Yun Feng sat next to the computer, staring at the black sesame-like words in the email on the screen, and his heart was up and down. ], wonderful free reading without pop-ups!

Yun Feng sincerely hoped that Sha Nan would be well, otherwise he would not have tried his best to persuade him to apply for an exchange student at that time.

However, she always understood that she was still different from him, and his family was a great help to him, but her family, for her, was the driving force and the gravitational force that she needed to give back.

He studied abroad, which was what his parents expected. But being a companion lady didn't seem to be what she was looking forward to, either for her family or for herself.

In her heart, she is always concerned about the water and soil that gave birth to her and those relatives.

Although she can't guarantee how much ability she has to do anything for her hometown and relatives in her hometown, at least, as long as she is in China, no matter what city she is in, it will not be difficult to go home to visit.

What's more, the matter of marriage is also at a loss in her heart. She loves Shananang, but she is not mentally prepared for marriage at all.

In particular, since she was a child, the lack of emotion in her home environment, she does not know how to face a new family, although she is very eager to have a home organized by herself, but, in the same way, she is also very eager for her to have a way to fly as high as she can fly, in such a way, let her clearly see who she is, what kind of self she can become. Of course, based on this, she will definitely not stop Shanan's high flying because of this, and even she hopes that he can fly away and find his own.

But if he told Shananan the truth about his worries, then he would definitely give up the application. This is very unfair to him, and it is also the loss of a turning point in his life, she can't allow such a thing to happen, otherwise, she will not be able to live for the rest of her life.

In a person's life, there will always be a few critical moments, she loves him, so she can't make him break his wings at such a critical moment. At this moment, Yun Feng suddenly empathized with Li Yunfeng's state of mind when he chose his family and gave up his relationship with her.

After thinking it through, she simply replied to her opinion:

"Nantong, I am very happy to receive your letter. Because it's a coincidence, before you tell me, I was learning about applying to study abroad, and I don't want to just want to propose it to you, but you have already thought that you really have a good idea.

You don't need to worry about me, there will always be a proper way to solve it in the future. The most important thing is that you know my feelings for you, and I know your emotions, so what difficulties can't be overcome?

As for my opinion on whether or not you should apply to study abroad, do you think I need to say it again? Hee-hee, you just have to work hard to apply. As for whether you can succeed or not, as long as you do your best, the result will come naturally, and there is no need to be stressed. Because, you know, whether you stay or return, I am in your sight, where your heart is, and I will not leave.

Fly as hard as you can, above the high clouds, there is the truth of our life, and there is also the existence that we should eventually have.

Don't worry, don't think, don't get tired. Take care of yourself. Wait for your news. ”

After Yun Feng replied to Shanantong's email, he closed his mailbox, left the computer, climbed into bed, and lay quietly reading a book. At this moment, she was finally as calm as water, and she could read the "Zizhi Tongjian" that had been borrowed countless times.

At noon, Lin Xinlai asked Yun Feng to go to the dining hall to eat, but Lin Xin didn't get out of bed under the pretext that he had eaten. Just keep reading her book.

After the lunch break, there were no classes in the afternoon, so she got up, picked up her backpack and went to the library.

The library was very quiet, just after the New Year's Day holiday, she came early, and people came one after another. She borrowed the book and sat naturally in the place where she had been sitting. Since Shannan left, she didn't know how many times, when she entered the library door, she would mistake someone else sitting in her old seat for him.

Fortunately, the purple hyacinth was still there, just like his warm smile, and she missed it so much that she quietly looked at the purple petals and the elegant flower font on the quaint bottle, as if his warm breath was beside her.

There are also many students who are curious about the origin of this vase of flowers, and occasionally Yun Feng can still listen to some of the junior brothers and sisters who have just entered the school, but she doesn't care, and others are just talking, for this beautiful and mysterious thing, people dare not and can't bear to hurt it.

She couldn't help but think of the day when she saw Lin Hualei sitting next to him, he sat next to her with a hyacinth, holding his hand and saying those joking words, and shaking hands together to read a book in the afternoon, and her heart was sad and smiling. She really couldn't figure out herself, and she shook her head helplessly to herself.

She knew very well that Lin Hualei also went to the same university as him as an exchange student, but she never worried, they were classmates, and they should have interacted like classmates. It's like her relationship with Li Yunhe, it is impossible to break it, but it is also impossible to overcome, he is also very clear and not worried. The reason and the situation are the same.

She can still read a tome like "Zizhi Tongjian" in her dormitory, but in this library, she can't calm down to read a chapter of "General History of China". She simply carried her backpack and followed the school road alone, from the path of Lover's Slope into the park, ready to go around the park.

"Little junior sister, do you have time to visit the park alone?"

Yun Feng turned around when he heard the words, and found that Senior Brother Qiu Ze and Senior Sister Ju, the editor-in-chief of the editorial department, were actually sitting side by side in the pavilion chatting.

"Senior Brother Ze, Senior Sister Ju, why are you here?"

Yun Feng asked curiously.

"Why can't we be here?"

The two of them laughed in unison and asked rhetorically.

"Oh, too. Hey. “

Yun Feng didn't think much about it.

"Little junior sister, I haven't been as active in interviewing and writing as you used to be?"

Senior Brother Ze asked.

Yun Feng sat down opposite the senior brother and sister, and replied with a smile:

"In response to your call, senior brother, give more opportunities to newcomers, haven't you noticed that those elementary school brothers and sisters are very diligent?"

"You little junior sister, one mouth is powerful, and everything is justified."

Senior Sister Ju said with a smile.

"Senior sister, don't laugh at me, I really encountered a troublesome thing recently, I am a little embarrassed, I don't know what to do."

Now that Senior Brother Natsume and Senior Brother Hai Jiuyi in the editorial department have gone home to work after graduation, there is only Senior Brother Ze and Senior Sister Ju left to help her solve her problems.

"Oh? Little sister still has troubles that can't be solved? Speak up quickly, and let your senior brother give you a good pulse. ”

"You're amazing."

Senior Sister Ju glanced at Senior Brother Bai Ze and scolded with a smile.

"Isn't it also your little junior sister, you have to help."

Senior Brother Ze smiled back at Senior Sister Yiju.

Yun Feng told Shannan that he wanted to apply to study abroad.

"Little junior sister, congratulations, through accompanying students, you can also study abroad. How nice! “

Senior Sister Ju was very puzzled that the little junior sister was still worried about such a happy event.

This time, it was Senior Brother Ze's turn to glance at Senior Sister Ju and teasingly:

"Little junior sister, if you ask you to find one in the editorial department, you don't listen, you look at our editorial department, all the senior brothers are very reliable, how can it be like the one you are looking for, flying farther and farther, and it is almost invisible."

"Who are you looking for in the editorial office? Looking for you? “

Senior Sister Ju looked at Senior Brother Ze with disgust.

"Then my little sister and I are sisters, naturally like brothers and sisters, no. But in the editorial department, Natsume and Jiuyi, which one is not more down-to-earth and reliable than that kid, and the junior sister followed, can you still have a peaceful birthday? “

Senior Brother Ze replied to Senior Sister Ju without giving in.

"Senior brother, senior sister, don't gossip anymore, can you give something useful?"

Yun Feng looked at the senior brothers and sisters who were off topic, and begged anxiously.

"Little junior sister, my senior brother can't give you more advice, I can only tell you, so far, follow your heart."

Senior Brother Ze said with a straight face.

"Well, that's pretty much it, and I agree. Little junior sister, no one can help you with such a thing, you can only rely on yourself, you have to ask your heart clearly. ”

Senior Sister Ju also looked at Yun Feng seriously, reached over and patted Yun Feng's hand and said.

Follow your heart. These words, like a thunderbolt, shook a blue sky in Yun Feng's heart, and she suddenly became enlightened.

Yes, she asked Shannan to follow his own heart, and she should do the same, follow her own heart.

Anyway, I have already made it clear in the email, and the rest is to be myself, and then try to be together without going against the wishes of both parties, and I don't feel aggrieved and go to the future. If you think about what the future will look like, you will come out, not blindly think about it.

Yun Feng happily got up and bowed to Senior Brother Chao Ze and Senior Sister Ju, and then sat down again, determined to become the big light bulb among the senior brothers and sisters this afternoon. In her words, it is to show the way for the chatter of the senior brothers and sisters, and make a pavilion where there are only three people, but the laughter is more than five hundred ducks.