected at all, may be ruined for a lifetime.
After the wound was bandaged, another doctor came out of the emergency room and shook his head at Zhou Ze.
This means that the person was not saved.
Everyone's mood is a little lost, but for them, this kind of thing has been seen before, and they will soon adjust.
"Doctor Zhou, let's get a check-up." Wang Ya suggested.
"No, I have something to do in the evening." Zhou Ze shook his head, walked directly to the locker room to change his clothes, and then walked to the hospital parking lot and drove away.
As soon as the car drove under the elevated Jianghai Avenue, Zhou Ze's mobile phone rang.
"Hey, I'm Zhou Ze."
"Doctor Zhou, the children are waiting for you."
"I'm sorry, Principal Wu, there is a patient who has been delayed, I will go over right now and let the children wait for me for a while."
"Okay, okay." They quickly hung up.
Zhou Ze looked at the time again, it was already half past eight in the evening, and the children in the orphanage usually went to bed early.
The red light changed to a green light, Zhou Ze stepped on the accelerator and drove over.
"Toot !!!!!!!"
It was at this time that
A heavy truck drove over at a red light, and Zhou Ze only had time to turn his head sideways to look at the dazzling high beams outside the window.
forthwith
"Bang!"
The world is spinning,
The car was knocked out like a delicate white paper in front of the heavy truck, rolled in the air several times and then fell to the ground.
…………
"Forehead ......"
Zhou Ze woke up,
He found that his body was completely immobile, as if he was stuck.
At the same time, he couldn't open his eyes, he knew that he had been in a car accident, a very serious car accident, out of professionalism, he wanted to check his injuries now, but he couldn't move.
From time to time, there are the sounds of other vehicles passing by, as well as various lama sounds.
Am I still at the scene of the crash?
I'm still in the car?
Zhou Ze thought in his heart.
soon
The sirens of police cars were heard, and the sound of fire trucks,
Finally, the sound of the ambulance whistle that made Zhou Ze feel cordial came.
Zhou Ze sensed that his body was being moved, and the temperature in the vicinity was slightly high, so he should be cutting his car to rescue himself.
Zhou Ze has participated in a lot of this kind of rescue activities, and he is still clear about some processes.
It's a pity that the cake in the back compartment and the Children's Day party of the children in the orphanage can only be lost.
"Doctor Zhou!"
A familiar call.
It should be Dr. Chen in the hospital.
Zhou Ze breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, at least, he saved his life, this can be regarded as a disaster.
There were also the voices of several nurses beside him, because the neighborhood was too noisy, so Zhou Ze couldn't hear it clearly.
But then, Dr. Chen's words made Zhou Ze's heart fall to the bottom!
"Dr. Zhou has lost his vital signs."
No
I'm not dead!
I'm not dead yet!
I'm not dead!!
Zhou Ze shouted desperately in his heart!
He's not dead, he's still conscious, he's not dead!
Next, Zhou Ze sensed that someone was doing cardiopulmonary resuscitation on himself, and he felt the heavy squeezing again and again, but he couldn't open his eyes or speak.
He's not dead,
He hoped they would soon find out that he wasn't dead!
But after a busy time,
Zhou Ze heard the crying voices of several nurses he knew,
Dr. Chan punched the door of a nearby car, looking grief-stricken.
Feed!
Don't give up!
Don't give up!
I'm not dead!
I'm supposed to be in suspended animation now,
Excessive blood loss?
Seriously injured?
But I'm really not dead!
I should still be breathing, I should still have a heartbeat!
Zhou Ze roared wildly in his heart.
But then, he sensed that he was being carried on a stretcher, presumably in an ambulance.
Immediately after that, there was the sound of an ambulance starting.
The nurses in the carriage were still crying.
But this kind of cry was extremely harsh in Zhou Ze's ears,
He's not dead,
What to cry about!
Why cry!
Look at me again,
Look at me again,
Check again,
I'm not dead!
The ambulance stopped,
Immediately afterwards, Zhou Ze heard the voice of the leader of the hospital:
"Xiao Zhouren is just gone?"
"The car accident was very serious, Dr. Zhou was overinjured and lost too much blood, and he has been confirmed dead."
"Really? People are just gone? The other vice president wasn't convinced.
"Xiao Zhou is gone." It was the voice of a department head, "I just checked again. ”
I'm not dead!
You quacks!
I'm not dead!
You bastards!
Bastard!
Zhou Ze kept scolding in his heart, at this moment, the group of people around him were no longer his colleagues, nor his friends, nor his leaders and elders.
They thought they were dead,
But can a dead person still hear and feel sounds?
I'm not dead!
You bastards,
brute
I'm not dead!
Save me!
Save me!
The stretcher cart began to push, and the surroundings were quiet, and the temperature was gradually decreasing.
"Xiaoya, don't be too sad, the dean said that there will be a memorial service for Dr. Zhou in the hospital tomorrow."
"Sister Suqin, I just can't believe it, one person, just gone. What a good person Dr. Zhou is, why is it gone. ”
"There are unforeseen circumstances in the sky, and people have good and bad luck, just look at it a little."
After the two nurses said this, they left.
Around
Empty,
That kind of coolness,
It's so clear.
Zhou Ze kept struggling, he kept trying to resist, he wanted to wake up, he desperately wanted to make his voice heard.
But he feels like a ghost pressing the bed, allowing him to keep working hard, but his body is not controlled by himself at all.
ultimately
He gave up with some despair,
He's tired,
also tired,
He knows where he is now,
In the hospital,
Mortuary.
………………
When Zhou Ze "woke up" again, he sensed a faint coolness on his face, and the tingling sensation was also very clear.
"Is your makeup ready?" Someone asked on the side.
"Don't worry, wait a minute, his whole body has been knocked into this way, where is the makeup so fast."
"People's hospitals are urging him, and they are going to send him to the mourning party immediately."
"Why don't you come?"
The undertaker seems to be a little angry, and she works harder when applying makeup, of course, the customer they are facing is a dead person, and the dead person naturally does not say that it hurts, and there is no need to worry about receiving complaints, just let the living see the results.
Zhou Ze has no strength to struggle,
He just stayed quiet,
Bearing the stinging sensation of the makeup pen pressing down on his face,
finally
The makeup is over.
"Alright, let them in, we're done."
Zhou Ze felt that he was being changed, and immediately, he was pushed out, and the hospital nurses carried him to the soft and cramped space.
this
It should be an ice coffin.
Then, all the noise around was isolated in an instant,
It should be the lid closed.
dithering
shake
Jolt......
I don't know how long it took, Zhou Ze finally heard the voice again, and the lid of the ice coffin should have been opened.
in-ear,
It's mourning.
The dean was making a speech with the microphone, he was praising himself, regretting himself,
Then there are the vice presidents, the directors, and so on.
surrounding
From time to time there is the sound of footsteps walking by,
Someone just walked quietly over and took one last look at himself,
Someone also tried to shout himself a few times, with a crying tone,
It's a look at the remains.
Admiration,
My remains!
I'm not dead,
I'm really not dead,
I'm not dead yet!
I'm not dead!
Zhou Ze wailed in his heart,
He began to try again,
But still can't be helped,
He can only hear and feel,
But he couldn't speak,
I can't open my eyes,
Everyone thinks he's dead,
But he himself knew,
He's not dead yet!
The children of the orphanage also came and wept beside him.
They cried very sincerely, because Zhou Ze himself was also a child who came out of the orphanage, and because of this, after work, most of his salary was donated to the orphanage, and this car accident was also because he drove back to the orphanage at night to accompany the children for Children's Day.
"Xiao Zhou, you can go with peace of mind, this time, you have an accident on business, you have no family, but your compensation hospital will give to the orphanage, don't worry." The vice president stood beside Zhou Ze and said.
subsequently
Zhou Ze sensed that he was isolated again, and the lid of the ice coffin should be closed again.
And then another jolt,
Finally, stopped.
The lid of the ice coffin was opened again,
All around, there is some quiet, occasionally hearing human voices, but not noisy.
There were two people, one grabbing their shoulders and the other holding their legs to lift themselves up, and then placed them on another cold shelf, as if they were steel plates.
These two guys are skilled, very, very skilled.
Around, there was a faint cry.
Zhou Ze hadn't been able to tell where he had come at first.
But at this point,
Suddenly he understood,
Bastard!
They sent themselves to the crematorium!
They're going to burn themselves!
I'm not dead, bastards!
your ancestors!
I'm not dead!
Not dead yet!
Don't cremate me,
Don't cremate me!
I'm really not dead yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You brutes,
Bastard!
Bastard!!!!!
This time, it was Zhou Ze's most crazy and craziest time.
He knows
Once you have been cremated,
Then there is no room at all!
He will face death directly!
Completely finished!
He is unwilling, he is really unwilling, he is not yet thirty years old, he has not yet married a family, he has no children, he still has a life, he still has a long way to go!
"Mom, I just saw this uncle's hand." A little girl's timid voice sounded beside her.
"Smack!" A small mouth slapped over.
"Don't talk nonsense, wait until I go back and clean you up." The girl's mother rebuked.
Zhou Ze was desperate,
Because no matter how much he struggles,
How to roar in the bottom of your heart,
No one outside can perceive it.
He was put on a conveyor belt,
The machine starts to start,
He's being pushed forward,
He knew what he was about to face,
Because of this, he was extremely afraid!
No
No
No!
I'm not dead, I'm really not dead!
Don't burn me!
Don't burn me!
No one hears his call,
They are only responsible for grief,
Only responsible for sadness,
is only responsible for completing this process,
Then go home for dinner and continue tomorrow.
finally
Zhou Ze sensed that he seemed to be pushed into a narrow place full of the smell of oil residue,
Followed by
There was a sticky liquid sprayed on his body,
He knew what it was,
It's gasoline,
Followed by
"Zizi ......"
Scald!
Very hot!
hurt
Intense burning pain!
fire
fire
blaze
There was fire everywhere............