"You know, sister," Huang Siyao said after lunch as they approached Hong Kong, "and you have never received real warmth, nor have you ever felt real happiness." If you really get it - from the same person, it's very different. ”

"Spare me, don't show off your experience!" Huang Siya said, "I have never met a man who is close to a woman and can dedicate himself to a woman. That's what I thought. I don't covet their warmth, they do it for their own satisfaction. I'm not satisfied with being a man's little obedient, and I don't want him to want me whenever he wants. I wanted intimacy, but I didn't get that. I've had enough. ”

Huang Siyao weighed these words. As thick as thieves! She guessed that it meant that you had to confess everything about you to someone else, and that person would have to confess everything about him to you. But how annoying is that. That kind of self-consciousness when men and women get along with each other, that's a disease!

"I think you've always cared too much about how you are, no matter who you're with." She said.

"I guess I'm not born servile." Huang Siya said.

"Maybe you have? Perhaps you are a slave to your self-concept. ”

This reckless Huang Siyao actually said such unheard of rude words, and Huang Siya didn't say a word after hearing it.

But she was still angry, and after a moment of silence, she began to retort, saying, "At least I won't be someone's slave in order to cater to other people's opinions about me." Besides, that person is still my husband's worker. ”

"But you know, that's not the case." Huang Siyao said calmly.

She was always pressed by her sister. At this time, although she was crying in her heart, she was free from the control of other women. Oh, that in itself made her breathe a sigh of relief, as if she had been given another life: to escape the strange discipline and infatuation of other women. How abominable those women are!

She is very happy to see her father, and she has always been the most favored by her father. She and Huang Siya live in a hotel by the sea, and his father takes his daughters out in the evenings, and they like to go out with him.

He was still handsome and had a sturdy physique. He continued, and this second wife was a mainlander, younger than him.

In the opera house, Huang Siyao sat next to him. He's a little fat, his thighs have thickened, but he's still strong and strong. Sadly, he is old, and he can no longer see flexibility and sensitivity in his thick man's thighs, and he can no longer see tenderness, these are the essence of youth, and they are things that will not be lost once they grow there.

Huang Siyao is not happy in Hong Kong. The people here are ghostly, empty and boring. They are not really happy, and the pace here is terrible compared to the mainland. It doesn't matter how lively they seem or how iconic they look. Huang Siyao has a woman's blind thirst for happiness and the promise of happiness, so in her mind, the whole of Hong Kong seems to be prosperous, but it is actually a desert island.

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Sister Huang Siyao flew to Singapore.

The trip was really enjoyable. But Huang Siyao kept saying to herself: "Why don't I care so much? Why didn't I get really excited? I was blind to the scenery, it was horrible! But I just can't, it's horrible. I just wasn't interested in the landscape anymore. Why stare at the scenery? Why do you want to watch it? I refuse to look at that. ”

Yes, she doesn't see life in Hong Kong or Singapore, these places are too fast-paced and lack the joy of people and nature. Those places are less real than Huidong, and they are less real than that bad Dachong Village!

As for the people! People everywhere are the same, almost the same. They all want money from you. If they travel, they all want to be happy, and it must be so, like squeezing blood out of a stone. Poor mountains! Poor scenery! They all have to be squeezed, squeezed, squeezed, they all have to provide excitement and pleasure to people. What else does it mean to be so determined to have pleasure?

No! Huang Siyao said to herself: "I'd rather stay in Huidong, where I can still wander around, and stay quietly if I want, without staring at anything or performing anything." This kind of travel show for fun is simply shameful to the point of being hopeless, and this kind of performance is really a failure. ”

She wanted to go back to Huidong, and even went back to Zhang Haifei. The paralyzed Zhang Haifei is at least not so stupid compared to these bustling people on vacation.

But deep down she was connected to another man, and she never wanted to lose him, oh, never, or she would be lost, completely lost in this world of extravagant scum and fun-seeking villains.

These greedy little people are "enjoying themselves"! This is a modern version of the pathology.

They traveled from Singapore to Malaysia. It was a bright afternoon, and after passing the customs, I came to Johor, which is different here, the car is driving in the forest, which is very pleasant. I didn't expect that there is still so much good land here that has not been developed and is not disturbed by industry.

Their uncle has a residence in Johor and many Chinese friends, and they speak a very standard Chinese, albeit with a certain Taiwanese accent. But after all, this is not a big problem.

The uncle introduced them to his friend, who was excited at first, but after a while, the party became boring. But the two sisters don't care, because they're always outside. Their uncle took them to see an art exhibition, and the miles of paintings were upsetting. They drink the famous Malaysian coffee, take them on a tour of the Royal Palace, and take them to the water playground. The water playground is brightly lit and people are singing and dancing. This is the best of all the resorts.

The tanned bikini-clad body looks like a seal coming out of the water on the beach to mate. The square was crowded with people, and human limbs were crowded. Too many pleasure boats, too many jet skis, too many airboats, too many pigeons, too much cold food, too much language in the noise, too much sunshine, too strong Musang King durian taste, in short, too much pleasure!

Huang Siyao and Huang Siya walked around in summer clothes. They are slowly getting to know a lot of people, and a lot of people are getting to know them.

Du Wancheng suddenly appeared, it was too coincidental and inappropriate. It turned out that he was here to promote a new movie, and he slowly improved, and his eyebrows fluttered.

"Hey! Where do you live? Come on, eat something! Take a ride on my boat. ”

Even Du Wancheng is red, but it is more in line with the color of this pile of human flesh to say that it is roasted red.

In a way, it's quite pleasant, almost enjoyable.

Huang Siya kind of likes the feeling of being anesthetized. She likes to observe all the women and figure them out.

Women always care about women. What does she look like? What kind of men were captured? What fun did she get out of it? And the men are like pet dogs in beach pants, waiting for people to pat and caress them.

Huang Siya likes jazz dancing, because when she dances, she can rub her belly against the belly of some so-called men, let him drive her to move around from the center of the dance field, and then she can stop whenever she wants, and she can stop paying no attention to "that thing". The man was simply being taken advantage of.

Poor Huang Siyao was quite unhappy. She doesn't jazz dance because she can't get her belly to stick to the belly of a certain "guy". Du Wancheng followed her every step of the way, but she didn't care about Du Wancheng's pursuit.

He's still so pompous, even more pompous than ever.

The happiest time was when she and Huang Siya watched the sea together and watched quietly. Far away to some secluded pebble beach, where they can let the boat moor behind the reef and bathe in peace.