Dazhi's behavior of wanting to solve the current difficulties for his cousin is touching.

However, the emotions he expressed are confusing, and it takes courage to like a woman who has brought him irreparable harm.

However, who can tell whether the emotional right or wrong is clear?

Maybe in his heart, except for his beloved cousin, no other woman has ever really walked in, right?

I know Dazhi very well, and I was surprised by the result of his statement, even as a bystander, I couldn't give any advice on this matter.

He asked me for advice, and it was indeed the wrong person, and I think I was more confused than Dazhi himself.

Looking at him, I was also thinking, if Ding Ling came to me one day, hoping that we would forgive each other and forget the past, what would be my reaction?

The answer is almost impossible.

The difference between me and Dazhi should be that my heart is not strong enough, I still hate Ding Ling, I hope never to see her, but that familiar figure has been haunted by dreams thousands of times, entangled in the depths of my heart, and I have not yet been able to find a way to completely forget the face that brought pain and harm to me.

I tried to forget all the past with Ding Ling, but the more I tried, the more deeply I was impressed by all the events I experienced, like sharp thorns piercing deep into the heart, every time I touched it, it would hurt my heart.

I've been reflecting on it lately, is the reason for this result because I haven't let it go yet? Or is your mind not mature enough to deal with feelings? Or is it too narrow-minded?

Seeing that I was silent, Dazhi said mockingly: "Forget it, in fact, there are many things, and I haven't figured it out yet, ask you, you must not be able to say it clearly, you don't care about this matter, let me think about it again." ”

After that, he went on to other things.

Dazhi walked away, and I sat in my seat for a long time.

It's not all about his problems.

I'm also thinking about his views on my relationship with Lin Xue'er.

What Dazhi said makes sense, for me and Lin Xue'er, I believe he must have been carefully observed for a period of time, as a friend, his reminder is very necessary, and there is indeed something wrong with my emotional handling of Lin Xue'er.

It's time to communicate with her well, it's important for two people to be together and know what each other thinks.

In the evening, Lin Xueer and I went to eat at a western restaurant that I frequented.

After nearly a year of college life, Lin Xueer has matured a lot.

The more time I spent with her, the more we found that we talked less and less about each other, but the more tacit we became.

There were not many people in the western restaurant, so we sat quietly in a corner, finished eating, ordered two cups of coffee, and sat and chatted.

Lin Xue'er seems to have something on her mind.

I already know her very well.

"Do you have something on your mind?" I took a sip of my coffee and asked her softly.

"Yes." She nodded.

"I've been trying to tell you these days, but seeing that you've been quite busy lately, I haven't had time to say it." , Lin Xue'er pouted.

"Say it," I said softly.

"We haven't had a good chat for a long time, I'm sorry, I've been busy with the company's affairs, so you have been left out and wronged, today you have plenty of time to say what you think." I smiled and said half-jokingly.

Lin Xue'er's expression on her face softened a lot, and she was glad that I cared about her feelings.

"I'm not really a big deal."

"The school is going to organize social practice during the summer vacation, and I want you to go out for a walk with me when the time comes."

Her request was not difficult to do, and I nodded in agreement.

Seeing that I did not hesitate, Lin Xue'er was greatly encouraged, and her undisguised excitement was overflowing.

However, then there were some worries.

"I'm not afraid to have you with me, the key is that I haven't figured out where to go?" , anyway, she is a little unhappy again.

"You don't have to go anywhere, do you? Isn't it good to be in Beijing, isn't it over when you come to our unit to practice? I teased her.

"Hmph, I knew that it would be no good for you to promise me so easily." , Lin Xue'er puffed out her mouth again.

"I want to take this opportunity to let you take people out for a walk, it's always in Beijing, and everyone is about to suffocate to death."

After she finished speaking, she was really a little unhappy.

"Social practice, do you have to go out?" I pretended not to understand, her major was different from mine, I remember that when I was in college, the university practice was to find a construction site for a provincial engineering project, squatting at the construction site for half a month, but I didn't go out of the city where the school is located, and now I think back on it is really not interesting.

"It's best if you can get out." She seems to be full of expectations for the outside world.

It seems that Lin Xueer is serious, she just wants to leave Beijing to go out for a walk, and learn something by the way.

Combined with my experience of social practice in college, I remembered my uncle's uncle, who had just contacted him recently, and he is now building a railway on the Qinghai-Tibet line.

"Shall I take you to Tibet?" , I said.

"Yes, yes." , Lin Xue'er jumped up excitedly.

"I have an uncle who is building a railway in Tibet, let's go find him together, shall we?"

Lin Xue'er looked at me, a little suspicious.

"Isn't the Qinghai-Tibet Railway already open to traffic in 06? Uncle, what are they repairing? ”

"I don't know, I heard that it is a double-track construction, and there are other track change projects."

"No matter what Uncle is doing there, as long as you take me there." Her interest has not diminished, and she has been very happy since she heard that I could take her to Tibet.

I've been busy lately, and I do have the idea of going out for a walk and changing my mood, and my uncle's work has always attracted my curiosity.

"Okay, don't go back." Lin Xue'er looked at me, her eyes full of anticipation.

I smiled and nodded again in acknowledgement.

"Big country, I have one more thing I want to tell you."

"I feel more and more now that what you're about to say is a big deal, and it's a little overwhelming." I pretended to be a little unbearable.

Lin Xue'er smiled, smiling brightly.

"What I'm going to say is really a big deal." , her expression suddenly became very serious again.

I looked at her and knew she was serious.

"At the beginning of the third year of our school, we had to organize exchanges with foreign countries, and the tutor said that if we could go out, we could send domestic and foreign double degrees when we graduated."

"You want to go abroad?" , I chuckled in my heart, it seems that Dazhi's unintentional joke is about to become a fact.

"It's a rare opportunity, I want to go out, I hope you can support me." , Lin Xue'er said a little half-coquettishly.

"Otherwise, you will also go abroad with me, and you will accompany me?" Seeing that my face was abnormal, she walked up to me from across the seat, snuggled up in my arms, and stared at me, hoping that I would give an affirmative answer.

I was very reluctant, but when it came to her future, what could I say?

Besides, it seems that she has already decided to go out herself, and my opinion does not matter, and I can't change anything.

What's the use of me even if I don't give up?

I feel a little sad when I think about it.

"It's a good thing that you go to school abroad, but I don't have time to accompany me when I have so many things in my company now." , I smiled wryly.

"You still let me help you implement it one by one, I'll help you arrange the social practice in the summer vacation first, as for your junior year abroad for exchange, let's go back and discuss it, okay?"

Although Lin Xue'er looked a little unhappy, she nodded obediently and agreed with me.

Her thoughts are becoming more and more independent, and her perception is becoming more and more different from mine, I muttered to myself.

If this continues, I'm really a little worried about losing her in the future.

Is it really going to be true that what the crow's mouth of the great ambition said?

Time flies, and in a blink of an eye, it is time for Lin Xueer and I to agree to take her to Tibet.

I fulfilled my promise and took Lin Xue'er to Tibet by train.

Along the way, we feel the rough desolation that is different from the metropolis, the train over the mountains and mountains, the coldness and grandeur of the scenery along the way, the vast plateau and the thousands of peaks, let us feel that life is so small, so close to heaven.

We agreed with my uncle to meet at Naqu Station.

I haven't seen him for many years, but my uncle has completely changed his appearance, his face is black and red, and he is wearing a coarse cloth robe, like an old Tibetan.

When he met us, he was very welcoming and drove us back to the site of the project where the unit was located.

"Big country, we haven't seen each other for more than ten years, right?" , Uncle looked at me and said, he, smiled.

"The main reason is that you are busy, and you can't meet each other when you go back to your hometown, and I have been running around the country with the project."

"yes, at least ten years." , I chimed in.

"Let me think about it, since you were in high school, no, it's been more than ten years now, and we're all getting old." , Uncle said, laughed again, the wrinkles on the black and red face were squeezed out by the smile, very eye-catching.

"It must be hard to work outside all year round, right?" , I asked him.

"Ugh." , he sighed.

"It's a bit hard, but there is a sense of achievement, you see, take the project we are doing now, it is also the world's attention to the Heavens Road project." , Uncle is very proud.

"The engineering bureau where we are located has made great contributions to the construction of our country, opening roads in the mountains, building bridges in the water, and making contributions."

I remembered what my fourth uncle said to me when I graduated from college, how to measure the value of people? This is perhaps the best way to interpret it.

Looking at Uncle Wei'an's burly back, I felt more and more that he was taller.

"Uncle, how long has it been since you came home?" , I asked softly.

"Home? I can't go back until the project is finished. Uncle didn't seem to be willing to mention the topic.

"How long will it take to finish the project?"

"If it goes well, it will take another two years."

Lin Xue'er sat on the side and whispered.

"Uncle, is this the case with all the people in your project?" She didn't seem to trust her ears a little.

"yes." , Uncle nodded.

"The project is a political task, and the construction period goal cannot be completed, and the unit is not allowed to say that it is small, and it is impossible to explain to the country if it is big, you see, you two can now take the train from Beijing to me, if there are not so many people who give up their small homes for everyone and make a little sacrifice, how can such a big project become a reality?"

Listening to my uncle's words, I was a little panicked, yes, there is always a gap between people and people's realms, thinking of the deceit and intrigue between the people in my hometown and county, compared with such pure dedication, how ugly it is.

"If you are engaged in engineering, it is the norm that you can't go home during the New Year's holidays or even on weekdays, and everyone is used to it."

"We have a pair of brothers on the project, after graduating from university, they came to the Qinghai-Tibet line to be responsible for a tunnel project, when the construction started, a person was on this side of the mountain, a person was on the other side of the mountain, although it belonged to a department, but before the tunnel was opened, they had not been able to meet, until two years later, the two brothers met, hugged their heads and cried in the tunnel, howling what, happy, working day and night for two years, and finally had results."

After the uncle finished speaking, his tone was a little jerky, and he seemed a little sad.

"However, you see, it's not easy, men just have to do such a career."

He then added, still proud.

After walking for about three or four hours, we arrived at the uncle's project site.

The project is located in the middle of the mountains.

A simple color steel house and several containerized houses are neatly arranged on a piece of flat land, and the conditions are extremely bad.

It was the first time for Lin Xue'er and I to come to such a difficult wilderness environment, and we were deeply touched by the scene in front of us.

"Do you usually live here?" , Lin Xue'er's eyes widened and asked her uncle.

"yes, this is our home." , Uncle is like a wanderer who has drifted away and finally found his home, looking serene, and said with a smile.

"The food and accommodation here are very good, but it is not convenient to go out on weekdays." , he continued.

"Living here all year round, young people can't hold back their illness?" , I made a joke with him.

"Sick of your choosing?" Uncle looked at me and smiled.

"We do have a few new college students in our program, and when they first arrived, they were a little uncomfortable, do you know how they can decompress?"

I shook my head, this kind of place, where is there a good way to decompress.

"The young people in the project are like this, they feel too uncomfortable, so they run to the top of the mountain together, shout a few times, and then come back from the mountain, and there is nothing to do." After the uncle finished speaking, he smiled a little helplessly.

"Young people are like this, and we, old comrades, have long been used to it."

Barren mountains and mountains, no internet, no entertainment, completely isolated from the world.

However, the people who live here are fully adapted to these difficult conditions, because everyone has a beautiful dream of home and country in their hearts.

Looking up, in the vast and majestic mountains, a goshawk is circling.

In the valley, the red and white plateau Gesang flowers are in full bloom.

This kind of plateau flower with the strongest vitality is like the builders who are obscure and selfless.

Uncle and tens of millions of engineers are as noble as plum blossoms, fragrant and cold, and Fangfei is in a hurry.

They have worked hard to bring us well-being and well-being, but they have been hidden in the unknown corners of society, among the mountains and mountains, until they create eternity and become eternal.