Chapter 30: The Light of Hell

Hell exists, and so does darkness!

Anyone who has been to a mental hospital knows that the feeling is indescribable, like being in another world. The eyes of the mentally ill are like an abyss, and they can only see darkness.

There is also light in the darkness!

Nurse Zhu returned to China with an old book in her suitcase: "St. Francis of Assisi".

On the title page of the book is a pencil of her words: "We live in this world, not just to pursue our own happiness, but to contribute to others." ”

This sentence was actually spoken by Mother Teresa.

Mother Teresa, who won the Nobel Peace Prize in 1979, founded the Missionary Society of Charity with assets of more than $400 million, and the world's richest companies are willing to donate money to her, and she has won the love of people all over the world. However, when she died, her entire personal possessions consisted of a crucifix, a pair of sandals, and three old clothes. She gave everything to the poor, the sick, the orphans, the lonely, the homeless, and the dying. From the age of eleven until his death at the age of eighty-seven.

We don't know anything about Nurse Zhu's life abroad, except that she learned from a chance conversation that she once fainted outside the church at the headquarters of the American Charity Mission because of anemia, collapsed on the streets of a foreign land, and when she woke up, she found herself in the church.

Is this a providence for someone who has never been to church?

Since then, Nurse Zhu has become a devout believer in Christianity.

Mother Teresa opened more than 600 missions of charity in 127 countries around the world.

Now, there's one more branch.

After returning to China, Nurse Xiao Zhu declined invitations from several well-known hospitals and worked as a trainee nurse in a psychiatric hospital. She gave up her reputation, her status, and her privileged life. There are no expectations, no demands for anything in return, with loving care, and all work is based on love.

This kind of kindness and fraternity, like the bright moon, like the bright starlight, sings the praises of a self-sacrificing man with all beautiful words, and it will never seem excessive. For Nurse Zhu, what she cares for is her brother, her sister, she gives them faith, sees the light in hell, and they have the same Heavenly Father.

She was ugly, bearded, round-shouldered, and didn't look like a woman at all.

She has a short temper, and although she is often patient, she has a sinister heart, which is always beyond her kindness, so she sometimes can't help but swear, swear, and hit people.

But every patient in the psychiatric hospital knows that she has wings and that she is an angel.

Nurse Xiao Zhu once thought about giving up, once, in the courtyard of the mental hospital, she sat on three bricks, leaning against the climbing plants by the wall, from the gap in the leaves, she looked up at the starry sky, tears glistening, and then closed her eyes, clasped her hands, someone heard her prayer, and in those few words, you can analyze the struggle and hesitation in her heart.

God, I'm too weak, should I stay here or choose to leave selfishly. Do you really want to abandon them?

Is this hell? I have seen so much tragedy and suffering, and they are the people who need love and care the most.

Lord, our Heavenly Father, what is the role of a physician, the same as that of a priest?

God, is it my mission that I have traveled through thousands of mountains and rivers to spread your gospel, and this is a glorious journey of life, and there is a way to go down, all the way down, into the depths of hell, with only a Bible, to spread your love to those who are going to read it?

I pray in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, Amen.

Nurse Xiao Zhu looked up at the starry sky and found the answer from the depths of the sky. After that prayer, she had someone buy a biography of Mother Teresa, which she has since used as a role model. Because she has witnessed too many miserable scenes, she has done everything she can to turn the hellish mental hospital into a paradise.

At the end of her internship, she told the dean, "I'd like to be a volunteer caregiver here." ”

The dean said, "Volunteers, no pay. ”

Nurse Xiao Zhu said: "I don't want a salary, and I'm not here for money. ”

The dean said, "How long are you going to be in office?" ”

Nurse Xiao Zhu said, "For a lifetime! ”

She opened doors and walked into hearts, in this world, the dirtiest people are precisely the ones who need to be cleansed the most, and the outcasts are precisely the ones who need care the most.

There was a paranoid persecution psycho in the hospital, and he always felt that someone was going to hunt him down, so he once wandered the world and wandered all over the country. In the hospital, he weaves ropes from his body hair, which are made of hair, pubic hair, armpit hair, and a mustache, whenever he wants to escape. Since Nurse Zhu came, he stopped this hobby of handicrafts, and the first thing Nurse Zhu said to him was: "Don't be afraid, I will protect you, how long have you been weaving this rope?" ”

The patient replied, "Nine years." ”

Nurse Xiao Zhu sighed deeply, nine years!

Before that, no one had ever protected him, and the most people said to him since he was a child were "", "neurotic", "stay away from me", "beat you".

Once, when the power went out, everyone gathered around the candlelight, and there were snowflakes floating quietly outside the window, and she told every patient that this was not a mental hospital, but the house of Jesus Christ, that is, their own home, and everyone was brothers and sisters, and they should take care of each other. On that snowy night, she taught them to sing Christian songs, and she told them that today was a holiday.

One patient asked, "What holiday?" ”

Nurse Zhu replied, "Christmas! ”

On Christmas Day, Nurse Zhu gave Wu Wu two apples and taught the boy with amnesia that people should love each other, because everyone is a brother and sister, and there is only one creator for everything in the world.

"I don't remember my father's name. ”

Nurse Zhu: "God, our Heavenly Father. ”

"It's a very good name," Uwu said. ”

Nurse Xiao Zhu: "You have two apples, you should take out one apple and give it to the person you like, I like you, so I will give you an apple." ”

Uwu said: "If I don't give it to someone else, will you beat me?" ”

Nurse Xiaozhu: "No, I will only fix you when you call me by my nickname." ”

Wu Wu grinned and said, "Big belly gang." ”

Nurse Xiao Zhu was furious, scolded the little bastard, and slapped him hard.

Uwu said, "I'm going to write it down." ”

Wu Wu took out a diary and wrote on it: Today, Aunt Xiao Zhu gave me two apples and a slap, I want to give the apples to Liu Wuxin, I don't know when he will be there. Aunt Xiao Zhu has a big butt and is nicknamed the big belly gang.

Nurse Xiao Zhu: "Why did you give it to Liu Wuxin?" ”

"He taught me this method and asked me to write down important things so that I wouldn't forget them," Uwu said. ”

Nurse Xiao Zhu made a gesture of waving her hand and said, "Why do you little rabbit always call me my nickname and write it in my diary?" ”

Uwu's words were touching, he said: "I'm afraid, forget about you......"

Uwu's diary is short, often one-sentence, of his life in a mental hospital, and the last page reads:

Today, Liu Wuxin said that the dean is a bad person, and the head nurse is also a bad person. The dean gave me a physical examination and said that he would take me to another big hospital for a physical examination tomorrow, and then I could be discharged. I can't remember what my mother looks like, I think it should look more like Aunt Zhu......

Uwu lost sixty percent of his liver, he died of hemorrhagic shock, this poor child did not know until he died, after his parents threw him into a mental hospital, they never wanted him again, and the guardian gave up his guardianship responsibility, which is one of the reasons why the dean dared to sell his organs from a living person.

The dean's death stemmed from his disbelief that there were feelings between mentally ill people.

Wuwu has three best friends: Fat Bear, Sister Glasses, and Liu Wuxin.

Liu Wuxin and Du Ping share a body, this intelligent personality realizes that the greedy dean will sooner or later attack others, he writes a sentence on the cover of the book "A Brief History of Time": Du Ping, remind you, the dean is going to cut off your kidney, as well as the fat bear and the glasses sister, I hope you can see this sentence.

Underneath that sentence, Du Ping replied: Who are you and what should we do?

Liu Wuxin replied: An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, a hand for a hand, and a foot for a foot.

The special case team later passed the handwriting appraisal and found that these words were the handwriting of Liu Wuxin and Du Ping, and although the split personality shared the same body, the main personality and the secondary personality had their own names and memories, and even the handwriting was different.

On the fourth day after Christmas, on the night of Uwu's death, the dean asked the head nurse to deal with it as soon as possible, and the head nurse asked Du Ping, Fat Bear, and Sister Glasses to dispose of Uwu's body in an underground corpse processing factory. The three mentally ill people were heavy and sad, and at the same time, out of fear for themselves and hatred for the director, they stole anesthetics and a set of craniotomy instruments and amputation tools.

In the morgue, the dean, the dean's wife, and the morgue guard, who were under general anesthesia, lay in a "Y" shape on three stretcher carts. The killing of the dean's wife was an accident because she happened to be with the dean at the time. The morgue guard was deliberately killed, and this guard usually had two hobbies:

1. Drinking.

2. Beating a mentally ill person after drinking.

The three people on the stretcher began to beg for mercy unconsciously, general anesthesia did not mean coma, and they were still able to speak in a daze.

Du Ping said to the dean, "Do you want to turn into a plant, carrots, or sliced soaked garlic?" ”

Fat Bear said to the dean's wife, "I'm going to take a look at your face." ”

Sister glasses said, "You forced us to work, and now, we have to start working." ”

It only takes ten minutes for a skilled slaughterhouse worker to split a pig, and the dissection skills of these three butchers benefit from the strict teaching and supervision of the head nurse. They played against each other and it took less than ten minutes to complete the whole process. Leaving bloody footprints and bloody handprints on the walls is just a prank by a mentally ill person.

The head nurse died in the hospital cemetery because the three of them were in the process of murder, Du Ping suddenly transformed into Liu Wuxin's personality, and the underground corpse processing plant was the first murder scene, when the head nurse's tongue had been cut off, the skin of his face was peeled off, and the artery of his wrist was cut, Liu Wuxin stopped the dissection that Fat Bear and Sister Glasses were doing, and he knew that the head nurse would not live long, so he threw it to the cemetery.

This clever personality dug up an empty grave in order to leave a clue for the special case team.

He had two plastic bags on his feet, and he had a habit of walking in the rain, putting his feet in plastic bags and tying them to his ankles before every walk in the muddy yard, which is why the special task force did not find the cemetery dirt on his slippers.

Nurse Xiao Zhu didn't know that the three were the murderers at first, so she drew a circle to give the special case team a hint, hoping to end the inhumane illegal behavior in the mental hospital. After the case deepened, Nurse Xiao Zhu became suspicious of Du Ping, Fat Bear, and Sister Glasses, and the three did not hide her, but told Nurse Xiao Zhu the truth.

Nurse Xiao Zhu did not cover the three of them, she did three things for them.

Nurse Zhu told them to repent and unload their souls from their sins.

Nurse Zhu prayed her last prayer for them.

Nurse Xiao Zhu sang with them, and then she wore a cross on her chest and led the three of them into the conference room to surrender.

Du Ping, Fat Bear, and Sister Glasses truthfully confessed their criminal process, although the interrogation transcript was mixed with the confusion and illogical logic unique to mental patients, but the case was basically settled.

The special case team wanted to talk to Liu Wuxin, however, this personality had not appeared since he left the underground corpse processing factory with Professor Liang and Su Mei.

After the incident, the police have not been able to find out who caused the fire in the hospital, and many patients' files have been burned, as well as some works of art. Nurse Xiao Zhu has become Dean Xiao Zhu, and she feels very sorry. There are also artists in mental hospitals, and geniuses are sometimes considered mentally ill. In addition to the aforementioned craftsman who weaves rope from body hair, there are also painters, writers, poets, magicians, and performance artists.

In 2000, a man with four umbrellas, all four umbrellas were broken, only skeletons, no umbrella cloth, just like that, he walked in the wind and snow, strolling in the courtyard of a mental hospital.

In 2001, a mentally ill person made a miniature relief of the Qingming Riverside on a can.

In 2002, someone carved a sentence on the wall with a nail: What disappeared above will be reunited below.

Professor Liang looked at the wall and pondered for a long time, which he felt was very much like Liu Wuxin's handwriting, but in 2002, Du Ping had not yet been imprisoned in the mental hospital. Professor Leung felt strange because the patient file had been lost, so he interrogated the hunchbacked old man in the hospital's communication room.

Professor Liang: "I want to ask, do you have a mental patient named Liu Wuxin here?" ”

Hunchbacked old man: "Du Ping is Liu Wuxin, he has two names." ”

Professor Liang: "I'm referring to another Liu Wuxin, in 2002, was there still a person with this name?" ”

Hunchbacked old man: "Liu Wuxin, I want to think about it, yes, I really have an impression of this person." ”

Professor Leung: "What does he do?" ”

Hunchbacked old man: "It is said that he is a writer, he has been in a mental hospital for nearly ten years, and now, he has been discharged from the hospital for almost ten years." ”