Chapter 72: "The Fish of the Sea"
She was so tired of this incident that she even envied the daughters of her aunt's family, who were so unsophisticated and innocent. She was afraid that anyone would know about her and the ranger now. What a shame it would be to tell this!
She was restless, scared, and felt in special need of respect.
If Zhang Haifei knew about her affair, what an unspeakable shame it would be! If the people in my hometown knew about this, how could they still live in this place? She was afraid, and let the society and filthy rumors frighten her heart. She almost wished she could get rid of that child. In short, she was terrified.
As for the bottle of perfume, it was her fault, it was just her mischievousness. She left half a bottle of perfume there in order to make him think of her when he smelled it, so that he would not forget her.
She couldn't help but tell her father her secret, but she didn't say that she was the caretaker's lover, only that she liked him, and told him about his background.
Her father said, "Wait and see, those people will not give up until they destroy that man." He had a chance but refused to be in the middle class, and if he had to be a maverick in sex, they would have to ruin him. The last thing they can tolerate is that you are open about sex, and they think it's dirtier than anything else. In fact, the more you defile your sex, the happier they will be. People have a crazy taboo about not being allowed to see sex as a natural life. They don't think so, and they don't let you think so, or they're going to kill you. Just wait and see, they're going to destroy that man. What did he do? said that he went too far in having sex with his wife, doesn't he have this right? His wife should be proud of it. But you see, even such a lowly bitch will bite back and destroy him by taking advantage of the hatred of the common people against sex. When it comes to sex, you have to be sneaky, ashamed, and scary before you're allowed to do it. Oh, they're going to have to ruin that poor fellow. ”
Huang Siyao's thoughts have changed now. What did he do wrong? What he did to Huang Siyao brought her wonderful pleasure and a sense of liberation. He gave her life and let the tide of her passionate, natural desires rush. That's why people want to destroy him.
No, no, it shouldn't be like this. She saw him in front of her: a lean, muscular figure with a peculiar smile on his face. She heard his voice again: You have the best ass of a woman. Thinking about it, a stream of heat flowed through her body, and a small flame sprang between her knees.
She said to herself, "Oh no, I must not give this up!" I must not give up on him. I had to be attached to him and hold on to what I had gotten from him. It was He who gave me heat and burning life, and I didn't have those things until then, so I would never give up. ”
Then she did something reckless. She sent a message to Hirota, asking him to give it to him. She said, "I'm very sad to hear about the trouble your wife has caused you. But you don't have to worry about it, it's just a hysteria, and it will pass. But I'm very sad about it, and I do hope you don't get too angry because it's not worth it for her. She's nothing more than a hysterical woman who wants to hurt you. I will be back in ten days and hope everything is well. ”
A few days later, Zhang Haifei sent a WeChat message, and he posted a lot of messages in a row, and it was obvious that he was unhappy.
"I'm glad to hear that you're preparing to leave Malaysia on the 16th. But if you're having a good time there, don't rush back. We all miss you. You should enjoy plenty of sunshine though. So, in order to have fun, let's stay longer. It's raining today. Bota worked tirelessly and took good care of me. ”
"The ranger's scandal is not only not over, but it is getting worse and worse, snowballing and getting bigger and bigger. Hirota kept telling me about new situations. She made me feel like a fish, and although she couldn't speak, her gills were quietly gossiping through her breath, as long as she lived, and everything had to be filtered through her gills. There was no fuss to her, as if someone else's business was the oxygen she needed to breathe. ”
"She was very concerned about Lee Kwang-suk's scandal, and whenever I asked, she would talk about it non-stop. What she hates the most is Li Guangfu's wife, she only calls her name Huang Nianen, and her indignant appearance is like an actor acting. I understand the dirty life of those Huang Nianen people in this world, and when I come out of the dirty muddy water, I gradually emerge to the surface, and look at the sunshine outside, I will be surprised, how can there be such people and things. “
"I think the surface of our world is actually the bottom of the sea, and that's absolutely right. All the trees are plants of the seabed, and we are strange sea creatures with scales, eating waste such as small shrimps. Our souls only occasionally emerge out of the bottomless abyss in which we live, and come to the surface of the earth, where there is real air. I believe that the air we usually breathe is a kind of water, and that men and women are a kind of fish. “
"Sometimes, though, after hunting at the bottom of the sea, the soul does rise and leap into the light like a seagull in ecstasy. I think our conduct is destined to allow us to prey on our fellow human beings in the underwater life. But our immortal destiny is to flee, and once we have devoured our prey in the water, we will once again float to the surface of light, leaping from the surface of the old ocean into the true light. Then man will be able to realize his eternal nature. ”
"When I listened to Shota, I felt like I was plunging into the abyss, plunging into the abyss. There, the hidden fish of humanity writhes and swims. Primal desire makes people take a bite of the meat of their prey, and then they begin to rise, and rise again, from the dense to the ground, from the wet to the dry zone. To you I can tell you about the whole process. But with Hirota, I just felt like I was plunging downward, down horribly, into the seaweed, into the bottom of the sea full of pale ghosts. ”
"I'm afraid we're going to lose that ranger. The scandal caused by his wife who left home not only did not disappear, but caused a storm in the city and was out of control. He was accused of doing a series of unspeakable wrongdoings. It was strange how the woman had the ability to win the support of most of the wives of the farmworkers, what a terrible fish, and the whole village was full of gossip......"