Chapter 91: Dazed

Ye Qingyu actually didn't know what he was angry about.

She didn't resist getting pregnant and giving birth, although she had concerns and worries in her heart, but she didn't really reject it.

On the contrary, she actually likes children very much.

In her previous life, her mother had always disliked her, because she almost died of heavy bleeding when she gave birth to her, so she never felt any maternal love since she was a child, and when she died, she didn't meet the so-called mother a few times.

As an editor, she came into contact with a lot of people and things, she saw too many children and discarded them after giving birth, and finally those children embarked on a road of no return because of the lack of parental care since childhood.

It is precisely because of this that she has always felt that she must not have children until she is psychologically prepared enough.

And now, it's clear that she's not mentally prepared enough.

She and Gu Changyang are at most two strangers with the name of husband and wife, and they are not familiar with each other, or even strangers.

She didn't know anything about Gu Changyang, all she knew was something superficial, whether this man was worth entrusting for life, whether he was worthy of her trust, whether it was worth her desperate to have another child for him, it was still unknown.

Originally, Gu Changyang and Gu Lidun were just inadvertently mentioned, but they made Ye Qingyu think too much.

She was an outsider to the world, out of place with everything here.

Her soul, her mind, her everything, are not of this world.

She didn't know if she would stay here forever, or if she would open her eyes one day and leave again.

And Gu Lidun and Gu Changyang's words reminded her.

She must seriously think about how to go in the future.

How to deal with the relationship between her and Gu Changyang.

She can accept Gu Lidun, she can be good to him, and she can treat him as her own son, so what about Gu Changyang?

Can she also regard him as a relative, as a husband, and grow old with him holding the hand of his son?

The meal was very depressing, and after Ye Qingyu ate it, he walked out without saying a word and taking care of himself.

Gu Lidun and Gu Changyang looked at each other, and they both realized that Ye Qingyu's state was not right, and his emotions were wrong.

These days have been difficult, Gu Lidun has never seen Ye Qingyu show such a look, why are they just joking casually, but Ye Qingyu is like this?

"Dad, tell me honestly, did you do something to upset my mother again?"

Gu Changyang: "......"

The wind was strong at night, and the sound of the whirring wind was like a ghost crying wolf, especially in such a dark night, it was especially terrifying.

Many people around the house have already darkened the lights, and the candles of this dynasty are not cheap, and there are only a few lighting tools that come and go, so after eating at night, they basically go back to their rooms to rest.

She stood at the door for a while, and suddenly a warm little hand gently took her hand, and after a while, the soft voice sounded faintly beside her, "Mother, don't be angry with me, okay?" ”

Ye Qingyu listened to Gu Lidun's words and suddenly felt a soft heart, where was she angry? She was just confused, suddenly confused.

From the moment she crossed over and opened her eyes, she had many, many things that she hadn't considered, and the situation at that time, whether she could live well or not was a question, and who had time to think about anything else.

It's just that at this time, she had to think seriously about how to deal with the relationship between herself and Gu Changyang.