Chapter 125: The Heart Is Cold

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My words were like spring thunder that startled the sound of frogs, and King Ryan was stunned at first, and subconsciously asked, "What did you say?" ”

But then, King Ryan understood and asked in surprise, "Is what you said true?" Do you really remember? ”

I nodded, but I couldn't stop the unbearable in my heart, and said very painfully: "What I remember is the memory of my previous life, not Lu Fengying's." ”

King Ryan was stunned for a moment, as if he couldn't believe it, I really wasn't Lu Fengying.

But I am not Lu Fengying, King Ryan has long been prepared in his heart, so even if I announce it now, King Ryan is not too surprised, but he doesn't know how to react for a while.

Soon, King Ryan returned to normal and asked, "Then tell me, what do you remember?" ”

I broke free from his arms and sat down on my own, lest he get agitated and throw me out.

I looked into King Ryan's eyes and said, "I am not from the same world as you, so the education I received since I was a child has never been that a woman is not talented or virtuous, nor is it a female virtue and a female training, three outlines and five constants. I am fundamentally different from the women you have been exposed to since childhood, and if you want to hold me to your standards for women, I can only disappoint you. ”

I've always been like this, and King Ryan has long been used to it, so he nodded and said, "How many outrageous things have you done since you got married?" Did I say half a word? Everything I don't allow you to do is because I'm worried about you. ”

I nodded, which I couldn't deny, so I started to say the second item: "In my previous life, I fell in love with someone else, and I haven't forgotten him yet. But he was dead in his previous life, and he would not have come to this world to meet me. You don't have to worry about someone fighting you for me. It's just that I have someone else in my heart, and if you mind this matter, you will divorce me, and I will never say anything. ”

The tone and attitude of my speech were very calm, and I did not feel the slightest uneasiness and fear because of the presence of others in my heart, and I did not think about how King Ryan would feel when he heard it, in fact, I had no time to take care of King Ryan's feelings, I just wanted to sort out where my future path should go, and I only cared about my own careful thoughts.

When King Ryan heard what I said, he was really shocked and devastated, he had thought about countless situations, and he had thought about countless identities that I might have before, but he never thought that I would have someone else in my heart. Because I'm married to him after all, if I have someone else in my heart, I shouldn't be willing to make a promise, right?

But I'm an amnesiac person, and since I have no memory, I naturally can't remember whether I had a sweetheart before, and naturally I don't care if I marry him.

I looked at Ryan in shock, and I just thought that he couldn't accept what I said about the past and present life, so I said: "Maybe you can't understand what I said, just let me die once and live again, don't think too much." No, if you count Lu Fengying, then I will die twice. ”

After saying this, I myself was shocked first, yes, people who have died twice, what else can't I let go? What could be more important than being alive? If the first two lives were all over the world, and all the wishes were fulfilled, and there was nothing to worry about, then I have nothing to say. However, in the first two lives, I died unexpectedly, so I cherish the present even more, what I should do is to grasp the present.

I said wherever I wanted, so I said: "Lord, I'm really sorry, I'm too obsessed, since the past has become smoke, then what else can I not let go?" Since everyone is dead, why should I live with memories of the past? Wouldn't that ruin my happiness in the future? ”

"From now on? Do I have a future? ”

I was very surprised and asked, "The prince is in his prime, how can there be no future?" The prince laughed. ”

King Ryan smiled a little ugly, cried a sad face, and said, "Didn't you notice? The tone in which you speak to me is so cold and distant, you don't love me anymore, do you? You don't have me in your heart anymore. So, what do I have for the future? From now on, there will be no more me in your world, and I will only be destined to be alone and lonely. Ying'er, it's not that I don't want you anymore, it's that you don't want me anymore. ”

I suddenly smiled, yes, my attitude towards him was a lot colder, I said why did I look at him so awkwardly, it turned out that it was because of this. I'm so immersed in the sadness of the past that I can't think about the present.

"But speaking of this, I still think of one thing, the name Lu Fengying, although it is not my real name, but since I have taken her place and fulfilled Lu Fengying's duties, then I will have a beginning and an end and continue to be your princess. It's just that you have to remember that my real name is An Lingrun, and what I should have lived was An Lingrun's life, not Lu Fengying's. I laughed.

The tone of his speech is still so cold, there is no emotion at all, I myself feel that it really hurts King Ryan's heart, but there is no way, I have always talked like this in the past, let me change it for a while, I can't change it.

King Ryan couldn't be more sad because of my blow, so he didn't care, and when he heard my name, he smiled instead: "An Lingrun, this name is much better than Ding Zi, and even a little stronger than Lu Fengying." ”

"Nail is my code name, sometimes I can't use my real name to act, just use the code name of Nails, seriously, since I started the mission, Nail has become my name, my real name is no one to call, hehe." I thought about the past, and my expression became even colder.

I can't help but be cold, after going through so much, the whole person is numb, and I really can't be enthusiastic.

King Ryan saw that his heart was about to break, and he held back his tears and said: "I still hope that you have not recovered your memory, you were so simple and happy before, you only have me in your heart, you never need to think so much, so complicated, simple, so good!" ”

"That's not me really me, it's just that I'm too well protected by Lu Tiege and you, it's a flower in a greenhouse, I can't withstand the wind and waves, what's so good?" I said coldly.

Raised my hands that were not calloused in the palm of my hand, the skin was white and tender, like a pampered daughter, I had lived for half a year, I really wanted to really treat myself as a lady, almost everything depended on others, and I had no ability to be independent at all. I really hate myself like this.

The delicate skin that other women have tried so hard to maintain has been disgusted by myself when they come to me, I guess I am the first person ever, right?

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