Tang Jiaren closed her eyes and pretended to sleep, but she didn't fall asleep.

For a while, Tang Bu's smiling face and narrow gaze flashed in his mind, and for a while, it turned into a distant shadow of Qiu Yuebai leaving in a carriage. The two men who were most important to her were not by her side. Her side, surrounded by Zhan Cangqiong and others, was not considered to be the most important, but in her most difficult time, he did his best to protect her. The relationship between people is so simple, so simple that you can stick a knife in your ribs without asking the reason; The feelings between people can also be so complex, complex to the point of capriciousness. Thinking of Duanmu Xia's expression when she was escorted away, her heart sank inexplicably.

Duanmu Xia hated her.

It was she who thwarted his sweet dreams, it was she who broke his flying yellow and Tengda, and it was she who ...... I would rather have my hands and feet cut off than go away with him.

Why did Duanmu Xia hate her?

A handful of white hair doesn't have time to hate her, why should he, a person who relies on lies and sticks them to dragon meat, hate her? It's just a big dream.

Tang Jiaren's mind was thinking about things and things, but her heart was rare and peaceful. Man is selfish after all. After she desperately climbed up from the death pit, she would be grateful that she could still breathe at this moment unless someone pushed her down again.

The ram Diao Diao and Tang Jiaren leaned against the same tree together, but there was a Yu Qianqiong in the middle.

Ram Diao Diao lowered his eyes and looked at Yu Qianqiong, knowing that as long as he used a little trick, this person would not be able to live. Even if Tang Jiaren's blood can cure all diseases, it can't raise the flesh and bones of the dead. As long as a little colorless and odorless giant poison gently pierced Yu Qianqiong's skin, he would die without realizing it.

The ram Diao Diao really wanted Yu Qianqiong to die. Without Yu Qianqiong's intervention, there would be no strangers between him and Tang Jiaren. is obviously such a close relationship, but because of Yu Qianqiong's obstruction, they gradually drifted apart. He could feel Tang Jiaren's alienation from him. Sometimes, he also wonders, after falling into the glacier, is it what happened to this?

He is still the same person, but he is no longer the same person.

However, for himself, it is only that some ideas have changed, but they are not static, and occasionally alternate, just like him and him.

He wanted to kill the ram Diao, but he wouldn't let the other one.

Useless kindness.

Ram Diao Diao rubbed the tear mole at the corner of his eye, revealing an evil smile. It's just that this smile stopped abruptly halfway through laughter. He suddenly raised his hand and gave himself a slap!

Hard, a slap in the face!

Tang Jiaren opened her eyes instantly and turned her head to look at the ram Diao.

The ram Diao was stunned, rubbed his face, and said, "There are mosquitoes." ”

Tang Jiaren wondered: "You never recruit mosquitoes." ”

The ram said Diao: "Xu was stained with other people's blood, so he attracted mosquitoes." ”

Tang Jiaren retracted her gaze and closed her eyes again.

Ram Diao Diao looked at Tang Jiaren and said, "Beauty......"

Tang Jiaren gave a soft "um" with her nose, indicating that she was listening.

The ram was diao, but he didn't know what to say.

After a moment of silence, the ram Diao Diao shouted again: "Beauty? ”

Tang Jiaren opened his eyes and saw the ram Diao Diao close at hand, smiled softly, and asked, "What do you want to say?" I listened. ”

It's rare for a beautiful woman to be so gentle, and the ram is distracted.

Tang Jia said: "Diao Diao, it's almost dawn." ”

The ram Diao Diao came back to his senses, looked at the crescent moon that was about to disappear in the sky, and said, "It's another day." ”

Tang Jiaren leaned back against the trunk of the tree and said, "After experiencing life and death, I feel that it is good to be alive." I don't want to get involved in anything anymore. ”

Ram Diao Diao thought for a moment and understood what Tang Jiaren meant. Frowning slightly, he said, "You want to go?" ”

Tang Jiaren said with a smile: "I have long said that I want to leave, but I have never been able to get out of this circle." Every time you hesitate, something happens. Hugh Hugh has waited for me for so long, has indulged me for so long, and it is time for me to guard him. ”

Ram Diao's heart was sour, and he asked, "Do you know where he is?" ”

Tang Jiaren shook his head and said, "I don't know." But I thought, I'm sure I'll be able to find him. ”

The ram Diao grabbed Tang Jiaren's hand and asked excitedly, "What about me?" What should I do?! ”

Tang Jiaren smiled softly and said, "Diao Diao, you have already chosen a path for yourself, why do you have to ask me?" Why force it? ”

The ram Diao Diao held Tang Jiaren's hand tightly and didn't let go, and he had to make the last struggle and retention.

Tang Jiadao: "That position is golden, but I think it may not be comfortable to sit on." If you are not in good health, if you fight for that position, remember to make a down cushion so that you can sit comfortably. ”

Ram Diao blurted out, "I'm not...... The latter words were swallowed by him into his stomach.

Tang Jiaren didn't know what he was going to say, whether he was saying "I didn't mean that" or "I didn't want to compete for the throne", but from the moment he stood on the main hall, all the "I'm not" were just excuses and excuses.

Ram Diao struggled several times, and a pair of eyes were impacted by complex feelings, constantly changing colors. He tried to break free from the invisible bondage, but he was cocooned and trapped in it. Liability...... Obligation...... Mission...... Last Words...... Everything was like a burden, pressing his thin shoulders. Some...... Can't breathe.

He began to envy the other him. Just study medical skills every day, and then stay by Tang Jiaren's side wholeheartedly. He is so simple and pure, so Tang Jiaren is reluctant to abandon him. People with other scheming like themselves are alienated by them.

Heaven has always had his reasoning, but he has never been reasonable.

The ram Diao Diao let go of Tang Jiaren's hand, but he grabbed it fiercely again.

Tang Jiaren had no intention of breaking free, just like comforting a willful crying child and quietly accompanying him.

The ram closed his eyes and leaned against the trunk of the tree. Tears flickered in the corners of his eyes.

He's always been the one who is disliked, and he's always been ...... It has never been like this......

Tang Jiaren didn't know the pain and resentment in Ram Diao's heart, but he could feel his reluctance and sadness. She can't make promises, she can't give hope.

"Everyone's path is different, and I'm very grateful to be able to walk with me for a while," she said. Diao Diao, remember the good, throw away the unhappy, see each other again, we can still drink and talk. Between friends, if they always think about each other's wrongs, they can only become resentful in the end. It shouldn't be like that between you and me. Otherwise, it is a shame to be worthy of the feelings of peers along the way. ”

The ram's tears finally fell. He knew he couldn't keep it. He also knew that the tears were not his, but another his. That he is so kind, so longing, so eager to follow her, to the ends of the earth, no matter where. But he couldn't......