"It is understandable that born in this cruel world, everyone will be involuntarily, and it is very difficult for some people to survive even if they live, and it is understandable to choose some not very beautiful ways." The uncle poured another sip of wine into his mouth, this time he couldn't help but spit it out, and after the strong taste, he felt a trace of unusual aroma on the tip of his tongue, this wine is really unusual.

"I've been a ninja for three years, and I've killed only a few dozen people, but today alone, hundreds of people died at my hands, including a lot of civilians, and the original purpose of our coming to the Land of Rain was actually to protect the territory of the country of Kawanoku......" Kazama's heart was very clear that the survivors who escaped were only a small part of the civilians of the country of Kawano, and most of them died from the poison he threw into the tank, and there was absolutely no chance of survival.

"The method and process don't really matter, as long as you can repel the invasion of the Land of Rain, I believe that most of the people of the country of Kawanoku will remember that you Konoha Village came to help them, not the truth that you poisoned here; It's like if I can return to the village alive, then everyone will remember that I was once abducted by the ninjas of the Rain Ninja Village, and then luckily survived, and no one knows how many corpses of my compatriots I stepped on to live......" Kazama didn't speak, and the uncle didn't know if he was a little too strong to drink, and why he said such a thing.

"Have you not doubted in your heart? Why are those civilians not even a single timid in the face of overwhelming ninjutsu attacks, and they rush upwards in the face of ninjutsu attacks, even if they don't care about pain and death, do you know why? It's all because of me! Because of those of us who survived! The uncle yelled with a little red in his eyes.

"You mean ......" Kazama seemed to guess something, but he couldn't believe that the uncle who had kindly given him a turnip would do such a thing.

"We survived because we didn't eat the food in the camp, do you remember what I said? These foods are meant to be eaten by those who go to the battlefield, and we who do chores don't dare to eat it......" Uncle Zhang raised his head and poured several sips of wine into his mouth, the spicy taste made his whole face unusually ruddy, and tears rolled around his eyes, obviously he wanted to tell Kazama that the past was not very glorious, "Those young men who were forced to go to the battlefield are all children from the nearby villages, and their parents, wives and even children have become prisoners of Yunin Village, so they are willing to be cannon fodder, in exchange for the safety of their families, but this is not enough to make them so fearless of life and death, not afraid of pain. ”

"Everything comes from a herb whose name I don't know, just such a small one, it can make people's emotions completely high, the slightest fanning the flames will rush forward to fight with people, and I don't feel any pain, even if someone cuts off my arm, I don't know it, there are only two possibilities that can make him stop......"

"Which two?"

"Someone kills someone or runs out of medicine after a few hours, but usually the physical strength is exhausted before the medicine is over, probably from exhaustion." With most of the bottle of wine in his stomach, Uncle Zhang's voice has become a little vague, obviously he has never drunk such a high number of wines, he is already slightly drunk, and what he is usually embarrassed to say, or dare not say, has completely stopped hiding it from Kazama.

"Is there only one dead end?" Kazama's heart was a little chilly, although this herb would not kill people, but it was a torture worse than death.

"There has never been an exception for such a long time, and I am afraid that there are no less than a thousand compatriots who have died indirectly in my hands......" Knock Knock drank all the wine in the bottle, the uncle threw the wine bottle under the tree, there was a crisp sound, the glass burst into countless shards, Kazama looked at the painful expression on his face, didn't say anything, and exchanged for a bottle of white dried dry and handed it to him, "Those of us who work in the room actually know this, so we won't eat the food that you have poisoned, Of course, he became a survivor ridiculously. ”

"Every day our job is to cook, but three meals a day have to be done for a whole day, because we have to prepare three completely different meals, the first is for those bastards in the rain ninja village to eat, their meals are all kinds of meat, must be made to suit their taste, the rain ninja village is rainy all year round, so the general humidity in the body is heavier, the food to be made spicy taste, they will swallow, but if one is not satisfied, those of us who are busy working in the room will die without a place to be buried. The second kind of meal is the practice meal prepared for those who are about to set foot on the battlefield, which will be mainly vegetables plus a small amount of meat, and those meats will actually be prepared when preparing the first meal, and we will use the juice of that special herb to soak for a period of time before making a meal, and those who eat this kind of practice meal will become fearless and feel at ease to be their cannon fodder. As for the third kind of meal, it is prepared for those who do not need to go to the battlefield for the time being, and those of us who are logistic, although it is purely vegetarian, but it does not add anything extra, but it is quite safe to eat, which is why I say that we dare not eat the meal, who would think that they have a long life? ”

"The timing of your coming is very coincidental, they can't attack that mountain for a long time, but it seems that the consumption of the ninjas in Konoha Village is very large, so they decided to attack together at night and kill those ninjas in Konoha Village in one go, so this time the practice meal is shared except for each of us logistics personnel, otherwise...... Otherwise, more of our compatriots should survive. Tears were pouring down his eyes, and it was clear that he was very guilty about the deaths of those people.

"I see." Kazama replied with a heavy heart and stopped talking, he understood the uncle's mood very well, because they were both like-minded people, and Kazama would definitely make a similar choice if he faced a similar situation. I don't know if this character should be said to be a castle, or if he is good at hiding his true self, he has spent three years in Konoha Village, and no one will ever think that Kazama is a selfish person, and when it comes to the villagers in the village, it can be said that Kazama is one of the few people who can abandon the prejudice between ninjas and civilians, and will sincerely help them solve their difficulties; Treating his classmates, Kazama has always been very generous, whether it is helping Jiraiya, who is already an orphan, and Orochimaru to buy ninja equipment, or inviting everyone to gather every once in a while, or sharing his cultivation experience with everyone, it is precisely because of these Kazama's popularity that it will be better, and most of his classmates have a very good impression of him.

But in fact, only Kazama himself knows that he is actually a very selfish person, so to speak, those before are generous under certain conditions, if I have 1,000 yuan in my pocket at will, then I will take out 100 yuan for everyone to have fun at will, this is normal communication; And when this number comes to 200, you will start to consider whether the future living situation will become worse because of the expenditure of 200, without affecting your own living standards, this value is also worth considering, after all, communication has a cost; If this number comes to 300, you will start to calculate, whether the return you get after paying 300 is equivalent to paying, at least I invite you to eat a meal of 300, and you have to return my love of 100, because the limit of 200 is the limit of psychological bearing; After 500, it is actually no different from gambling, it is necessary to bet on whether the pay is proportional to the gain.

In fact, Kazama left a generous enough image, but it was just because the base money in his hand was relatively high, and Mito's mother-in-law gave Kazama a lot of pocket money, plus Kazama's perennial part-time work, so in the eyes of those children, the meal was just a fraction of Kazama's casual payment; The so-called cultivation experience, what is there to see about the cultivation experience of the lower ninja, Kazama has the cultivation experience of several shadow-level powerhouses in his hands, and naturally he will be extremely generous, if someone really understands Kazama, they will know that he has never been generous. This kind of person, when faced with a real life and death decision, will choose himself, just like in the previous situation, first protect his own safety, and then consider whether he can rescue his companions, and when his real interests are lost, he will give up the interests of others to make up for himself, this is the real Kazama.