The next day, Ji Mo found that she woke up from the bed, and she knew that Tang Jingqing must have brought her back, because she usually wouldn't sleep in this bed.

Glancing at the time on her phone, it was 9 o'clock in the morning, and she immediately got up and went to the bathroom to wash up, and today she was going to take Yao Meiyin to visit her mother in the nursing home.

Therefore, she deliberately refused the driver at home, but drove herself to wait for Yao Meiyin to come out of the hotel at the appointed time, and unexpectedly saw her holding various large bags and small bags in her hands.

"Auntie, what are these?"

"Note, I used to like the gadgets with my sister, and I brought them back from Australia this time, I think she should like them."

"Thank you, Auntie."

"Let's go, let's go." At the end of the season, she watched the car gradually drive away from Shenyang city and towards the suburbs, and Yao Meiyin got closer to the nursing home, the more she couldn't control her emotions, she hadn't seen her sister for many years, she had never dared to see her, she had never wanted to see it, she couldn't believe that she was omnipotent in her heart

My sister would be living in such a place now.

"Auntie, mom she's fine, so you don't have to worry too much."

"I know, but just thinking about it, I'm still sad."

"Now she is very confused every day, I think it's good to be confused, there is no worry every day."

Yao Qinyin's sanatorium is nearly 30 kilometers away from the city, which is not close, but fortunately, the nearby area is undeveloped, there are fields everywhere, and there is a large country park not far away, so the air here is very fresh.

Ji Mo walked all the way to the front, taking Yao Meiyin to the senior single ward where her mother was.

Along the way, Yao Meiyin looked at the patients in the nursing home wearing hospital gowns, and had mixed feelings in her heart, but she never thought that one day her closest people would live here.

And in the high-end single room, the doors and windows are equipped with railings, and I sigh in my heart, how good the environment is? It's just another beautiful cage.

"Mom, I'm coming."

"Who are you?"

A woman who looks nine layers like the end of the season, a woman who is no more than fifty but has a silver hair, and a woman whose eyes are godless and lifeless, no one can believe that she was also beautiful.

She is Ji Mo's mother, Yao Qinyin.

"Mom, I'm your daughter, do you remember me?"

"You, you're my daughter?" Yao Qinyin's old and dry skin and eyes were full of strangeness and fear.

"Mom, think about it, we agreed last time, you have to remember me this time."

"Who are you? Is it Xinxin, my daughter is called Xinxin. ”

"Yes, I'm just a child, do you remember Mom?" At the end of the season, he pretended not to care and admitted that he was a child.

Yao Meiyin on the side couldn't listen to a few words of conversation between their mother and daughter, and she couldn't listen to it at all.

What the hell is this sister of hers doing!

I can't even recognize my own daughter!

"Childlike innocence, I knew you were Xinxin, my good daughter, let me see you!" Empty eyes looked at the end of the season, as if looking at another person through her.

"I'm sorry Mom, I'm late."

"Childlike, where is your father? Why hasn't she come yet? Didn't you say we were going to see you perform together? ”

"Dad is still working overtime, so I'm the only one to accompany you today, Dad said that we only need to be responsible for being beautiful like a flower, and he is responsible for making money to support the family!"

"Yes, yes, he wants to support his family and support us."

"Mom, look, do you remember who she is?" At the end of the season, Yao Meiyin pointed to the door.

"No, I don't know, she, who is she, Xinxin?"

Yao Meiyin put the things she brought next to her bed, looking at the crazy sister in front of her, there was no distress left, only the anger of hatred and steel.

"Yao Qinyin, if it weren't for you like this, I really want to beat you up."

"Auntie!" The end of the season wanted to stop what she was going to say.

"What? Do you think you're hiding in your own void world without any pain? But you threw all your pain on your daughter! ”

Yao Meiyin really wanted to wake her up with a slap, but there was nothing more ridiculous than this to recognize Tong Xin as a daughter.

"Xinxin, she, who is she? It's good, it's fierce, it's terrible! Yao Qinyin shivered and hid behind Ji Mo, looking at her with fear in her eyes and a sense of déjà vu.

"Who am I? Yao Qinyin, you should ask who you are! Do you remember this kid at the end of the season? ”

"Ahh End of the season? Who is at the end of the season! Yes! I don't want it! I don't want the end of the season! She hates it! ”

"Mom is fine, I'm here, I'm here." At the end of the season, Yao Qinyin, who saw an emotional breakdown, held her in her arms.

"I hate the end of the season, I hate her!" As she spoke, Yao Qinyin didn't know why she was crying.

"Well, it's okay, it's okay if we hate the end of the season." said coldly, as if the end of the season in his mouth was not himself.

Yao Qinyin suddenly thought of something under the stimulation of her sister, and tried her best to deny something.

"Auntie, please don't say it, I'm fine."

"This is the mother who takes care of her wholeheartedly? Look if she's a little self-conscious of being a mother now! ”

"Don't say it, auntie, my mom is her...... My mom she's just, it hurts so much. ”

When she was a child, Ji Shuyun wanted her to learn ballet, so Yao Qinyin invited the best teacher to teach her at the end of the day.

Unfortunately, the end of the season is not the material for learning ballet, and progress is always slow.

When one day, after Ji Shuyun left home, Yao Qinyin found that his husband was with another child, never missed every game, and would come to the stage to send flowers every time he won a prize......

She suddenly knew the reason why she was abandoned by Ji Shuyun, because her daughter was a season-ending without talent, not a childlike who was hailed as a ballet genius.

Ji Shuyun likes children who can dance ballet, but her children always lose, always lose to the child called Childlike Heart?

So, wouldn't it be different if my child was a child? Could it be that Shu Yun will stay by his side?

It is always difficult for people to admit their failures; But it's always easy to find excuses for yourself to fail.

Yao Qinyin, who always believes that hard work will lead to success, has always firmly believed in her life creed, but only found that on the road to marriage, hard work is not omnipotent, and there are many things that will not help even if you work hard.

This kind of realization makes the world of a woman who has never experienced failure fall apart in an instant.

What's wrong? Why did she try so hard to be nice to someone, but the response she got in the end was his coldness?

I don't want to believe that love needs some fate after all;

I don't want to believe that a man who has been gentle with me can turn around so decisively;

What exactly did she do wrong?

On that sunny afternoon, she saw him smile at another woman with a gentle smile he had never seen before, kiss her on the forehead affectionately, and then crouch down and pick up the girl in the dancing costume in the air.

"Our hearts are awesome! You're Daddy's Pride! ”

How dazzling the picture was, she finally admitted her defeat.

"It's all you! It's all your fault! "When I got home, I picked up a stick and smashed it on Xiao Jimo, who was only 5 years old!

"It's all useless! You've lost! How can you lose! ”

"Because you're so useless, Shu Yun doesn't want me!"

Only by blaming others for all her mistakes can she seem to continue to gasp and live.

Since then, the end of the season has become an excuse for Yao Qinyin's failure.

Watching his mother go crazy step by step, this is a very difficult process, from the beginning of desperately drunk, after getting drunk, he took the end of the season to get angry at the end of the season to the temper gradually became uncontrollable, and finally at the end of the season when he was 18 years old, Yao Qinyin was completely crazy......

You may ask, why should you be nostalgic if you can commit domestic violence and a mother who has never loved you?

Because every time after venting at the end of the season, Yao Qinyin painfully hugged the little end of the season and kept apologizing with tears, which made the end of the season very distressed.

Yao Qinyin knew that she was sick, very sick;

At the end of the season, she knew that her mother was sick, very sick;

Despite being covered in injuries, they still tried to hug each other, and Ji Mo knew that her mother had not worked hard, seeing a psychiatrist, taking antidepressants, and insomnia every night accompanied by headaches, nausea, and in severe cases, suicidal tendencies.

At the end of the season, I really can't bear to see my mother fighting depression anymore.

"If I'm a childlike and it makes you happy, I'm a child, okay?"

"It's okay, as long as you're good, it doesn't matter who I am."

She knew that it was the picture of Ji Shuyun kissing Tong Li and embracing her childlike innocence that stimulated Yao Qinyin.

As much envy as there is, there is as much envy as there is; How much envy there is, how much pain there is; It's Yao Qinyin.

At the end of the season, after finally putting Yao Qinyin to sleep, he took Yao Meiyin for a walk in the courtyard downstairs of the sanatorium.

"Xiao Mo, I didn't know she was so sick."

"It's much better now, and she's more stable most of the time." It's much better than before, when I would self-harm at every turn or not sleep for days and nights.

"You've suffered, little end."

"There's nothing to suffer or suffer, who let her be my mother."

"My sister seems to have never lost a battle in this marriage in her life, and she has always been praised as the first talented woman in Shenyang City. Perhaps it was these vain reputations that made her unable to stand up at all when she encountered failure. ”

"It doesn't matter what the reason is, my mother's tragedy is already like this, I just hope that she can live happily and confused in the future."

"And yourself, don't always think about others, carry everything on yourself, you will be very tired."

"Well, auntie, don't worry, I will regulate my emotions by myself."

Before leaving the sanatorium, Yao Meiyin looked back at this place for the last time, it seemed to be a peaceful and beautiful place, but there was a generation of talented women, no one would have thought that she would leave the scene in such a way. At this time, Yao Meiyin looked at Ji Mo with more worry in her eyes, in fact, she and Yao Qinyin were too similar in her bones, and the only thing she could pray for was that Tang Jingqing was not the second Ji Shuyun.