Chapter 36: The Retreat of Love

It was drizzling on the way home.

"Is it raining again?" Seeing her shaking off her hat, Zhang Haifei asked her.

"It's just a drizzle."

She poured her tea in silence, still thinking about her own business. Today she really wanted to see that Lee Kwang-suke, and wanted to know if everything was true, if it was true!

"Do you want me to read something to you after drinking tea?" Zhang Haifei said.

She looked at him, wondering if he had sniffed out something.

"Spring makes people lazy, I want to rest for a while." She said.

"Whatever you want. Uncomfortable, isn't it? ”

"Nope! It's just a little tired, and people are lacking in spring. Can you let Hata play some game with you? ”

"No, I'd better watch TV."

From his voice, she could hear that Zhang Haifei felt particularly satisfied. So she went upstairs to her room. From there, she heard the TV downstairs shouting. So she put on her old purple raincoat and slipped out the side door.

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The drizzle is like a curtain, and the world in the rain seems mysterious and silent, but not cold. She hurried through the woods, running so hot that she had to untie the thin tarpaulin.

The drizzle makes the forest under the night seem more secluded and mysterious. Eggs and eggs everywhere, half-open and half-closed leaf buds and flower buds make the world seem mysterious. In the darkness, the dark trees shimmered faintly, as if they had taken off their clothes at night, and the green plants on the ground seemed to glow green.

There was still no one in the clearing. The chicks are almost all hidden under the mother chicken, and only one or two adventurous chicks are still pecking at the dry place under the grass shed.

I see! He still hasn't been here, he's deliberately hiding. Maybe something was wrong, maybe she could go to his dorm room and take a look.

But she was destined to wait. So she opened the door to the hut with her own key. Everything in the house was neatly tied, the grains were put into buckets, the blankets were folded on the shelves, and the firewood and grass were neatly stacked in the corners, and it was a new bundle of grass. The windlamp hung from the nails, and the table and chair were put back in their place, where she once laid.

She sat down on a stool on the porch. Everything was so peaceful! The drizzle was like a mist, and it crept into the night with the wind, but the wind was silent. The trees stood upright, like powerful people, half-light and half-dark, quiet but vibrant. Everything is full of life!

The night was dark, and she had to go back. Looks like he's avoiding her.

Just then, he suddenly strode into the clearing. He was wearing an oilcloth jacket, like a car driver, and his jacket was drenched in the rain and shiny. He glanced hastily at the hut, gave her a brief salute, and then turned to the chicken coop. He crouched down silently, examined it carefully, and then closed the cage doors and let the hens and chicks stay safe overnight.

When he had done this, he walked slowly towards her, who was still sitting on a stool. He came to the eaves of the porch and stood before her.

"Here we go." He spoke in tongues.

"yes!" She said, looking up at him and saying, "You're late!" ”

"Alas!" He sighed and twisted his face to look at the woods.

She slowly stood up and moved the stool to the side.

"Want to come in?" She asked.

He lowered his head, looked keenly at her and asked:

"You come here every night, people don't gossip, do they?"

"How so?" She looked up at him in confusion and said, "I said I was coming." No one else knows. ”

"Soon they will know," he said, "what will happen then?" ”

She didn't know how to answer.

"How would they know?" She asked.

"It's not a matter of time or time. How can there be an impermeable wall? He said helplessly.

Her lips quivered slightly.

"Then I can't help it." She's on her toes.

"Don't!" He said, "If you don't come, you'll be fine." Then he immediately added in a low voice, "If you can't come." ”

"But I don't want to come." She muttered.

He turned his face to look at the woods, and was silent.

"But what if people find out?" He finally said, "Think again." Don't you feel like a drop? And your husband's worker! ”

She looked up at his side and said, "Isn't it......" She stuttered a little, "Don't you want me?" ”

"Think about it!" He said, "Think about it, if people find out, what will Boss Zhang, and all the other people say?" ”

"Go ahead, I'm down, I can get out of here."

"Where are you going?"

"Anywhere! I have my own money, my mother left me 200,000 yuan, it is my money, Zhang Haifei can't touch this money, so I can leave if I want to. ”

"Maybe you don't want to go."

"So what! I don't care what happens. ”

"Oh, that's what you think now, but you'll care! You have to care, everybody. You have to remember who you are. A boss lady and a worker are messing around! It's not the same as whether I'm a person of status or not. That's right, you have to care, you have to think about it! ”

"There's no need for that! Why should I care about my identity as Mrs. Zhang? I can't hate that title enough. Every time people call me that, I feel like they're making fun of me. They're just making fun of me, really, even when you call me that. ”

"Me!"

For the first time, he looked her straight and stared into her eyes.

"I didn't make fun of you." He said.

When he stared into her eyes, Huang Siyao found that his eyes had dimmed, dimmed, and his pupils were dilated.

"Aren't you afraid of taking risks?" He asked in a hoarse voice, "You should be careful, or it will be too late!" ”

There was a mixture of warning and pleading in his voice, which was very unusual.

"I have nothing to lose!" "If you know what I'm losing, you'll understand that I'm happy to lose it." All I lost was my shackles, my body, my spirit! But are you worried about yourself? ”

"Alas!" He replied, "Yes! I'm worried. I'm worried. I'm scared. ”

"What's the matter?" She asked.

His head twisted back strangely, meaning to refer to the outside world.

"All things! All of them! Those of them. ”

As he spoke, he lowered his head and suddenly kissed her sad face, and said while kissing, "No, I don't care!" Let's come, go to his others. But if you regret it. ”

"You don't want me!" She pleaded. In this case, I can only say this to people who fully trust.

His fingers ran against her cheek and kissed her violently.

"Let me in first," he said softly, "take off your raincoat." ”

He hung up his gun, took off his damp leather jacket, and reached for the blanket.

"I've brought another blanket," he said, "so we'll have a cover." ”

"I can't stay long," she said, "and I'll have to go back to dinner at half-past seven." ”

He glanced at her, then looked at his watch and said, "It's too late!" ”

He closed the door and turned on the light, which was dim and scorching.

"Let's stay a little bit longer." He said.