Chapter Eighty-Eight
The happiness of reuniting with Lin Xueer makes my mood like a warm sun, and every day is sunny.
The return of love makes all the psychological damage caused by suspicion and resentment in the past no longer important.
Because of our deep emotional foundation, after Lin Xueer and I got married, our lives were as harmonious as we imagined.
The happy life after marrying Lin Xueer makes me happy and satisfied, and I have no distractions in my work, and I have never felt so content.
I'm grateful, God treats me well.
It brings back the people who love me and the people I love, and makes my career smooth and successful.
"Affectionate drinking water is full, and the root is fragrant."
An ordinary country boy who was once penniless was so favored by God, what more could a husband ask for?
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Happy days always fly by, and summer is coming.
Summer in Beijing is still hot and stuffy every day.
The air quality in the north has improved significantly under the vigorous management of the first country.
The blue sky and white clouds have returned, and people's irritability caused by the hot weather has been greatly reduced.
Walking down the street, you can even smell the pleasant sensation of good weather in the heat of the air.
Although the weather is hot and dry, it is due to the purchase restriction and the suppression of non-standard real estate development.
The real estate industry ushered in a cold winter-like low tide in the middle of summer.
The real estate business is starting to get harder and harder.
I reviewed the situation, narrowed the scope of business, and ensured the healthy operation of the company's capital.
Lin Xueer came back to help me take care of the company and get through the difficulties of the company with me.
Lin Xueer is very capable, after a short period of learning and adaptation, she can complete the plate affairs that Dazhi is responsible for alone.
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After Dazhi left, he has not been heard from at all.
I know that his current situation shows that he himself has not completely come out of the emotional shadow.
There is no doubt that Lan Hong'er hurt him deeply.
On the other hand, what is the negative impact of a short and failed marriage on Lan Honger's life?
This is also something that deserves everyone's serious consideration.
After all, emotional people will always take their inner feelings seriously and return to a normal emotional life, and it takes enough time for Dazhi to return.
What is Lan Hong'er's condition, Dazhi's departure, I think she will experience both emotional and moral scrutiny, and I am afraid that time alone will not be able to heal such a pain.
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Sometimes, I think of Lan Gu, who hid her mysterious past from me and even took advantage of my feelings to a certain extent, but, deep down, I never blamed her.
A weak woman, in this materialistic and deceitful social environment; In the face of all kinds of cruel competition in shopping malls, how could she survive without some means and sacrifices?
The rational evaluation of her is also my perception after so many years of social tempering.
I have always felt that she deserves a wonderful life with such an extraordinary experience!
At the same time, I am worried about her future, but I have always wanted her to get out of the shackles as soon as possible and have an independent career of her own.
However, like Dazhi, Lan Gu is also like evaporating from the world, and there is no more news.
Where is Lan Gu now? What is she doing? How is she doing?
Sometimes, these questions can make me feel like a backlog of rocks.
She won't disappear just because of Xiao Man's whistleblowing and a questioning phone call with me, I know very well that there must be a more important reason for Lan Gu's disappearance along with the clubhouse, or a bigger conspiracy of the manipulators behind the scenes.
Her weak appearance and strong heart once made me feel awe, however, in addition to Xiao Man's so-called unbearable career experience about her, how many unknown secrets are there behind her?
I have to admit that I am an emotional man.
However, if one day, Lan Gu really stands in front of him again, how should he face it?
I have asked myself this question more than once in private.
I can't answer myself, and I have to admit that I am a vulgar emotional coward who does not have the courage to face it and does not know how to deal with it.
I even selfishly hope that there will be no possibility of seeing Lan Gu in the future, so that I can always escape.
However, all the hopes in the world often backfire.
Mr. Lu Xun's words are good, "All tragedies are the destruction of beautiful things for people to see!" ”
What happened to Lan Gu and me, is it just a simple tragedy?
The most feared thing is to come to the door.
One sweltering afternoon, I was sorting out documents at the office.
A familiar phone call came.
This is the contact information that I have been worrying about for a while.
I answered the phone in a panic, and sure enough, on the other end of the phone, it was a familiar woman's voice.
"Big country, you have time, let's talk, right?"
Lan Gu's invitation made me very conflicted.
After all, my current situation is very different from what I used to be.
I'm a family man.
However, Lan Gu and I do have to have a break.
Although I was very resistant, I finally decided to meet her.
Although this inner torment of seeing and not seeing has been fought in the heart thousands of times.
The location sent to me by Lan Gu was the hotel where Xiao Man met me in the capital.
Sure enough, when I arrived at the designated place, I saw a familiar scene.
I walked into the hall and saw her.
She sat in the place where Xiao Man had sat and drank coffee quietly.
When she saw me coming, she just owed a debt and motioned for me to sit down, with a calm expression on her face.
All the embarrassment and sadness I had imagined had become superfluous.
It seems that I am thinking too much about it.
Lan Gu is not an ordinary woman at all!
"Isn't it surprising that I'm here to meet you?" Lan Gu took a sip of the drink in the cup and looked at me with a smile.
Her mood was very relaxed, and it also infected me, I didn't speak, and sat quietly across from her.
To be honest, my pretended composure, in her eyes, should be too pediatric.
Lan Gu's shrewdness and my apprehension, such a huge contrast, for a moment, also made me completely aware of the difference between heaven and earth between us.
Whether it is a business war, or an emotion, the attitude and means of dealing with problems, we are indeed no longer on the same level!
Compared to Lan Gu, I am like a lamb to the slaughter, and she is a scheming hunter.
Suffering makes people grow.
If the ratio of suffering and growth is positive, geometric and multiplied, I know in my heart that what Lan Gu has encountered may be a past that I can't reach in my life, and I think I have experienced a lot, and in comparison, the difference is clear at a glance.
"I have to tell you first, Xiao Man and I met here a year ago." Lan Gu said and smiled faintly.
"I know, Xiao Man was also here later, asking you out, every word she said was true."
"The mining farm in our hometown is indeed under my name at present, and I have used you in the past for a while."
"You don't hate me, do you?"
I looked at her with a sour heart, and shook my head.
I really can't hate it.
"You, you've never liked me, have you?" I asked with a slight stammer, and I knew that the answer was obvious.
Lan Gu lowered her head, she probably didn't think about the problem that I had no emotional intelligence.
"Yes!" After a while, she looked up, her face cold, completely like two people compared to the woman who was still full of tenderness and sweetness to me a few months ago.
I noticed that as she spoke, a mist drifted through her eyes.
got Lan Gu's affirmative answer, and I couldn't help but feel a little bitter in my heart.
Love or not, everything is not so important.
If you have to choose between survival and love.
And how many people will succumb to love?
The insignificance of human nature lies in this, right?
In my heart, I was reoccupied by inferiority and sorrow for a moment, and I didn't even have the courage to sit down and face her.
Yes, the most memorable memories of my youth were shattered by reality in an instant.
What a beautiful emotional story!
The rainy night in the youth, the beautiful encounter by the dry water river in the hometown.
More than ten years later, an unexpected encounter in the Beijing clubhouse.
The story of the reunion of the two lovers, what a rare love legend.
The so-called love is trampled under the feet of the truth, stomped into the mud, and becomes disgraced and ugly.
The meeting with Xiaoman in Beijing ruined all the good development wishes of Lan Gu and me in the future.
I fled to Tibet alone, originally wanting to find my spiritual strength and see if my spiritual world was strong enough to accept such a cruel reality.
However, by mistake.
Now I realize that even if I am ready for everything, the truth is that there is no need to toss around.
Now in Lan Gu's heart, she has never cleared a corner for me at all.
I'm just a pathetic tool to be used by her.
Even if it's a personality with a bad past!
This kind of contempt made me a little angry.
Do you deserve to be used and despised?
Why did she do this to me?
Just because I like her?
Loved her?
Do you deserve to be used?
My heart was turbulent, and my sadness and sorrow were drowned out by anger.
"What is the matter with you?" I half-stood up, supported the seat with one hand, leaning on the couch, feeling my body tremble a little with excitement.
"I opened a club in the capital again, and the last store was targeted by the Commission for Discipline Inspection and had to temporarily change places."
Lan Gu said softly, as if she had changed into a different person.
"You also know that the business of the club is purely to attract contacts, but in fact, the main business is to do something together through a specific group of people."
"Over there, I've already completed the layout, and I'm looking for you to talk about cooperation."
She said, looking at me with a smile.
"With your relationship with me, you won't reject me, will you?"
With that, she drank the remnants of coffee from her cup and gave me a meaningful look.
The eye waves flow, and the charm is full of life.