Chapter 382: Delicious and Fun

It's just that this is possible, everything is already predestined, the result is like that, there is no other change, there can be no other change, the fact is that it is, what kind of change can there be.

These things are not something that can be changed by one's own desire, and it is not as simple as one's own thoughts. Those things that have already happened, I can't do anything and can't change them, so I should be very grateful to be able to let me know him at this moment.

"That's right, but some things can still be changed, some things are still man-made, it doesn't mean that everything is arranged by God." He Yuhe believes more in a little artificiality, such as the relationship between himself and her.

If it weren't for the car accident, my parents would have intervened in the future, maybe the relationship between myself and her would not be what it is in front of us, and I and her would have lived a happy life a long time ago, but unfortunately when facing her now, I don't know how to explain it to her.

Yes, this problem has always been in my heart, and it is always a problem if it is not solved. I want to solve it sooner, but how to solve it

It's not that I don't want to solve it, but there are some things that I don't know how to solve at all. This matter is far more complicated than I imagined, and it is not as simple as I imagined.

I know her to a certain extent, it doesn't mean that I deeply understand the feeling in her heart, and it wasn't hurt very deeply at the beginning, how could she choose to forget

If it were me, maybe I would make such a choice, I had given everything, I thought that the vigorous love would have a happy ending, but I didn't expect that because of an accident, the two of them came to the end, and this so-called end point was quite bad, and I didn't even say goodbye, and I didn't see it.

This kind of feeling can only be clearly experienced by the person concerned, and it is difficult for me, a bystander, to think of this situation, not to mention her, it will be very uncomfortable to think of it.

It's all because of my own fault, it's all because of my own reasons, I have never denied it, I just want her to accept all this, it's really not that easy.

"Man-made, only partially, not all." Shu Yixin also knows that some people are indeed able to manipulate all this, but not everything can be manipulated.

If everything can be guessed, then what else can be expected in this world

"So you thought so, I thought you would follow fate's arrangement." He Yuhe looked at her, I really didn't know that she would have such thoughts.

"Sometimes, you have to believe that some things can't be changed, fate is like this, no matter how you want to change, some things can't be changed at all." For example, I don't want to be an orphan, and I always feel that I should be like an ordinary girl, with my parents to love me.

But the truth tells me that these are not what I think. Although I am very eager to have a family of my own, at present, I can't do it at all, and I don't know who my parents are, and I don't know why they abandoned themselves in the first place, and why.

I have always convinced myself that they should have a last resort, so they abandoned themselves, but even so, after so many years, have they never thought that they have not thought about finding themselves

So sometimes I have to accept my fate, although I try my best to deny all this, some things are not said to be able to change if I deny them.

"But sometimes you also believe that you can create miracles, and some things cannot be changed, but your own life can be changed in your own hands." He Yuhe told her directly at this time that her fate was in her own hands.

It's not that everything is as simple as you imagined, or it's all at the mercy of others, some things are still in your own hands, and in such a situation, how can you be at the mercy of fate.

If she appears in her life, then her fate can be changed completely, because she believes in this ability, and she will not allow her to live the kind of life she used to live this time, the kind of life that is too tiring, it is really not suitable for her, and I don't want her to work too hard.

Because she clearly knows that in the past few years, she has really suffered a lot and suffered a lot, and now she should enjoy life, be kind to herself, and don't continue to repeat her previous life.

"Okay, let's not talk about these topics anymore, after all, many things are not what I thought they would be, and they are almost at the orphanage, and they should be very happy to see you bring so many gifts." Shu Yi wanted to continue the topic just now, because she felt that that topic had no meaning to her, and it couldn't change anything.

"Yes, they should be happy to see so many gifts, these gifts should have been given to them earlier, but nothing else delayed." When He Yuhe thought of this, he also felt a little sorry, he should have given them earlier, but he has been delaying until now.

"Of course, I will be very happy to see so many gifts and delicious food, just like we were back then." Shu Yixin felt that he really knew their mentality too well.

After all, I also came here like this when I was a child, and at that time, I don't know how much I longed to have kind people come to see them, bring them good food, and even say it was fun.

In short, at that time, I was always looking forward to someone coming, and I was even more looking forward to my family being able to come, even if it wasn't my own family, it was those kind people who brought them food, and they would be very happy if they had fun.

So when they see themselves, they should be in this state of mind, and they should greet each other with a smile. Thinking about how time flies really fast, I was the same age as them at the beginning, and in a blink of an eye, I had already left the orphanage and lived independently.

Sometimes I think that I don't want to leave, but I don't have any other choice or way, I can't stay there forever. I have grown up, and I am no longer the little girl who needed to be taken care of at the beginning, and I can live independently today, so I can't continue to live there with a dead face.

"Hehe, after all, these children are still very easy to satisfy." If you grow up with your parents, you don't know how pampered it is, and you don't know how difficult it is.

"That's no way, the conditions are like this, so in this case, you can only be happy with everything." No one wants this, but the environment is like this, and the conditions are like this.

If you can change, who is not willing to change, it is because there is no way to change, and you can only face it calmly.

"Or if you look more open, if it were me, I don't even know what kind of choice I would have." He Yuhe felt that if he thought about it empathically, he didn't know if he had such a calm mentality.

In other words, I grew up in an orphanage, and I don't know what I will become at this time, and whether I will have the same mentality as her. It seems that such a thing is something that I can't even think about and think is impossible in my heart.

"If you get to that point, you will naturally have your own choice, because reality will force you to choose." It's not a personal will, and it's not a choice that you can do whatever you want, after all, it's a choice that must be made under the pressure of circumstances.

"You're also saying that if you really get to that point, you'll make a choice no matter what." If it is not a last resort, whoever is willing to make a choice will have the luxury of hoping for a better situation.

"When necessary, you always make a choice, right?" he said now that he couldn't make up his mind, but when he really got to that point, he would still make a choice.

"Yes, that's often the case a lot of times, the more you try to escape, the more you have to check." Shu Yixin does not deny his view at all, because many times he will not face such a problem.

They chatted like this, and soon arrived at the door of the orphanage, and when the two of them came to the orphanage again, they had different feelings in their hearts, they had come together once before, this was the second time, and the next time they came together, I don't know if it still exists.

Anyway, no one knows when the next time two people come together, when will it be, what kind of scene it will be, since they come together this time, they should cherish this relationship.

"Let's go, let's go in, and know that the next time we come over, maybe, it's not what we look like now." Shu Yixin looked at this situation and felt it, and even her heart didn't know if there would be a next time.

Yes, when will it be next, and what will become of you when we see you again, no one knows, and no one has given an accurate answer.

"Perhaps, it's still the way it is, so don't think too much about it." When He Yuhe heard her say such things, he also felt that he didn't know how to respond to her, maybe nothing had changed here at all, or it was the same as now.

She knows exactly what she thinks, but there are some things she doesn't know how to say.

Shu Yixin looked at him, pulled out a smile, and said lightly, "Well, maybe what you said makes sense, the next time we come over, it's still like this." "The children were very happy when they saw them.

Nothing has changed, and nothing will change. It's still the same as what you see in front of you, and you really shouldn't think too much about it.

I can only say that I am also a person who has come over, and I used to have this mentality, looking back, time flies so fast, from the original member to the current departure, time has taken away a lot.

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