When they reached the top of the mountain, they stopped to rest, and Huang Siyao was also happy to relax. She had secretly hoped that the two men would become friends, one her husband and the other the father of her children. This situation has also been repeatedly reported on television, and she doesn't think it's such a shameless thing.

But now she understood that the fantasy was ridiculous, that the two men were simply incompatible, that they were mutually exclusive. For the first time, she understood that hatred was a strange and delicate thing. It was now the first time that she had consciously and absolutely hated Zhang Haifei, hating him to the extreme, as if she felt that he should be purged from the face of the earth.

It was strange to hate him and admit it completely in her heart that it made her feel very relaxed and full of energy. "Since I hate him, I will never live with him." That's how she thought.

Once on the flat ground, the ranger can push the cart on his own. Zhang Haifei and Huang Siyao started talking, wanting to show their composure. He talked about his aunt who lived in Hong Kong, and Huang Siyao talked about his uncle in Singapore, and he called Huang Siyao to ask when they were leaving.

Huang Siyao said: "Just wait for my sister's time." ”

"She's going to have to drive her own car and take you with her." Zhang Haifei said.

"Quite possibly! I've got to help with the handles, you don't know how heavy this wheelchair is. ”

She walked to the back of her wheelchair and trekked side by side with Lee Kwang-suke on the pink sandstone road. She doesn't care what others see.

"Why don't you wait for the rest of the farm to come? They had a lot of strength and let him push the cart. Zhang Haifei said.

"It's coming soon." Huang Siyao gasped and said.

That being said, when she and Kosuke got home, they both wiped the sweat from their faces. It's a little weird, but this side-by-side cart has made the two of them a lot closer than before.

"Thank you, Kosuke." When he arrived at the door, Zhang Haifei said, "I have to change the motor, and the problem will be solved." Let's go to the kitchen for dinner? It's definitely time for dinner. ”

"Thank you, Boss Zhang. I have to go to my mother's for dinner today, and it's Sunday. ”

"Whatever you want."

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Kosuke put on his coat, looked at Huang Siyao, saluted and left. Huang Siyao snorted and went upstairs.

During lunch, she couldn't bear it anymore, and said to Zhang Haifei: "Zhang Haifei, why are you so inconsiderate? ”

"Considerate of whom?" Zhang Haifei was puzzled.

"His service." Huang Siyao said angrily.

"I don't think there's anything wrong with me!"

Huang Siyao said: "You should be less complacent!" It's better to praise yourself less. You have only been given money that you do not deserve, and you have forced others to work for you at a price of three or four thousand dollars a month, or else you will threaten them with starvation. You're useless! You are just bullying others with your money! ”

"You really speak elegantly, respected Mrs. Zhang!"

"Let me tell you, you were so elegant in the woods just now, I blushed for you. My father is ten times more righteous than you, you hypocrite! ”

He reached out and rang the bell and called for Bota to come. At this time, his face turned red with anger.

She went upstairs to her room in a rage, and said to herself, "Let him buy someone else!" He didn't buy me anyway, so I didn't have to be with him. A useless hypocrite, whose soul is made of dentures! They deceive others by their outward demeanor and false gentlemanly temperament. But they are as emotionless as dentures. ”

She made plans for tonight and was determined to forget Zhang Haifei. She didn't want to hate him. She didn't want to get emotionally entangled with him. She wanted him to know nothing about herself, especially her feelings for the ranger. It had been a long time since she quarreled over her attitude towards her subordinates, and he was all too familiar with her attitude, and she felt that he was too insensitive, too forceful, to be unreasonable when it came to the problems of others.

felt that he was too numb and domineering, and he was unreasonable when it came to other people's problems.

She calmly descended downstairs, still in an untamed posture at the table. His face was still red, he had a liver disease again, he looked strange, and he was reading an original book of calligraphy.

"Have you read Proust?" He asked her.

"I tried to read it, but he bores me."

"He's really outstanding."

"Perhaps! But he bored me, it was too complicated and trivial! He has no feelings, only a series of stories about feelings. I'm tired of that arrogance. ”

"So you like arrogant beastliness, huh?"

"Perhaps! But there may be something in the beast nature that is not arrogant. ”

"Forget it, anyway, I like the subtlety and well-bred unruliness of Proust's work."

"That's what makes you lifeless, really."

"My little lady is speaking like a preacher again."

They're always arguing over and over again! But she just couldn't help but fight him. He sat there like a skeleton, fighting her with the cold will of a skeleton. She could almost feel the skeleton grab her, force her into the rib-streaked cage. He was indeed armed to the teeth, so she was still a little afraid of him.

She waited for an opportunity to leave Zhang Haifei and went to bed early. But at half-past nine she got up and went outside the house to listen to the movement. There was no sound. She put on a dressing gown and went downstairs. Zhang Haifei and Botai are playing chess, and they may play until midnight.

She went back to her room, threw her dressing gown over the messy bed, changed into a thin nightgown, covered with a sweater, put on her rubber-soled tennis shoes, and put on a light jacket, and she was ready. If anyone sees her, she says go out for a walk. When she came back in the morning, she said that she had gone out for a walk, and she often went out for a walk before breakfast. Other than that, the only danger is that someone will enter her bedroom at night. But usually no one comes, just in case.

So she slipped out quietly, and no one noticed. There was a half-moon in the sky, and the light was bright enough to make out the road, but it was hard to see her in dark gray clothes. She walked briskly through the garden, not excited by the tryst, but with anger and revolt burning in her heart. This mood is not suitable for a love tryst, it is just a joy in the bitterness!