Chapter 37: Accidents

After Feng Xiaoxiao went to wash up, Gu Qianqian came back with a wonton, looking at Feng Xiaoxiao's gobbling up, she couldn't help but joke, "Now you know you're hungry, right?" A fool abuses himself on a hunger strike, who to show it? ”

Feng Xiaoxiao swallowed a mouthful of wontons, and said very seriously, "It is impossible to break up and become friends, it is absolutely impossible." ”

"That must be, once loved and hurt each other, how can we be friends? It's best not to engage in this kind of ambiguous relationship, the girl suffers the most, she has no name and no points, and she is in a hurry. How do you think the most familiar stranger came to be? Gu Qianqian said approvingly.

Feng Xiaoxiao nodded silently, and said very resolutely, "From tomorrow onwards, if there are any club activities and outings, take them all with me, I want to start my life again." ”

"That's right, I'm only halfway through college life, and it's not too late to start again." Gu Qianqian teased.

Feng Xiaoxiao started to change tonight, she thought about it for two days and two nights, and thought back carefully about all the things she had after meeting Wen Shaoran again in the past two years, and decided that Wen Shaoran approached her in order to take revenge on her, making her fall deeper and deeper, and stepping on two boats and not admitting it, he had changed, he had changed a long time ago, since they separated in the second year of high school, he was no longer the person who loved her, and she couldn't still die in place.

At this moment, she squatted on the balcony with an iron plate, ready to burn the diary, which recorded every text message sent by Wen Shaoran in the past two years, because the memory of her mobile phone was limited, she was reluctant to delete it, so she could only transcribe it before deleting it.

She finally flipped through it again, a large neat book, and a few maple leaves, which Wen Shaoran picked up on the school road where he passed by the classroom every day, and a few cherry blossom petals, which fell on his shoulder when he passed by...... And also...... There are countless memories. She ignited it all ruthlessly, threw it into the iron plate and walked into the dormitory, and quickly closed the balcony door, afraid that she would be reluctant to give up if she was a second late. Today was the last time she shed tears for him, she wept while looking at the flames in the iron basin, but her face was full of firmness and fortitude, no longer grievances and sadness.

I don't know how long it took for her to slowly open the balcony door, and saw that the brazier was still burning, and half of the diary was still left, slowly turning to ashes.

Silently looking at the ashes, the last tears passing through her, she muttered to herself, "Goodbye." ”

There was one more thing to do, she ripped off the pendant around her neck, put it in a small box, called the courier brother, and sent it to Wen Shaoran.

When Wen Shaoran received it, he felt very uncomfortable, but this matter was obviously his mistake first, and he didn't dare to ask for her forgiveness, he stared at Feng Xiaoxiao's QQ avatar for a long time, but the seven-colored flower avatar has always been gray, and she has never been online again, this time, maybe there is no room to turn around.

Feng Xiaoxiao is more active than ever in school life, she is very close to Wang Xin, a boy in the class who has a common hobby of photography, and often meets to shoot exterior scenes and city scenery, more often Feng Xiaoxiao acts as a model for him and takes a lot of sweet photos, naturally, there is a lot of familiarity between the two, Wang Xin confessed to her, and she agreed.

This year's Christmas is particularly warm, Feng Xiaoxiao and Wang Xin went to the Christmas tree scene in the mall to shoot a set of Christmas specials, after taking photos, Wang Xin picked a gift from the Christmas tree like a trick and gave it to Feng Xiaoxiao, Feng Xiaoxiao thought it was a prop, sat in front of the Christmas tree scene, and was thinking about how to pose, but Wang Xin said softly, "Don't open it and take a look?" ”

Feng Xiaoxiao was puzzled for a moment, and opened the box hesitantly, inside was an amethyst bracelet, which looked very delicate and small, the color was crystal clear, the corners of Feng Xiaoxiao's mouth rose slightly, Wang Xin walked over, knelt down on one knee in front of Feng Xiaoxi, picked up the bracelet, and gently buckled Feng Xiaoxiao's right hand. Feng Xiaoxiao is very fair-skinned, and this amethyst bracelet looks even more temperamental, "It's very flattering to you." Wang Xin was very intoxicated and held Feng Xiaoxiao's hand, Feng Xiaoxiao instinctively shrunk her hand, but Wang Xin held it tightly, she could only whisper embarrassedly, "Thank you." ”

The corners of Wang Xin's mouth showed a hint of cunning, he liked to see Feng Xiaoxiao's state at the moment, in this modern society, such a pure and shy girl is rare.

After returning to the dormitory, Feng Xiaoxiao put a photo of the two of them clasping their fingers on QQ Space and wrote, "No matter what the ending is, thank you for walking with me." ”

Wang Xin quickly left a message, he posted a bunch of peach hearts and rose expressions, and wrote, "Little fool, I will always love you and accompany you." ”

After Feng Xiaoxiao's classmates saw it, one or two left messages, some blessed, some asked, and some called real pictures, and the whole log version chatted, this Christmas is destined to be sleepless.

Zhang Xinyue originally wanted to take Wen Shaoran to the street, but it was raining sleet on the street, and in such a cold winter, Wen Shaoran just wanted to stay at home and refused to go anywhere, so she had to take a laptop to Wen Shaoran's rented house to play games with him.

During the break, Wen Shaoran swiped the QQ space and saw the message updated by Feng Xiaoxiao, a large version of the message in it, and he stared at the screen like a knife.

"What's wrong?" Zhang Xinyue leaned over and looked at his screen and said, "Huh? That bracelet is so beautiful, this ten-finger clasp, it's a boy for a girl, it's so romantic, look at people's Christmas, hey......"

Wen Shaoran was even more annoyed when he heard her nagging, so he got up and left directly. Zhang Xinyue chased, "What are you doing, it's raining outside, aren't you afraid of the cold......

The cold and biting rain soon wet Wen Shaoran's head, and he walked in despair, completely ignoring it, Zhang Xinyue took an umbrella and chased it out, shouting, "Shaoran, what's wrong?" Can you tell me? ”

She pulled Wen Shaoran's arm while holding an umbrella, and begged, "You can't say anything, right?" I don't even know what to do with you. Zhang Xinyue's eyes turned red.

"Leave me alone, let's break up." Wen Shaoran vigorously waved Zhang Xinyue's hand, pushed off the umbrella on his head, and walked into the rain.

Zhang Xinyue's umbrella also fell to the ground, and with her eyes wet from the rain, she said to herself, "Why...... Impossible......" and shouted vigorously, "Don't you think, I don't agree!" Running in the rain as he spoke, he chased after Wen Shaoran.

In the ice and rain, Zhang Xinyue cried and hugged him desperately, he threw her away again and again, and the two of them pulled like this for a while, Wen Shaoran was annoyed, sat on the wet stone steps beside the road, and buried his head in his knees.

Zhang Xinyue squatted and hugged Wen Shaoran, crying, "I don't want to break up, I can change anything I do wrong, really, I promise...... Don't leave me ......"

Wen Shaoran was like a puppet, he didn't move, the two of them had been withstanding the ice and rain, and they didn't feel any sting, Zhang Xinyue's eyes and nose were red from the cold, and the hands holding Wen Shaoran were numb, only feeling that Wen Shaoran's body was a little warm, "I'm so cold, so cold, will we die here?" ……”

She was greeted by the sound of rain around her, and the man in front of her remained motionless.

"Shaoran, are you asleep? I'm almost freezing, I feel very uncomfortable, so cold and dizzy, shall we go back? Zhang Xinyue buried her head in Wen Shaoran's armpit again. Wen Shaoran still didn't move, the two of them didn't even add a coat when they rushed out of the house, and they were already frozen at the moment.

Zhang Xinyue stood up and hesitated to leave, she was really so cold that she couldn't stand it, but seeing Wen Shaoran here in such a state, she was worried that he would freeze to death here, so she directly pulled Wen Shaoran and walked together, but fortunately, Wen Shaoran didn't even resist, just like a puppet, pulled by her.

Zhang Xinyue breathed a sigh of relief, took Wen Shaoran's arms with both hands, and returned to the rental room together. She put Wen Shaoran on the side of the bed, Wen Shaoran turned her head and lay down, "Hey, don't, don't, don't, it was raining just now, change your clothes first......" Saying that, she didn't think much about it, she just felt that she had to get rid of the coldness of this body quickly, otherwise she would definitely get sick, so she reached out and took off Wen Shaoran's soaked clothes.

"Hu ......" was finally over, she took the quilt and covered Wen Shaoran, and then she was about to go and find a change of clothes, but Wen Shaoran suddenly took her hand and whispered, "Don't go......"

Zhang Xinyue was overjoyed and held his hand with both hands, "I'm not leaving, I'm just going to change my clothes, otherwise I'll catch a cold...... Well, I'll be here soon. ”

After speaking, he stood up, but Wen Shaoran had a lot of strength, and with a pull, Zhang Xinyue pounced on Wen Shaoran, although Wen Shaoran was closed at the moment, but lying on him at such a close distance, she could hear his even breathing, she was nervous and couldn't help but want to kiss him, she had been dating him for so long, they hadn't kissed yet, every time she took the initiative to kiss Wen Shaoran's face, but Wen Shaoran wouldn't respond to her, thinking like this, now that the great opportunity was in front of her, she wanted to taste it anyway, so she decided to bow her head and kiss secretly.

But when she gently pecked at that touch of tenderness and wanted to let go, Wen Shaoran attacked her like crazy, it was too late for her to leave, Wen Shaoran's thoughts at the moment had returned to the scene on the night of Valentine's Day eight years ago, when he parted with Feng Xiaoxiao, "Don't go...... Xiaoxiao. He whispered.

When Zhang Xinyue heard the name, she raised her head and wanted to ask, but Wen Shaoran attacked too fiercely and didn't give her a chance to struggle. After a cloud and rain, Wen Shaoran fell asleep.

Although this was an accident, Zhang Xinyue was willing to do so, she hugged Wen Shaoran's back, the corners of her mouth rose slightly, and she fell asleep sweetly.

It wasn't until noon the next day that Wen Shaoran slowly woke up, he opened his eyes, and felt that something was on his waist, heavy, so he reached out and took it away. He sat up suddenly, saw Zhang Xinyue beside him, and looked at himself again...... He stroked his forehead with a headache, what the hell did he do.

"Huh? You...... Awake? Zhang Xinyue felt cold on her body, and woke up, and found Wen Shaoran sitting up, still facing herself, pulling the quilt shyly, and asked in a low voice.