The people who were left behind looked at each other.

Just now, they had a hunch that it was as if they had brushed shoulders with death, as if they had picked up their lives for nothing?

Zhou Rui clutched his sleeves and wiped the cold sweat on his face.

His heart was in a mess, looking at Shi Yun's corpse, and thinking about what the boy looked like when he did it to that monster before.

That ghost, the ghost that scared him so much, made him very scared, actually died like this?

And that kid, is he too strong?

It's not human, it's inhuman!

Shi Shen frowned, and suddenly said to Liu Shangqing and Zhou Rui: "You come with me." ”

Liu Shangqing: "??? ”

Brother Shen's expression was so serious.

Zhou Rui: "??? ”

Why is there suddenly a kind of domineering atmosphere, and the audience is overflowing?

……

Xue Yan's RV drove back to the ancestral house of the Shi family.

The sleeping child looked very peaceful.

But his complexion was lighter than white paper and almost transparent. The green tendons and blood vessels under the skin can be seen clearly at a glance.

Xue Yan stood aside, staring at the sleeping child, and suddenly sighed in a depressed manner.

……

When Ning Chen woke up, it was already night, and when night fell, the sky was like a black satin, and there were no stars or bright moon.

Xue Yan saw that the child was awake, and immediately took out the dinner that had been prepared long ago.

Today's electronic technology is very advanced, such as kitchen utensils, which is very convenient to keep warm, and keep fresh, what is it like when it is just out of the pot, wait for a few hours, or even a few days and years, it is still what it is, as if time stands still.

"Hungry, come, eat more."

Ning Chen glanced at Xue Yan in a foggy manner: "Don't worry. ”

He patted the back of Xue Yan's hand with his small hand.

Xue Yan was silent for a moment.

"Ningning."

"Huh?"

"For you, is there a difference between me, Xue Zhan and Xue Lie, and those of yours?"

Ning Chen glanced at him strangely. "Absolutely."

Yan They are family, Song Tianyu is a student, and he can tell the difference.

"Really?"

While feeding the child, Xue Yan said absent-mindedly: "However, in my opinion, there is no difference. You also see yourself as a member of your territory, and you think you have a duty and an obligation to protect and do good to these people in your own way. But ......"

Xue Yan bit his lip, and in his long and narrow eyes, there seemed to be pain, pain, and a deeper thought rising.

"Aren't you tired of living like this? We...... It's not as vulnerable as you think, and you don't have to do it yourself. If you do this, I will feel distressed. ”

Ning Chen was suddenly speechless.

He doesn't understand.

I don't understand why Xue Yan is heartbroken.

They are his, and he wants to protect them, and there is nothing wrong with that.

Xue Yan smiled astringently.

"My heart hurts, my heart hurts. Ning Ning, do you know what that feels like? Can you understand? ”

Ning Chen shook his head in confusion.

He didn't understand, he hadn't tried, he didn't have that kind of experience.

Xue Yan was silent for a long time before asking again: "Then if I am killed now, how would you feel?" ”

Ning Chen didn't think twice, "You won't." ”

"I'm talking about what ifs."

"There will be no what ifs."

Ning Chen looked at Xue Yan seriously: "With me, no one will hurt you, and you will never die." And, even if you die, I will be able to revive you. So you don't have to worry, you're going to live a long time. ”

This time, the dumbfounded person was replaced by Xue Yan instead.

The astringency in Xue Yan's heart became stronger and stronger, and he suddenly said with a look that Ning Chen couldn't understand: "Every time, when I face you like this, I can't control myself. I always think of those things from a long time ago, and I know that you have forgotten them. ...... to you"

It's a kind of past that can't be looked back on.

But in the past, his Ning Ning was clearly not like this.

As long as I think of where those injuries came from, as long as I think of all the things that Ning Ning has suffered, as long as I think of ...... He couldn't control himself.

Ning Chen looked at him in confusion, "Yan, why do you make me feel as if we've known each other for a long time. But we've only started together in the last decade, haven't we? However, you seem to know me before. ”

He's not stupid, it's just that many times there are a lot of things, and he doesn't bother to pay attention to it, and he doesn't bother to care.

He glanced at Xue Yan suspiciously, and suddenly stretched out his little hand, and his fingertips were about to fall on Xue Yan's forehead, but he saw Xue Yan turn his face away.

Ning Chen was stunned, and then withdrew his hand, he looked at his fingertips, "You don't want to." "I don't want him to see it, I don't want him to see it.

Xue Yan smiled, "Don't think too much, I'm just in a bad mood, I'll be fine after a good night's sleep, and I'll be the same me you know tomorrow." ”

Ning Chen pursed his lips, "In this world, there are many things I don't understand, but if I want to, I can know everything." But you don't want to, why? You have secrets and don't want me to know. ”

Suddenly feeling like there was a layer of estrangement, Ning Chen lowered his eyes and lowered his little head: "Yan, did I do something wrong." ”

Xue Yan was stunned, "Of course not, what are you thinking about?" ”

Ning Chen raised his little face pitifully, "But, if I have tears, I must be crying now." ”

But he didn't.

That kind of thing has nothing to do with him.

It has long been extinct from his life.

He glanced at Xue Yan for a while: "What you don't want to do, I don't force it, this is my respect for you." However, if being by my side makes you feel pain, I want you to leave. I can take care of myself, you don't have to worry. ”

Xue Yan was stunned again, his voice choked, and his eyes were red.

"I know you don't have a heart......"

Ning Chen was even more confused: "I have, I don't believe you touch it, it's jumping." ”

He grabbed Xue Yan's hand and pressed it to his chest.

Xue Yan suddenly covered his eyes, he was extremely decadent, and a deep sense of powerlessness at this moment crushed him.

He really has no way to take Ning Ning.

The heart, however, is not the heart of the heart, but the foundation of the human being, the source of emotions, not a string of rules set for oneself, not like programming according to a specific program, when stimulated by a special event to make a corresponding stress response.

He didn't want a machine, but a heart, but this man had already lost his heart.

Xue Yan turned his back and didn't let the tears flow.

"It's too late, go to bed early after eating, you consume too much today, you need to rest more."

Leaned over and kissed Ning Chen's forehead lightly, and then, Xue Yan turned around and strode away, his back was embarrassed, and his steps staggered, as if he was on the run.

He had always hated himself.

I hate the self who knew what was going on with his lover, but couldn't help at all, but couldn't do anything.

is also just like Xue Zhan, just like Xue Lie.

They always hate themselves.

If that hadn't happened, their Ning Ning would never have been what it is now......