Text Chapter 565: Guilt
"Mom knows, Mom knows that the neglect and care for you in the past few years is indeed mine I shouldn't have, so don't worry, I will definitely do my best in the future." Song Ruyi really watched her daughter become more and more sensible, and felt that she didn't care about her in the past few years, to be honest, it really shouldn't be.
Especially for her, a child who should have grown up happily, inexplicably endured so many things, to be honest, her heart was very uncomfortable, but she didn't know how to express it.
Xiao Baozi looked up and saw that the old mother's tears were dripping on his face, and his heart was really painful, but he didn't know how to express it.
Then he rolled his eyes and said, "Mom, these things are over and I think the most important thing is that we are together now, I want to invite you to go to the research base with me, okay?" ”
After hearing her say this, Song Ruyi hurriedly wiped away her tears, because she didn't want to show her vulnerability in front of her children, which made her feel that her mother was a crybaby.
A smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Okay! Since you want to ask your mom to go to your research base, then I'd like to go with you. With that, he stood up, took the little bun upstairs, changed his clothes for going out, and then prepared to go to the research base.
In fact, he had a lot of questions to ask along the way, but he didn't know where to start, so he hesitated for a long time, and finally made up his mind to ask Xiao Baozi, "How have you been doing in the past few years?" If there is anything difficult, be sure to tell your mother. ”
When Xiao Baozi was originally snuggled in his mother's arms and enjoying the scenery outside the window, he was stunned for a moment when he heard Song Ruyi say this, and then said in a relaxed tone, "I've been doing well in the past few years, don't worry about me, Mom, I have learned skills here, to be honest, I'm still quite happy." ”
How could Song Ruyi not know how bitter and boring the food in the research base was, but after she said it in such a relaxed tone, she felt really ashamed of her, letting her bear so many things at a young age.
He sighed and hugged her tighter, and stroked her fair face with both hands, "If you don't say it, I know that you said this to make me feel relieved, but I also hope that you can have a happy childhood." ”
After realizing the loss in her mother's tone, Xiao Baozi raised her head and kissed Song Ruyi's cheek, "Don't worry, I'm used to it, I've been here for so many years, don't worry about me, I'll let you see my attitude at work in a while." ”
Listening to the words of the young man, I really didn't know what to say, and the guilt in my heart was far greater than the excitement, and I really didn't want her to go so her original path.
Along the way, the mother and daughter talked to each other, and soon arrived at the research base Pei Aoting was already waiting at the door, and hugged her first after seeing her coming, "We haven't seen each other for a long time, to be honest, I really miss you." ”
Song Ruyi hugged her very hard after seeing her, and it seemed that the feelings were really getting stronger and stronger when she hadn't seen her in the past few years.
The two good sisters have endless words to talk about as soon as they meet, so Xiao Baozi started his own work while the two of them were catching up.
She repeats the same life every day as usual, but she feels that she is most interested in these things, and she is willing to give her ability and time.
"Anyway, how has the little bun been in the past few years? I really think he worked so hard, to be honest, my heart is very guilty, it is very big. Song Ruyi looked at her friend who had been standing beside her for many years, and said what was in her heart to her, even if she was by her side, she was more relieved.
Pei Aoting naturally understood Song Ruyi after hearing her say this, after all, as a mother, she naturally didn't want her daughter to work so hard and so tired.
looked at the little bun who was busy in the study, "Actually, he was very resistant when he first came, the whole person didn't have any expression, he didn't pay attention to anyone who talked to him, as if everyone had a grudge against him." ”
As soon as Song Ruyi heard her say this, she was anxious and hurriedly asked, "Then how did you solve it in the end?" How's it going? As he spoke, tears were about to fall, as if he had remembered all the previous experiences in his mind,
After Pei Aoting saw her in tears, she immediately said comfortingly, "Don't worry, things haven't gotten really bad yet, have they?" Everything has a turnaround, but I didn't expect him to be very interested in it. ”
As soon as Song Ruyi heard her say this, tears were immediately pointed out, because she also wanted to know what happened next, after all, she was not around in the past few years.
"Tell me what's going on, I really want to know what's wrong with my daughter and why she's so interested now." Because it can also be seen that Xiao Baozi seems to be very adaptable to life here and seems to be handy.
Pei Aoting laughed proudly when she said this, as if she felt that the people and things brought out by her hands were really capable, even if she was young.
Pei Aoting said words of relief, "Didn't I say it, she was very resistant at first, but after a few years, she has become very fond and very loving, and she has invested more and more time in it." ”
After hearing her say this, she breathed a sigh of relief as long as it was something she liked, no matter what, she would support it, but she was really guilty about her departure before.
"As long as she likes it, I'm still afraid that she has to be a last resort, so that I will be guilty for the rest of my life. As her mother, she didn't give her a good life, but let her live a life where her parents were separated. ”
Knowing that she was blaming herself, Pei Aoting said with relief, "Don't worry, she is a talented person, so we don't need to feel too much guilt on her, so he will also be uncomfortable." ”
Just as the two of them were talking, Xiao Baozi ran over and grabbed Song Ruyi's hand, and said happily, "Mom, Mom, scold me, I hope you can stand by and watch me." Is it okay to operate these things? Looking forward to it, Song Ruyi really couldn't bear to refuse her, and besides, she was fortunate to see Xiao Baozi at work, and to be honest, she was very lucky.
As he walked with her, he said, "Okay, Mom will see how you work today and see if you have improved." ”
When Xiao Baozi heard her mother say this, the smile on her face became more obvious, and she took her mother to her place of work faster.
Because outsiders can't enter casually, Song Ruyi looked at the transparent glass outside and watched Xiao Baozi skillfully operate various tools inside, and to be honest, sadness poured into his heart again.
Because what she saw was a little bun that was working hard in it like a workaholic, and she was used to this kind of life.
Even when she was outside, he seemed to forget that as soon as he entered, he forgot that his mother was standing outside watching her, and instead plunged headlong into the experiment.
And Pei Aoting came at this time, and after seeing this scene, she also felt very sorry, but there was no way, since she chose this step,
Stretched out his hand and patted Song Ruyi's shoulder, and said comfortingly, "You see if Xiao Baozi is a workaholic now, he is very interested in these research things, and he repeats his current life every day." ”
After listening to her say this, Song Ruyi suddenly burst into tears, but she didn't want Xiao Baozi to find out that Sister Sui wiped away her tears and said, "They all say that I'm not good, it's all my negligence, and it's all my reason that made her like this." In my impression, a little girl should be free to live her childhood, but she is working so hard now. ”
Looking at the calm expression when he entered, Xiao Baozi really felt that his heart was hollowed out, and he felt the same pain.
"But have you thought about it, it is precisely because of the years you have been away that she has grown up very fast and made her discover her interests, so I don't think I can feel so guilty."
When Song Ruyi heard her words, to be honest, she was a little moved in her heart, but then she thought about it because of her departure in the past few years, which made her what she is now, "But in my impression, Xiao Baozi should live a happy childhood life and be carefree." Song Ruyi also thought that her childhood life had always been in the research room, but she really didn't want her children to follow her own old path, "I was like this when I was young, but I don't want my children to be like this, I don't know how to make people by providence, she also repeated my path, and she is very interested in this thing, I really don't know what to say." ”
Looking at the serious appearance of the little bun who is skillfully operating the machine, I don't know whether it is happy or sad, she should have a childhood life and should not be in this kind of place.
Pei Aoting sighed after hearing her words, "It shouldn't be said that, after all, she is interested, so she is willing to spend time here every day, no matter what, she likes it." ”
Because in her opinion, Xiao Baozi is indeed very capable and a genius in this regard, if she really succeeds in cultivating, she is estimated to be able to surpass Song Ruyi in time.
After all, there are not many talented and talented people in this area, especially those who have been in contact since childhood, and they will definitely have a great future when they grow up. So she still hopes that Xiao Baozi can become her apprentice.
It would be a good idea to study these things with her in the future.