108. The scenery was good that day
Tang Jingqing was in Lincheng on the first day, to be precise, he only stayed for half a day and flew to Taiwan with her, so when the matter broke out on the Internet, he was really disappointed.
Even if he knows that she pursues a career and wants to take a shortcut on her own and pave the way for her money, she can understand and be willing. Those memories were destined to leave her alone, but he couldn't stand Xie Yinan's bottomless use.
"Jingqing, what are you talking about?" Xie Yinan on the other end of the phone said in an innocent tone.
"You know better than me how those pictures came about."
"Jingqing, do you believe me well, I don't know why there are reporters following!"
"That's enough, Xie Yinan, at this point, I will contact the other company, and Tangmen International will not sponsor it." I didn't even have the mood to listen to her explanation and hung up the phone.
Tang Jingqing is not stupid, why is the time of breaking this kind of news so ingenious every time it is not difficult to deduce, he didn't even send someone to investigate this matter, because there is no need for this at all, and there will be nothing else after finding out except to make each other more embarrassed.
Xie Yinan held the mobile phone and couldn't believe that one day Tang Jingqing would hang up her phone?
"Ahh I smashed my phone against the wall, only to hear the sound of the phone shattering, why! Why!
Yes, she was looking for the person, and even she didn't know why she did it, but she really couldn't bear the bond between her and Tang Jingqing becoming more and more shallow, and she couldn't stand his indifference to herself!
She also knew that this was not the right time to break the news, but she couldn't control it! She wanted to tie herself and Tang Jingqing firmly in front of everyone's eyes, as if to tell everyone, even if she wasn't Mrs. Tang? Only she, Xie Yinan, is the person Tang Jingqing really loves and protects!
What about vanity? There are a few women in this world who don't have vanity! So it's all his fault, why change his mind? Why is it okay to say you don't like it? Just when Xie Yinan was still immersed in Tang Jingqing's ruthlessness and unrighteousness, the other party's film company immediately contacted Xie Yinan's agent after receiving the news of Tang Jingqing's decision to withdraw his investment, and made it clear that he would not use Xie Yinan. It is equivalent to being smart this time, which angered Tang Jingqing and entered the movie
Circle of opportunities.
"Haha, haha! Tang Jingqing, you don't want to get rid of me! "How much I loved in the past, how much I hate now.
But she never thought that her "love" for Tang Jingqing from the beginning to the present was mixed with too much water, so even if she would lose everything in the end, it would be a matter of course. Tang Jingqing looked at the cloudy sky in the hotel where he was staying in Taiwan, just like his mood at the moment. Although he and Xie Yinan have no fate in love, he really regards her as a family member, and she has used her again and again to almost wipe out all the guilt towards her. But in addition to Xie Yinan, what made him even more angry was the ignorance of the end of the season, his news in Taiwan has been slow for a long time compared to Shenyang, but there is no call or question from the end of the season until now? Let him take the initiative to call back to explain, he really can't do it, especially when the other party obviously doesn't care
It's really hard to get him to stick to his face and take the initiative to explain.
couldn't let go of his body and couldn't find the steps, Tang Jingqing was stuck in an awkward position.
Usually a cautious look just forget it, why don't you take the initiative to call at this time? Did you take him as a husband seriously?
In the past, ignoring at the end of the season was the result he wanted, but after gradually getting along, he found that sometimes ignoring was the most unbearable.
Therefore, the proud man also decided to keep himself, if you don't ask, I don't care.
In this way, the two people inexplicably entered the cold war.
But this is also the result of Tang Jingqing's great regret later.
At the end of the season in Shenyang City, he didn't listen to the things outside the window, and he was already numb to the news that Tang Jingqing and Xie Yinan broke out again and again, and he was not interested in asking whether it was true or false.
Tang Jingqing's ignorance at the end of the season just didn't know her inner inferiority complex and uncertainty, and the indifferent marriage relationship between them in the past made her scared to the extreme.
Which is more important to Tang Jingqing, Xie Yinan or himself, Ji Mo understood the answer a long time ago.
Don't ask, just want to maintain your pitiful self-esteem.
I didn't understand the disturbances of the outside world, so I went to visit her mother Yao Qinyin in the nursing home at the end of the season, Shenyang City in May was quite comfortable, not too hot and cloudless.
"Mom, once in a while, I have to come out and breathe more fresh air, which will be good for my body."
She led Yao Qinyin to walk on Binhai Avenue, which is a pedestrian sightseeing road built by the river in Shenyang City, surrounded by riverside greenery, where there are many people who jog in the morning, take wedding photos, walk the baby and walk the dog, and it has also become a famous scenic spot in the city.
Yao Qinyin has always looked at the same scenery in the sanatorium all these years, and rarely has the opportunity to go outside to take a look, she has often been crazy these years, and she doesn't dare to take her far away at the end of the season.
Since the last suicide attempt, her situation has stabilized a lot, so the end of the season wants to take her to a different environment to relax.
And Yao Qinyin is also very competitive, although there are unfamiliar faces everywhere, which occasionally makes her a little nervous, but she is still well adapted, and she is very happy to see it in her eyes at the end of the season: "Mom, it's beautiful here, right?" We can come back often if we like it in the future. ”
"Okay, come often."
At the end of the season, she heard Yao Qinyin's rare response, and she was even more determined to Yu Xia's previous suggestion that she seek help from a psychiatrist, which might be more helpful to Yao Qinyin's condition.
She really didn't want to see the last third of her mother's life so muddy. "Mom, this world is very big, let's go and see it together on the day you are good, okay? We can go to Tanzania together to see the great migration of animals, go to Japan to soak in hot springs, or we can go to the Champs-Elysées to see the autumn leaves, my mother's French is better than mine, and you can be my translator when the time comes
Good? At the end of the season, she had a picture of countless mothers and daughters traveling together, and she wanted to try even the most cheesy shopping shopping.
Yao Qinyin's eyes were empty, looking into the distance without focus, but she seemed to be listening carefully to the voice of the end of the season.
Feeling that her walking speed was getting slower and slower, Ji Mo was worried that Yao Qinyin had not come out to walk around for many years, and it was too hard, so she sat on the side, and she borrowed a wheelchair from a nearby public welfare site.
Then he carefully helped her to sit up, but fortunately he went out with a blanket, and it was still a little windy near the river.
But it seems that no matter how serious and careful she is, Yao Qinyin's eyes are still dead.
At the end of the season, she pushed Yao Qinyin and walked slowly by the river, she still remembered the smell of the air that day, and the feeling of her mother's long hair occasionally blown by the wind on the back of her hand.
"Mom, when you were young, did you ever fall in love with your father?" Of course, he didn't respond, and at the end of the season, he said to himself: "Actually, I think there must be many new possibilities in a person's life, right?" Mom, in the future, I will definitely find a man who is very good to you, a man who holds you in the palm of his hand, okay? When you laugh, I will be happy with you,
Isn't it good that you hug you and comfort you when you cry, and will accompany you to do some nonsensical things? Mom, I really want to see you happy, so you also give yourself a chance, give your heart a chance, okay? Stopping the wheelchair, Ji Mo walked in front of Yao Qinyin, tidied up her hair that was disturbed by the wind a little, and saw the shallow marks left by the years on her face: "Mom, give me strength, now I am also like you at that time, struggling in a marriage that I can't get and can't let go, if you."
If I have the courage to start over, does that mean I can give up completely? ”
Yao Qinyin still seemed to not see the end of the season, but turned her eyes to the nearby stall selling cotton candy, and her eyes were no longer as dead and silent as before.
"Mom, do you want to eat marshmallows?"
"Marshmallow ......" crossed my mind for a moment.
Shu Yun, don't spoil Xiaomo too much, her teeth haven't grown well, and she can't eat too much sugar.
It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, Xiao Mo has drunk the bitter potion for so long during this time, and it should make her sweet.
You're just spoiling her too much!
I not only spoil her, but also spoil you, Xiao Mo, you see, my mother is jealous.
It seems to be a cloudless day, and the man has gently said that he wants to spoil their mother and daughter, and he has also gently held her hand.
But then what happened? She couldn't remember a little, in those old times, she didn't want to face the pain and happiness anymore, and hypnotized herself over and over again to forget it.
"Mom, I'm going to buy marshmallows, can you wait for me here?"
Ji Mo smiled and walked to the marshmallow seller, she didn't remember her love of marshmallows in the past, and she didn't remember that her father had given her a sincere favor. At this time, Yao Qinyin's originally empty eyes gradually had a look but it was so bleak, she looked deeply at the back of the end of the season, and she could only look at her back, she didn't dare to look at the face that was too similar to herself, reminding her that she had made too many mistakes? What a complicated fate this is...
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At this moment, a man with a similar body shape to Ji Shuyun walked in front of Yao Qinyin, those past rewinded in his mind, hating him! I want to ask him if he has a heart, he doesn't want himself, so even her daughter doesn't want it either!
Yao Qinyin suddenly stood up from the wheelchair and followed behind the man who looked like Ji Shuyun, she couldn't walk fast and could only trot slowly: "Ji Shuyun, Ji Shuyun, don't go!" Ji Shuyun! Ah............h Mother! ”