Xie Bin's heart is full of mixed feelings, there is the nervousness of watching others move forward step by step, there is confusion and panic about the future, there is unwilling regret about the past, and there is also the expectation and desire for dreams and fantasies, but in the end, there is infinite disappointment in his bad self. - Wu Yisheng

Back in the dormitory, Xie Bin was lying on the bed, his head was a mess, cutting constantly, and sorting was messy!

"In just one year, the struggle was successful, and in the next 50 years, he will be among the upper class of society. Cheng, the fish leaps into the dragon gate, defeated, you are like this, what else can you do?"

"How many beats can there be in life, when to beat if you don't fight at this time!"

Zhang Xuefeng's words still lingered in his heart, and he couldn't disperse for a long time.

"Chuancheng Normal has always been my dream, I didn't finish it in high school, and now I want to fight hard and fulfill my dream!"

This is on the way back, Peach said to Xie Bin, Xie Bin still remembers that when he said this, Peach became different, Xie Bin saw in her high spirits, saw high morale, he used to seem to have been like this, right? When she said this, she also touched the softest place in Xie Bin's heart, and the painful experience of the college entrance examination came to mind again, Xie Bin's usual grades ranked high in the whole grade, and he can be said to be a candidate for a key university, Xie Bin has no dream?

He has a dream, he had it when he was in high school, when he made up his mind to be admitted to the 985 university, with his grades at the time, it was absolutely no problem, but he didn't choose to rest at noon when Xie Bin took the college entrance examination, but went to the Internet café to play League of Legends with a group of brothers, and drank a can of Red Bull in the afternoon and walked into the examination room, as a result, his brothers all took the test at the level they deserved, but he played abnormally.

Fate played a joke on him, and he also played a joke on everyone, the night when the results came out, the head teacher Lu Haixia talked with him for 5 hours, persuaded him to repeat, and moved Xie Bin to tears, and swore again and again that he must be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University next year, but the next day, Xie Bin gave up repeating without hesitation, and resolutely went to a low-end undergraduate school without looking back.

But since then, the exam has become a shadow of Xie Bin, when he was in high school, he could be called the god of the test, he could always get a surprising high score, and he even had a high score of 290 in the comprehensive exam, but now he is very appropriate to describe it as a scumbag, every time the exam is crossed, three make-up exams in education, English level 4 has been tested four times, English level 6 has never gotten a transcript (the score has not reached a certain level, there is no transcript), and the Mandarin test has not been passed 8 times until now.

"It's not that you don't want to do some things, it's that you're afraid you won't be able to do them!"

This seems to be what Dean Liu said that day, Xie Bin smiled bitterly and shook his head, yes! It's not that he doesn't want to do something, it's that he's afraid he won't be able to do it!

Graduate school entrance examination? Didn't Xie Bin think about it? He thought about it, but now that he is a scumbag, what will he do to take the postgraduate examination?

Majors in liberal arts? Although he doesn't hate liberal arts, he studied science in high school, and he is a complete rookie in memorization.

Majoring in science? Come on, you can think about it four years ago, but now that you have forgotten all about high school, do you want to re-study high school? It's not realistic at all, and it's simply impossible to give yourself a year.

Is that a matter of luck? Xie Bin doesn't believe in luck, if there is luck, those things shouldn't happen to him, he would rather believe that he can memorize six books by rote in a year, than believe in luck, in other words, even if there is such a thing as luck, Xie Bin does not believe that luck will favor him.

The more Xie Bin thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, the nervousness of watching others move forward step by step, the panic of being confused about the future, the regret of the past, and the desire for dreams and fantasies, but in the end, there was infinite disappointment in his bad self.

Shaking his heavy head vigorously, Xie Bin tried to shake all the troubles out of his head, he didn't want to be like this, every time he was upset, his mood would be very bad, he would be in a bad mood, and his stomach would hurt together, and every time he would be frightened, and finally he would go to the hospital and spend a huge amount of money to confirm his health, he didn't want to do this, his mother was already very fortunate to earn money alone.

"Is my heart growing in my stomach?" Xie Bin suddenly had a strange thought, he smiled self-deprecatingly, faintly felt a little pain in his stomach, shook his head again, stood up from the bed, pulled up the quilt and wiped his face, and seemed to be sober. With a long breath, Xie Bin sorted out his mood, ready to turn over and get out of bed, play the guitar, the day after tomorrow, the group organization life will begin, when the time comes, he will perform on stage, he is the main force, after the electric box guitar is plugged in to the stereo, if you don't play well, it is easy to make noise, this is the last time the group organization life, Xie Bin wants to use this performance, make a perfect curtain call for college life, this is probably the last time he plays and sings the guitar in the class!

"Brother Bin, what's the drop? Feeling bad?" Mao Sheng smiled, his face looked a little cheap, people couldn't help it, and wanted to punch him flat!

"Tsk!" Xie Bin looked at him and tried his best to resist the urge to hit someone in his heart, turned over and got out of bed three or two times, and only after standing up did he say: "I'm in a good mood, why don't you come down for me to practice quickly, I'm going to perform the day after tomorrow, I can't remember the lyrics, don't drop the chain when the time comes!" “

"Uh, okay, I'll come down right away, come down right away...... Don't be angry, don't be angry, big guy. Mao Sheng looked at Xie Bin's serious face, and didn't dare to be poor, so he quickly lifted the quilt and turned over and got out of bed, there was yellow, white, blue, green and everything inside, Xie Bin couldn't help but cover his eyes and smiled, what is this!

There are four people in the dormitory now, Li Huan seems to have listened to the lecture, and then went to the library with his girlfriend to review, the boss Liu Yiqiu is lying on the bed at this time, looking at "The Wealth of Nations", presumably the previous "Grotesque Behavior" has been read, Xie Bin sighed slightly in his heart, and he was not going to disturb him to read, after all, there was still one day tomorrow. So he turned his head to look at the second child Zhang Jie, this guy is still watching a hip-hop video as usual, but this time it seems to be watching a recently very popular variety show "This is Hip-hop", Xie Bin has also watched it, it is indeed very interesting, all the gods gathered, it is very good-looking!

"Jebble, lobby manager, come down and beat the drums......! dense

"Huh? Where is the rehearsal? ...... right away."

Zhang Jie took off the headphones, turned over and got out of bed, looked at Liu Yiqiu and asked, "Is it just the three of us?" What about lard?"

"He's going to the library, there's still one day left tomorrow, let's practice cooperation first, after all, we have to cooperate, and it's perfect for everyone to rehearse together tomorrow!"

"Uh-huh, yes, sir! No problem, Director! “

Zhang Jie raised his hand and made a saluting gesture.