"Now that you are a queen, you don't have to live for anyone." Lin Qingzhi didn't expect Wan Yanru to say this to her.

"When I entered the palace, I wanted to avenge my mother to find you, but I didn't expect that I would fall into the favor of the king, although I knew that he doted on me, just because I was Wan Yanlie's daughter, just because my father was his master, but I still couldn't help falling in love with him, because he was so dazzling, like a night pearl in the dark, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't go to his heart, and he never had me in his heart, not even any woman in this harem, except for you. Do you know? Every night he and I are together, he shouts your name, Zhi...... Ah Zhi ...... So kind, so helpless...... I hated you very much, in addition to the death of the concubine you designed, but also because you took away his heart, but that day in the Qiyun Palace, I saw that you were obviously left out for half a year, but there was still a leisurely indifference in your eyes, I knew that you didn't love him at all, at that moment, I seemed to be very sympathetic to the king, because he was the same as me, and later, you moved to this Yuming Palace, I became sympathetic to you again, it turned out that we were all people who couldn't love. ”

Lin Qingzhi looked at Wan Yanru in front of her, and felt that her appearance was delicate and lovely, and she completely lost the domineering posture in the Riqi Cloud Palace, but looked a little cute, she could see that she did not have Yeluhong in her heart, but still remembered Xiao Mufeng, this carefulness and intelligence are not shared by everyone.

"But I don't need anyone's sympathy, and I don't expect anyone's sympathy, I think you are the same, you could have exchanged Penglai Fairy Grass for Yeluhong's pity and sympathy, but you didn't do that, you just got the position of queen in exchange, because you want to have the same love as him, not sympathy and charity, in this regard, we are really quite similar."

Lin Qingzhi looked at Wan Yanru's eyes and said word by word, and Wan Yanru's eyes were shocked and appreciative.

"Others will only think that I am greedy for vanity and power, so I exchanged Penglai Immortal Grass for the position of queen, I think the king thinks so too, he hasn't been to Qiyun Palace for a long time, you just see me, but you know what I think in my heart, you are indeed in addition to your appearance, but also decisive and sensitive, clear thinking, no wonder the two emperors of the south and the north are devoted to you, I am indeed ashamed."

Wan Yanru smiled bitterly, and there was a strong sense of self-deprecation in her smile. ”

The king is very lonely in this gorgeous and magnificent palace, and has always been, so it is his blessing to have you by his side, love does not have to be earth-shattering, magnificent, and it is also a kind of happiness to know each other, I believe that the king will know one day, you are the right couple. ”

Lin Qingzhi looked at the apricot blossom rain flying and falling in the wind and said softly.

"Sometimes, I don't understand, why he is so good to you, but you don't know how to cherish it?" Wan Yanru frowned slightly and chuckled.

"Because, what he gives, it's not what I want." Lin Qingzhi looked at the sunlight facing south and said slowly.

In the blink of an eye, April was exhausted, and in the evening of this day, Yeluhong came to the Yuming Hall and threw Lin Qingzhi a set of clothes for ordinary Khitan people, Lin Qingzhi didn't know why, but he said with a smile in his eyes: "You have been in Khitan for almost five years, don't you want to see the excitement of Shangjing?" ”

Lin Qingzhi listened to his words, a gleam bloomed in her eyes, and she replied briskly: "Wait for me." But after a while, she appeared in front of Yeluhong in ordinary clothes, and she looked even more elegant and beautiful without her gorgeous clothes and makeup.

The two of them walked on the streets of Shangjing like ordinary people, and the streets of Shangjing were particularly lively, with lion dancers, clay figures, pearl hairpin jewelry, masks, and all kinds of things.

There are many children on the street laughing and playing, singing folk songs, Lin Qingzhi looked at the innocent little back, there was a trace of melancholy in her eyes, her clarity should be so big now, but I don't know that without the company of his mother, he is doing well.

Yeluhong suddenly smiled, motioned to Lin Qingzhi to wait for him, and then the figure disappeared into the figure in a flash, and after a while, he held a bead hairpin in his hand and inserted it in Lin Qingzhi's hair, and smiled appreciatively: "My vision is not bad, you look good when you wear it." ”

Lin Qingzhi raised her hand to touch it, but was stopped by Yeluhong, "Promise me that you will always wear it and don't take it off, is it okay?" ”

"Senior Brother......

"I know what you want to say, don't refuse, I only have this one request, okay?" Lin Qingzhi couldn't bear to look at his gaze, turned her head sideways, her heart seemed to have been hit by a hammer, and she was a little out of breath in pain.

"Okay, I promise you."

The two were silent for a moment, Lin Qingzhi pulled out a smile and pointed ahead: "Look, there are masks sold there, let's go and have a look." Then he ran over.

Yeluhon looked at her cheerful back, was silent for a moment, and then chased after her.

Lin Qingzhi stood in front of the mask stall, took a different style of mask in one hand, tried a few, and then took a mask with white feathers and said, "Just want this." ”

After speaking, he put a black feather mask on his hand on Yeluhong's face, blinked his eyes and smiled evilly: "This is suitable for you, the ugliest." ”

Yeluhon stood still, letting her put the mask on his face.

The two walked on the crowded streets of Shangjing City with masks, Yeluhong looked at the beaded hairpin on Lin Qingzhi's hair, and the iris on the hairpin was shining under the light.

His hand stroked her bun, his fingertips touched the cold pearl hairpin, and there was infinite reluctance and affection in his eyes.

Lin Qingzhi sensed his strangeness, turned her head to look at him, hesitated for a moment, and said, "Senior brother, in fact, you should buy one and give it to Wan Yanru, she, not like you think." ”

When Yeluhong heard Lin Qingzhi's words, his face sank, and he flashed a trace of impatience and said, "Take you out well and mention what she does." ”

"I know you don't want to mention her, but she is sincere to you, I just don't want you to live up to someone who truly loves you, after all, how many people in the deep palace will treat you sincerely."

"Enough! You always know that the person I really love is you, you can not accept it, but there is no need to rush to push me to others! Jeluhun paused and watched her interrupt.

"But you always knew that I only thought you were a good friend." Lin Qingzhi avoided Yeluhong's hot gaze and said in a low voice.

"I know, I've always known." He smiled bitterly, so handsome and elegant, as if everything had lost its color.

I have always known that you have never had me in your heart, if you want to hate, you can only hate God and let me know you one step late, if it was me who knew you first, would it end differently, how could I not know that Yan Ru's feelings for me are true, but I can't accept others anymore, my heart is full of you, and I can't tolerate anyone anymore, but I will never get you.

Therefore, I choose to set you free and take you out just to leave some good memories at the end, hoping that you can remember my goodness, even if it is only a little bit, if there is an afterlife, will you choose me?